I Want to Be Loved

Remembrance of the Past

Before reading the chapter in this work you should read the description first, gaes, so you can guess the storyline, kwkwkwkwkwkwkwk.

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Seruni, a 19-year-old girl, came from a village in western Java. Seruni works in a coffee shop, in his town.

Beauitiful? Yes sure.

Seruni can be said to be the village flower in his residence and the prima donna in which he works.

Once upon a time the coffee shop where Seruni worked the arrival of guests from the construction workers. One of them was a man who claimed to be Ferdi. It was there that Seruni met Ferdi.

"Black hat one, Ma'am," pinta Ferdi.

"Yes, Kang." Seruni recorded one by one the guests' orders.

After recording their order, Seruni approached a Barista and gave a note of the guests' coffee orders.

"Please, Kang." Seruni placed Ferdi's black coffee on the table in front of Ferdi.

Seruni was actually a little confused, why Ferdi chose to sit alone at a table in the corner of the store rather than gather with his entourage.

Seruni had often seen Ferdi come to the tavern and secretly Seruni often noticed Ferdi.

Always when Ferdi comes, Seruni honestly often pays attention to the man. Seruni Ferdi is very handsome. Of the many men who have approached him. Seruni never felt the way she felt for Ferdi to the men who approached her.

Somehow Seruni could have a sense of awe at such a quiet male figure.

Once, Seruni had the opportunity to just ask Ferdi. When the coffee shop where he works will close, Seruni saw Ferdi still sitting in the same place and it was from noon.

"Kang, sorry the coffee shop is closing," said Seruni.

No response from Ferdi.

Seruni again rebuked Ferdi, but by touching the man's shoulder.

"Eh sorry." Seruni felt bad making Ferdi surprised. "Sorry, Kang, this place is closing down."

Ferdi just nodded his head.

"There's a problem." Finally Seruni ventured out his words.

Seruni's question made Ferdi undo his intention to get out of the chair. At first he stared at Seruni's face before Ferdi revealed his smile.

The smile shown by Ferdi made Seruni blush.

"Sorry I was sassy. I noticed from earlier, Akang daydreams continuously in this place," said Seruni.

"It's okay. Excuse me," said Ferdi.

Seruni nodded her head at Ferdi. "Once again I'm sorry."

Seruni was still in place while watching Ferdi's body growing away from his sight. Seruni breathed heavily as Ferdi's body shadow had vanished from his eyes.

"When you can see him again" muttered Seruni.

Without Seruni thinking, it turns out Ferdi is still there and is waiting for him in the parking lot of the coffee shop.

"Akang is still here," asked Seruni.

"Yes," replied Ferdi briefly.

"For what? Don't you go home?" ask Seruni.

"I'm waiting for you" replied Ferdi.

"Wait for me?" Seruni pointed at herself.

"Yes, I again need a chat, and I think you can have a conversation with me" said Ferdi.

Hearing Ferdi's words, Seruni was happy and eager to jump around.

"Oh yeah, we haven't been acquaintances ...." Ferdi extended his hand. "I'm Ferdi."

Seruni looked at Ferdi's outstretched hand towards him. With a smile on her lips Seruni received Ferdi's helping hand.

The two shook their hands and then released them.

"Would you like to go home?" tanya Ferdi reciprocated a nod of the head by Seruni. "I'm dropping in," bargained Ferdi.

"No need, my contract is close from here" declined Seruni.

"It's okay to talk on the street" said Ferdi.

Seruni finally nodded her head accepting Ferdi's offer, a man she secretly admired.

Ferdi drove Seruni to his residence by using his motorbike. That was the beginning of their closeness. Not long after the big motorbike driven by Ferdi, stopped at a small rented house. There was only a room in that place and that was also for the Seruni bed.

"Please come in," take Seruni.

"Yes" said Ferdi.

While inside, Seruni presented water to Ferdi.

"Please drink. Sorry there is only water," said Seruni.

"It's okay" said Ferdi.

"Where is your house?" ask Seruni.

"My house is in Jakarta. I'm here because I have a job. I'm doing housing construction here. And as long as I'm here I stay at the hotel" Ferdi and Seruni explained.

"You're married?" ask Seruni.

Seruni looked at Ferdi's facial expression which returned moody. I don't know what Ferdi was thinking. Maybe he asked wrongly?

"I'm sorry I just asked. I'm afraid someone's gonna get mad if Akang comes here."

"It's okay. I am not married either. So take it easy" said Ferdi.

And after that day, the relationship between the two got closer. By one month they were near. Until Seruni finally ventured to express her feelings for Ferdi.

In the afternoon the two take a walk in the city park. Seruni sat on Ferdi's big motorbike. With a slight hesitation, Seruni admitted his feelings for Ferdi.

"I love you, no matter when these feelings grow," I'm Seruni.

Seruni lowered her face. I don't know what Seruni thought at that time, so he dared to say that sentence.

"I love you too. I feel comfortable being near you" Ferdi said.

Seruni raised her face to see Ferdi's face clearly. There was a smile on the lips of the man.

"really! You're not lying, are you?" There was great hope on Seruni's face.

"Yes, Honey!" Ferdi rubbed the side of Seruni's face and landed a kiss on Seruni's forehead.

*****

Both relationships are serious. Ferdi has also introduced Seruni to his parents. Two months ago they had a relationship. During that time Seruni was often left by Ferdi to Jakarta. He said Ferdi had to report his workers to his superiors.

Once Ferdi returned to the city to meet Seruni. Ferdi also took Seruni to the hotel where he was staying. Seruni did not refuse and went with Ferdi. For the first time, Seruni entered the hotel where Ferdi was staying.

Right on that night, their relationship went beyond the limit. Ferdi and Seruni were originally just kissing on the lips. However, over time from the kiss, Ferdi demanded more from Seruni.

At first, Seruni refused. However, he is lulled by Ferdi's touch, and the passion within him and the sweet promise Ferdi makes to him. And the forbidden relationship was ultimately not avoided.

On that night Seruni gave her virginity to a man named Ferdi. They have done that relationship repeatedly.

The pain felt by Seruni began to fade along with the pleasure he got from his actions with Ferdi. It also made Seruni forget what the consequences of his actions were.

"Thank you." Ferdi's kiss landed on Seruni's forehead.

After that night, Seruni no longer met Ferdi. Ferdi left without informing Seruni, without meeting her, and instead left the seed in her womb.

And after 25 more years of not meeting the man. Now Seruni actually saw the man and it turns out Ferdi is the father of Gio, a man who has the status of a lover of his son and is loved by his son.

Dada Seruni felt extremely claustrophobic when recalling the past and the harsh reality. Until Seruni unconsciously cried in the taxi he was riding.

This is the story of the Seruni version and the story of the Farhan version must be different.