I Want to Be Loved

The Past of Kenzo

Felicia had abandoned her intention to go home. He is more interested in chatting with Kenzi to ask a lot of things about Kenzo. Felicia doesn't know why she wants to know so much about Kenzo, but that's exactly what Felicia feels she wants.

Both are now sitting in a cafe. They sit facing each other. For a moment Felicia noticed Kenzi, his face was very similar to Kenzo, only Kenzi was impressed with a cheap smile.

"Well, what do you want to ask about Kenzo?" ask Kenzi.

"About his relationship with a woman named Vera" Felicia replied. "What are they close to?"

Kenzi took his breath. To be honest she felt bad about exposing her brother's past to Vera. However, after thinking he thinks Felicia also needs to know about Kenzo. Felicia will soon be his wife.

"Vera is the only woman Kenzo loves so much" Kenzi said.

"If Kenzo loves her so much why don't they just get married?" ask Felicia.

"That's exactly what Kenzo would do first. Two years ago Kenzo wanted to propose to Vera. Kenzo had been waiting for him all night, but at that moment Vera did not come. Until one week after the incident Kenzo just found out that Vera was married to someone else. A grown man" explained Kenzi.

"So the man I saw with her .. is her husband?" Felicia spoke in a soft voice, but Kenzi could still hear her.

"You seen him?" ask Kenzi.

Felicia nodded. "Yes. When we bought the ring, I accidentally saw it."

Flora believes the gentle and sweet demeanor Kenzo showed earlier is simply to make Vera feel jealous.

"But what's the reason Vera prefers that grown man over Kenzo?" Felicia asked Kenzi.

"Money." Kenzi answered briefly.

"Money?" Felicia doesn't understand.

"Yes, money. Vera needs money to pay for her family's debts. So .. yes she chose to marry the man" Kenzi explained.

"Why Vera didn't tell Kenzo about the problem. Your brother has a lot of money, doesn't he?"

"It should be like that, but Vera didn't do it. She would rather marry that man" replied Kenzi.

"And from that moment on Kenzo turned into a cold man. Not only that, Kenzo thinks that all women are like Vera" Kenzi said.

"It's not fair to me, I'm not like Vera. He has no right to be hostile to me because of his past" Felicia protested.

"It's not just me who explained it to Kenzo. Not all women are like Vera. But he won't listen to us" Kenzi said.

"So this is the reason Kenzo doesn't want to be close to any woman? Until the issue if he is a same-sex person is sticking out," said Felicia.

Kenzi laughed at the news about his brother. "Let it be quiet it's not true. My brother is still normal."

"Or is it true .. If Kenzo wants to marry me to eliminate the issue? Or did she marry me just to make Vera feel jealous?" guess Felicia.

"Maybe" said Kenzi. "Honestly, I can't guess Kenzo's current attitude."

"Oh yeah, there's one thing about Kenzo that you should know" Kenzi said.

"What's that?" From his face alone it was seen if Felicia felt very curious.

Kenzi asked Felicia to come closer. Kenzi brought his face closer and whispered in Felicia's ear. "I can guarantee that Kenzo is a virgin."

Felicia widened her eyes after hearing Kenzi whisper. A red hue instantly appeared on both sides of his face.

"Why Kenzi suddenly said such a thing to me," Felicia said.

Kenzi's laughter grew clearer as he saw a red hue appear on Felicia's face. He knew his brother-in-law was embarrassed.

"You're all there" Felicia said.

Felicia propped her chin with her palm. For a moment he looked at Kenzi's face. Although his face was very similar to Kenzo, but there were many differences between them.

"What's wrong? Why look at me like that?" ask Kenzi.

"You and Kenzo have similar faces. But why is your nature so different" Felicia said.

"Although our faces are very similar. But we are two different human beings and so are our natures" Kenzi said.

"But I think I like you better. Why aren't you the only one I've been betrothed to?" joke Felicia.

"If that happens I will reject it immediately" Kenzi said.

"Why?" ask Felicia.

"You're not my type" I'm Kenzi. "I prefer women who wear sexy clothes."

"Huh, you're this base?" Felicia was at a loss for words to reply to Kenzi.

"All right, our conversation about Kenzo got here. Did you eat?" ask Felicia.

"May, but you're the deal." Kenzi lowered his eyebrows.

"What's? I can't believe this" Felicia said.

"Come on, let's just say it's pay for me because I told you about my brother" Kenzi said.

"Yes okay. I'll treat you because you're good to me" Felicia replied.

Felicia again called a waiter at the cafe to order food. The waiter approached them with a menu.

Felicia opened the menu book to see what food she wanted to order. Same with Kenzi. He also saw what food he wanted to order.

After selecting it both gave the menu book back to the waiter.

"Wait for the order" said the waiter.

Felicia and Kenzi returned to chat while waiting for their order.

"Well when will your brother be like that?" ask Felicia. "If your brother is still stuck in his past it won't be good for us later."

"I don't know either. But if you can make Kenzo fall in love with you, maybe it'll be better" Kenzi said.

"What did you say?" felicia.

"By making him fall in love with you it will also make Kenzo forget about Vera" Kenzi explained.

"Huh, don't joke." Felicia swallowed her own saliva to moisten her suddenly dry throat.

Their conversation came to a halt as the food they ordered came.

"Let's eat first" Felicia said.

"Alright, good-bye," said Kenzi.

*****

Felicia just got off Kenzi's car. His sister-in-law actually drove him to his house.

Felicia bowed her body after Kenzi lowered her car glass. He saw his brother-in-law who was still sitting on the steering wheel.

"You don't want to stop by?" ask Felicia.

"No need. I still have business" Kenzi refused.

"Alright, be careful on the road. And once again thank you for the time" Felicia said.

Felicia waved her hand at Kenzi along with Kenzi's car which started to speed. After Kenzi's car disappears from his sight, Felicia walks into the house. Arriving inside the house Felicia greeted Flora before entering her room.

"Sore, Mah," said Felicia.

"Sore, honey," said Flora. "How was Kenzo?"

"Later, Mah the story. I'm gonna take a shower" Felicia said.

"All right," said Flora.

Felicia walked by running small on the stairs. Up inside her room Felicia sat on the edge of the bed with her two legs swinging about.

His mind was still thinking about Kenzo and Vera's past. Felicia feels sorry for Kenzo who still can't move on from Vera.

Suddenly he remembered Kenzi's words. His sister-in-law told him to make Kenzo fall in love with him. That's the impossible.

Felicia shuddered in horror. Getting Kenzo to fall in love with her is a big challenge.