I Want to Be Loved

Start With a Fight

Not even two hours Felicia was at her parents' house, Kenzo had already come to pick her up. But instead of meeting her husband Felicia prefers to stay in the room.

"Just get him home, Mah," asked Felicia.

"Why is that?" ask Flora.

"I want to stay here for a few days" Felicia replied.

"What are you about Kenzo? You guys got a problem?" ask Flora.

"Nothing, Mah. I just want to stay here" Felicia replied.

Flora walked up to her son who was laying down his body on the bed with a prone position.

"Son, if you guys have a problem solve it all right." Flora blurted while rubbing Felicia's hair.

"We don't have a problem, Mah," Felicia said.

"If there's no problem why don't you go see your husband?" urged Flora.

"Lazy, you will be told to go home" Felicia replied.

"You are like a child" Flora said. "Listen, Son. If you don't want to speak frankly with Mom, that's okay. Mamah just wanted to tell you, your husband already has good faith coming here. Maybe he's here to solve your problems. So .. Appreciate your husband's efforts."

"Yes, Mah." Felicia replied in a lazy tone.

"Yes already Mama wants to go down first, want to meet the favorite ghost of Mamah," said Flora.

"Just be careful." Felicia buried her face on the pillow she was sleeping on.

As Flora was about to exit her room her steps came to a halt when someone knocked on the door of the room. From where Flora could see the whereabouts of her daughter-in-law.

"Kenzo." Flora spoke while looking at her son.

Hearing Kenzo's name mentioned Felicia also directed her gaze toward the door of her room that was open. His eyes caught the figure of Kenzo standing in front of his room.

"May I speak to Felicia?" ask Kenzo.

"Of course —" Flora's words were cut off by Felicia's words.

"No," Felicia interrupted.

Flora swerved towards Felicia. "Felicia, don't be like that."

Flora's view turned to her daughter-in-law. "Please come in and you talk. If there is a problem, solve it well. Mama stay first."

Kenzo nodded in response to his mother-in-law's words.

After saying that, Flora stepped away leaving the room, leaving behind her son and daughter-in-law as well.

Kenzo went into his wife's room after her in-laws had left. After entering Kenzo closed the door and even locked it.

"Why did you lock the door?" Felicia immediately got up and took a sitting position.

"For no one to see what we're going to do" Kenzo replied.

"What do we want to do?" Felicia asked in a nervous tone.

Felicia's heart was pounding as Kenzo started walking towards her. Seen in his eyes if Kenzo was loosening the tie ties around his neck. Felicia got off the top of the bed and walked backwards to avoid Kenzo.

Bugh

Felicia's steps stopped as her back body hit the wall. Felicia's gaze still leads to Kenzo who is getting closer and closer. There was no other way, because he was cornered.

"What do you want?" Suddenly Felicia stammered.

"Kenzo what do you want?" Felicia asked once more to her husband, but her husband still did not answer.

Kenzo did not answer. With a mischievous smile Kenzo approached Felicia. He brought his face closer to Felicia's. What was done by Kenzo managed to make Felicia's heart beat more and more unbecoming.

"You think you can just walk away from me." Kenzo's words were subtle, but they sounded full of emphasis.

"What?" Seeing Kenzo at such a close distance suddenly made Felicia's head stop working.

Felicia took a breath to neutralize the pounding of her heart and pushed Kenzo's body away from her.

"Why? Without me you are free to play outside! You can also be free to meet Vera as you please" Felicia said.

"You jealous?" ask Kenzo.

"When I'd rather hear you say jealous" said Kenzo.

"Don't hope!" reply Felicia.

Kenzo no longer responded to Felicia's words. He just pulled Felicia into his arms.

"I admit that night I went to see Vera" I'm Kenzo.

"I don't care! It's none of my business either" Felicia said.

"I didn't mean to lie to you. I'm just afraid you're going to misunderstand me" Kenzo said.

"When do you care about how I feel?" Felicia asked in a tinge.

"I came because I had to. He said he'd wipe himself out if I didn't come" Kenzo said.

"Bodo time," Felicia replied.

"Don't misunderstand me. I didn't do anything with him. I just accompanied him to make him feel calmer" said Kenzo.

"Whatever you want to do" Felicia said.

"Vera says she was persecuted by her husband. That's why I can't leave him" said Kenzo.

"Why did you tell me all this?" ask Felicia.

"Because I think you should know" replied Kenzo.

Felicia fell silent, and so did Kenzo. They were both speechless with Kenzo still holding Felicia. A moment of silence took over the atmosphere between them. Kenzo said something that surprised Felicia.

"Felicia ...," call Kenzo.

"Hmmmm, what's wrong?" ask Felicia.

"Let's start our relationship from the beginning" asked Kenzo.

Felicia's eyes were perfectly open. He was shocked when he heard Kenzo's invitation. Felicia raised her face to look at Kenzo's face directly. A suspicious look Felicia showed on her face.

"What did you just say? Are you sick?" Felicia taunted Kenzo through her words.

"Why do you like my teasing so much?" Kenzo clucked in annoyance.

"Because you rarely say sweet words to me" Felicia said. "What you just said doesn't feel like you said it."

"Since the moment you gave me a choice I started thinking —" Kenzo said, but before he finished his words Felicia cut him off first.

"What are you thinking?" felicia sela.

Kenzo clucked in annoyance because his wife loved to cut his words. At that moment Kenzo was only able to sigh. His wife was always happy to test his patience.

"I've chosen to forget Vera, so I've chosen to continue this matchmaking" Kenzo said.

"really? Then why do you still choose to meet her behind me and her husband Vera?" ask Felicia.

"I couldn't think back then. Because Vera said she wanted to eliminate herself. If something really happened to him then I would feel very guilty" Kenzo said.

"If you really want to forget it, then let it go if he wants to eliminate himself. What careyou? Unless you still have love for Vera" Felicia said.

An upset arose in Kenzo's heart as his wife continued to accuse him. Kenzo let go of his embrace and kept his body away from Felicia.

"I've been straightforward with you, if you still don't believe .. it's up to you" Kenzo said.

"Good! It has to be like that. Now go home I want to stay here" said Felicia.

"Then I'll stay here too" said Kenzo. "This is also my parents' second home."

Kenzo dropped his body on the bed. He didn't care about his wife who was babbling.

"No way, you go home! If you're here I can't sleep quietly" Felicia said.

"Then who takes care of me if you stay here!" kenzo.

"I don't care about you" Felicia said.

"That's not true! I'm your husband so you should always care about me!"