I Want to Be Loved

I Want to Be Loved
Chapter 200



Not wanting to be happy on top of the suffering of others, but the word 'used stuff' that Kenzo launched for Vera sounded so sweet in Felicia's ears. How can Kenzo be cruel to the woman who once filled the space in his heart. Perhaps this so-called love ends with hate.


"Why smile for yourself?" Kenzo's cold voice blew away Felicia's musings.


"No, I was just thinking about something" Felicia replied.


"If you want to daydream not in public places" Kenzo scolded.


"Indeed why? There is no written prohibition of 'Banning Daydreaming' in this place," Felicia replied.


"Oh my God." Kenzo growled stifledly to hold back his sense of regret.


"Felicia, have you not heard these waiters ask you several times what you want to order food." Kenzo pointed to a waiters standing beside their table.


Felicia turned her head towards the waiters standing beside her desk. He smiled funnyly by showing her teeth.


"Sorry" Felicia said.


"It's okay, Mom." The female Waiters replied by restraining her laughter.


"What do you want to order?" ask waiters.


Felicia opened the menu book that was in front of her. He muttered as he flipped through the menu book in his hand.


"I want a message ... Okonomiyaki, chicken teriyaki, tempura, moci, chicken katsu, tempura, onigiri, and ramen noodles. To drink it I want 2 glasses of strawberry juice" replied Felicia.


Kenzo's eyes rounded perfectly after hearing how much food his wife had ordered.


"That's all." Felicia gave the menu book back to the waiters.


Felicia's gaze was directed at Kenzo, but Felicia felt puzzled as her husband looked at her with his eyebrows raised next door.


"What's wrong? Why are you looking at you so strangely?" ask Felicia.


"What food do you order not less?" ask Kenzo.


Felicia pursed her lips, knowing that her husband's question was aimed at insinuating her.


"My husband, you know now I don't eat for myself, right? There's your child in my stomach" Felicia explained.


"But not that much either" said Kenzo.


"You promised you'd give whatever your son wanted and that's all your son wants right now" Felicia said.


"The reason" said Kenzo.


"Don't get angry, you better order the food you want to eat" said Felicia.


Kenzo was only able to sigh as his wife tried to test his patience. Kenzo's views led to waiters patiently watching the debates between himself and his wife.


"Mba, give me a serving of chicken katsu and for the drink give me orange juice" said Kenzo.


"Good, sir." Waiters was noting the meal that Kenzo ordered. After rereading the food the husband and wife ordered the waiters away. However, it was just about to turn around Felicia called out to him.


"Mba," call Felicia.


Waiters turned back to Felicia. "Yes, Mom. Can I help you?"


"I asked for a serving of sushi to pack" Felicia said.


"Okay, ma'am," said the waiters.


"Is there anything else you want to order?" ask Kenzo.


"Yes that's all. But I don't know later" Felicia replied lightly.


Another case with waiters who try to hold back their laughter. Kenzo is holding back his feelings.


"Give me whatever my wife wants to order." Kenzo said to waiters by holding back his sense of regret.


"Good, Sir. Then excuse me first" said the waiters.


Moments after waiting finally all the orders that Felicia and Kenzo ordered came. So much food that Felicia ordered made their table full of food.


"Please enjoy," said waiters who previously served them their reservations.


"Thank you very much, Mba," said Felicia.


"Together, Mom." After the task was completed the waiters left the table that became the seat of Felicia and Kenzo.


Kenzo did not know whether his wife was possessed or indeed a pregnant woman whose portion of food increased until all the food Felicia ordered entered his stomach in an instant.


"I want to eat ice cream" Felicia replied.


Not yet Kenzo responded to his wife's desire his cell phone first called him. Kenzo reached into his pants pocket to retrieve his phone. Alan's name was on his phone screen.


"Wait a minute" Kenzo told Felicia.


Felicia nodded in response to Kenzo's words.


Felicia chose to enjoy the cake she had ordered while waiting for her husband to finish talking to someone across the phone.


"Who's on the phone?" Felicia asked Kenzo after her husband finished talking on the phone.


"Alan," replied Kenzo.


"What's wrong? Did he miss you?" felicia Ledek.


"Don't be silly." Kenzo carved a faint smile on his lips.


"There's an emergency call. I have to get back to the office, right away" Kenzo said. "Would eating your ice cream be postponed?"


Felicia nodded. "No problem."


"You want me to take you to the office or go home" asked Kenzo.


"I'm just going home. Let Gavindra dizzy herself to think about her work," Felicia said, followed by a laugh.


"But you don't have to drive me. You'll go back and forth later. I'll take a taxi myself" Felicia said.


"I wouldn't allow it. You wouldn't believe it if you were going straight home" Kenzo recalls.


Though in his heart, Kenzo worried about the safety of his wife. Since Kenzo knew about his wife's pregnancy, he was always worried about her safety. Kenzo is ashamed to admit it.


"I'm tired and a little sleepy, for sure I'll go straight home" Felicia said.


"I still won't allow it. I'll ask one of my men to drive you home" Kenzo said.


"It's up to you" Felicia said.


Oh my goodness she's so possessive.


Kenzo called one of the waiters at the restaurant to ask for the meal bill they ordered. After paying for everything the two left their place to leave the restaurant.


Kenzo had already contacted one of his men to come to the shopping mall. He would not let his wife go home alone. The safety of their wives and children is paramount.


Along their way to Kenzo's hand lobby not far from his wife's waist, many pairs of envious eyes saw their affection. Kenzo and Felicia did not care about everyone's gaze, they remained comfortable with their closeness.


"Kenzo," call Felicia without stopping her steps.


"Hmm, what's wrong?" ask Kenzo.


"Have your words not gone too far with Vera?" ask Felicia.


Actually Kenzo also realized his words must have hurt Vera very much, but maybe with that Vera will realize if they will no longer be together.


"Sometimes we have to talk rudely to make someone understand, Feli," Kenzo replied.


"It's true too." Felicia spoke while nodding her head.


"Have not discussed him. Just ruin the atmosphere" said Kenzo, wiping his wife's head.


Their steps stopped when they reached the lobby. Not long after waiting for a car owned by Kenzo's men have been seen entering the shopping center area and stopping right in front of them.


After the car stopped Kenzo opened the rear passenger car door for Felicia.


"You be careful on the road. Let me know when you get home" Kenzo said.


"Yes, you're also careful on the road" Felicia replied.


Kenzo pulled Felicia's nape to land a kiss on her forehead.


Felicia was surprised by that. He felt embarrassed as many pairs of eyes looked towards them.


"The shameless. It's in a public place." Felicia spoke half-whispered to Kenzo.


"Indeed why? There's no sign of prohibition written here if 'It's forbidden to kiss his own wife' around here, '" Kenzo replied.


What could Felicia do then except smile shyly and misbehave.