I Want to Be Loved

Two Hundred Twelve

Felicia returned to the hotel room where she was staying with a sense of annoyance that had reached ubun-ubun. Inside Felicia's room, she landed her ass on the bed. His lips did not stop grumbling and cursing the woman named Vera.

"The women are shameless! It's been rejected, but it's still hopeful!" maki Felicia's.

Felicia's breathing went up and down and was irregular. Aware if it is not good for him to be angry in the condition of her pregnant Felicia was trying to catch her breath and exhale again to neutralize her feelings of regret.

"Huff, Felicia .. quiet. Remember you are pregnant. You can't be angry." Repeatedly Felicia took her breath to neutralize her sense of regret.

After her sense of unease subsided Felicia chose to climb onto the bed. He sat down with his head on the bed.

What he thought turned out to be true. Vera will make her day in that place very bad.

Just one day they met at that place Vera had invited him to a fight in a public place.

"What the hell does he want?" Felicia took out a pillow and placed it on her lap.

Felicia really doesn't think there's a shameless woman like Vera. It was obvious that Kenzo refused, but Vera could still say confidently that Kenzo still loved her.

Felicia doesn't believe Kenzo ever loved a woman like that.

But there was one thing Felicia thought. What if Kenzo really still has feelings for Vera?

What if Kenzo comes back with Vera?

Then what is the fate and prospective children who are still in the womb?

All those questions came to Felicia's mind.

"No! Kenzo won't be that stupid, "inner Felicia.

"After all this time Kenzo has been very good to me. Even though I didn't say it, I knew he cared about me. She was even jealous when she saw me being close to another man back then," Felicia's inner self.

"Vera definitely just wanted to instill doubt in me for Kenzo again" Felicia said. "I can't be affected. I have to stay confident with Kenzo."

"Ck, shitty!" grouse Felicia.

Feeling agitated Felicia decided to just soak. Maybe by soaking himself will feel better. Felicia left the bedroom and stepped inside the bathroom.

The first thing Felicia did was fill a large bathtub with warm water. After the bathtub filled half Felicia poured liquid soap into the bathtub. After that Felicia stirred the warm water that had been given soap in the bathtub. Not long ago appeared a lot of soft foam in the bathtub.

"Done." Felicia stood up and took off the entire cloth that was stuck on her body.

Felicia's body was already submerged in foam to the limit of the neck. After that Felicia closed her eyes enjoying the warm water and the soft foam scented therapy. His mind began to calm down as warm water soaked his body and as his nose smelled the fragrance of aromatherapy which calmed his mind.

I don't know how long Felicia's been in the bathtub. When the water began to feel cold Felicia ended the show soaking. Carefully Felicia came out of the giant-sized bathtub.

Felicia stepped into the bath carefully because of her wet feet. Felicia's water tap on. Not long after the water came out of the shower and flushed his body which was filled with foam. While taking a bath, Felicia heard someone screech.

"Who is that? That was Kenzo's voice?" Felicia turned to the bathroom door.

Felicia turned off the water tap. After that Felicia was again surprised by the sound of falling objects.

"Kenzo! Is that you?" Felicia was worried. He was afraid something might happen to Kenzo.

Felicia immediately pulled the kimono towel hanging not far from the bath. After wearing it Felicia came out of the bathroom.

"Kenzo." Felicia first clogs her head to check the conditions in the room.

Felicia looked at him. He saw Kenzo standing by the table shaking his hand.

"Kenzo, what's wrong?" Felicia came out of the bathroom and walked over to Kenzo.

"It's very hot" cried Kenzo.

"What are you doing?" Felicia looked around at Kenzo. On the table was a white water spill. Looks like milk and also a spoon lying on the floor.

"Why is everything a mess?" ask Felicia.

"Auntie was on the phone. He said you forgot to bring the milk you used to drink. So I went to the supermarket to buy the milk you used to drink" replied Kenzo.

"Then why would it fall apart like this?" ask Felicia.

"I want to make you some milk. When I held it, the milk was too hot. So .. yes as you can see. Messy ...." Kenzo scratched his non-itchy nape.

"Sorry," Kenzo's great-grandson.

Felicia laughed at the funny face of her husband. "So .. is this the milk you made?"

Tampa thought long Felicia took a glass of milk on the table. It turned out really hot. Because the heat stung her skin Felicia put it back on the table.

"It's so hot!" peekit Felicia's.

"Me, I told you that. It's very hot. Why are you holding it? Sloppy." Kenzo blew the fingertips of Felicia's hand that looked slightly flushed.

"Here sit. I'll help you drink this milk." Kenzo pulls Felicia, taking her to sit on the sofa inside the room.

Kenzo spooned milk using a spoon. He blew it before thrusting it into Felicia's mouth.

"Try to feel it, it's still hot or not." Kenzo thrust a spoonful of milk into Felicia's mouth.

Felicia took a sip of the milk that was on the spoon. After making sure the milk on the spoon is not hot, Felicia opened her mouth and drank the milk on the spoon.

"thank you. It's been a bother to make this for me" Felicia said, followed by a laugh.

"Either. Next time I'll ask you how to make it to you." Kenzo laughed a little.

The two looked at each other and smiled. Felicia was pleased with Kenzo's little attention.

"Let's drink again." Kenzo's words decided their views.

"Yes." Yeah." Felicia nodded.

Kenzo again scooped the milk with a spoon and blew it to remove the heat on the milk he made.

At first he enjoyed and was patient to say Felicia, but the longer his patience ran out.

"Yes God! If you drink milk this way, it won't run out until tomorrow morning" Kenzo lamented.

Felicia laughed at Kenzo's nagging. "You have an idea like this."

"Here you go, stop this and

your clothes. After that we have dinner." Kenzo put the milk in his hand on the table.

"Ma-kan ma-lam?" ask Felicia.

"Yes. You haven't had dinner, have you?" kenzo.

Felicia shook her head. "Not yet."

"I'll take a shower first. Be prepared." Kenzo got off the couch and ruffled Felicia's hair.

Felicia gets off the couch after Kenzo walks into the bathroom. She stepped into the wardrobe to pick up her clothes and to prepare her husband's clothes.

Dress blue toska with a length to the knee limit is an option for Felicia. Soon Felicia put the dress on her body.

Finished with that Felicia sat in front of the dressing table to apply her makeup. A little powder and soft-colored lipstick were enough for Felicia.

Along with the completion of Felicia prepared Kenzo to also come out of the bathroom. Felicia noticed the athletic body reflection of her husband from the mirror before her. Not denying her husband's body is very tempting.

"I've prepared clothes for you. I put it on the bed" Felicia said.

After waiting for a while Kenzo had also finished preparing. Felicia got up from the dresser. He brought himself closer to Kenzo.

"I've always loved seeing your face. I want our son to look like you." Felicia said while combing Kenzo's hair.

"certain. He's my son. He'll look like me." Kenzo rubbed Felicia's stomach. "I don't want our son to look like you. It's bad, it's chatty again."

Felicia pursed her lips before finally laughing.

"I love you, Kenzo." Felicia hugged Kenzo's body.

Kenzo tightened his embrace when he heard the love sentence that Felicia again said. Why was the woman in his arms so light when expressing her feelings.

"Felicia ...," call Kenzo.

"Hmm, what's wrong?" ask Felicia.

"Why can you say love to me so easily?" ask Kenzo.

Felicia pulled herself out of the embrace, putting both her hands on Kenzo's shoulders. He looked into Kenzo's eyes deeply.

"Because I love you with all my heart" Felicia replied.

"And if you really love me. You can say love to me easily" Felicia explained.

Kenzo again pulled Felicia into his arms while giving a kiss on the tip of Felicia's head.

"Thank you for loving me with all your heart" Kenzo said.

Silence took over the atmosphere between them. No one's making a sound. The two of them still hugged each other as if they did not want to part with each other.

Not long ago Kenzo first withdrew from the embrace. His eyes were still staring at his beautiful looking wife. Then her hand moved to tuck Felicia's hair behind her ear.

"Let's go now" said Kenzo who was immediately signed by Felicia.

"If we stay here too long, I'm not sure I'll be able to control myself." Kenzo blinked one eye to tease Felicia.