
Shane tries to grab Elara's hand for her to hold, but the girl still dodges. It seems that Elara did not want to believe Shane just like that before she heard the truth.
"All right, I'll explain" said Shane, who understood Elara's rejection of him.
"Stevi is Shawn's girlfriend, she's my sister. They've been together a long time, but a few months ago Shawn died in an accident. We all lost it."
Elara's eyes fester upon hearing Shane's explanation.
".. but at the same time Stevi also found out that she was pregnant with Shawn's child."
"Sorry," said Elara, full of regret for making Shane remember the brother who had passed away.
"Nothing." Shane smiled softly.
"So, Stevi's really not your wife?" ask Elara later.
Shane breathed a heavy sigh. "Yes. I've never been married. But according to other people, Stevi is my wife" he said.
"Why?"
"Because Stevi's stomach is descended from the Gladwin family, so my mother designed a party in the name of my marriage and Stevi so that the fetus has a clear lineage." Shane took a deep breath again.
"So, this is what made your mother tell my father that Stevi was your wife?" Elara came to a conclusion.
The man nodded, all messy because of Shawn's death and Stevi's unplanned pregnancy.
"Actually I asked Stevi to marry me, she said it was better. Of course I don't want to. I have a life of my own. How can I be responsible for Shawn's actions?
"... I always fight with my mom. And just before I went to the woods back then, I was also against the request of the mother who kept asking me to marry Stevi."
Elara began to understand that here Shane was carrying a heavy burden. Where he is asked to account for something that should not be his responsibility.
"So, after everything that's happened to you, does your mother still keep asking you to get married?"
Shane nodded lethargicly. "Yes. Because of Stevi's pregnancy as well, the mother asked her to occupy our family's Mansion, she said, so that Stevi and her womb would be more awake there" she explained.
"But I didn't see your mother, I just met Aunty Gracia, she's Stevi's mom, right?"
"Yes, my mother is in Milan, while Aunty Gracia has just come from LA and wants to visit Stevi who is already living in my house."
Elara nodded her head. "Alright, I understand it now," he said.
Shane immediately gasped at the girl's words. "So, you want to continue our relationship, right? I've never lied to you, Lara" he said to the point and solemnly.
Elara shook her head faintly. "Sorry, Shane. To be honest, I can't get involved with you anymore" he said with a heavy heart.
Elara stood up from her seat. For her, although Shane is not Stevi's husband as she had anticipated, the man is still bound by a complicated relationship because the mother also asked Shane to marry Stevi.
"Why? I'm serious about how I feel about you, Lara." Shane looked at the girl with sadness. He was never this serious with a woman. If from the beginning he only intended to play Elara, maybe he wouldn't have tried too much like this.
"I thought, even if you weren't married to Stevi, your relationship was complicated. Your mother couldn't have liked me that way either." Elara spoke realistically.
Elara made Shane confused by the statement.
"I'm sorry, Shane. Thank you for the dinner. May you have a good life because I know you're a good man." Elara bowed slightly, then moved to leave the room.
...***...
The rejection that Elara did, not only hurt Shane but also hurt herself. Nevertheless, the girl tried to live her life as before. Elara knows, there are many things that do not need to be forced, including her relationship with Shane which is supposed to be only a moment and not to continue.
While on the other hand, Shane also did not expect Elara still rejected him even though he had told the truth. She knew Elara was a committed girl, but somehow this time Shane did not like the commitment Elara made for her.
Shane's honesty, which was answered with an apology and rejection by the girl, made Shane even more angry with the circumstances that had already stood in his way.
"Mane? You just got home?" greet Stevi when the man has returned to his residence.
Shane didn't bully the woman, thanks to Stevi everything went like this. Shane wanted to get angry, but could still think sanely not to yell at the woman who was pregnant with her nephew.
Seeing Shane look down, Stevi instead followed Shane's steps behind the man's sturdy body.
"You know, you just recovered from an incident in the woods back then. You were in a coma in the ICU for a month. Don't you want to think about your health, Shane?" chase Stevi to Shane who's in a bad mood.
Shane finally turned to the woman. He clucked briefly. "Stev, stop bothering me, don't act like that or someone else will think you're really my wife" she said with patience.
This time Shane stared at Stevi sharply, until the woman wavered only because of the look of the man in front of her.
"I told you not to bother me!" Shane goes into his own room, closes the door hard enough to make Stevi quite surprised.
"What did you do after you got out of the hospital, Shane? I thought you hadn't entered the workforce yet, but you seemed to be taking care of something very important?" inward Stevi asked what Shane was doing until the man ignored his own health. Shane also seemed busy. Or maybe Shane already has a lover?
...***...
Elara knew her decision to reject Shane was a big enough decision to make. But he was also confused as to how.
Given if the man lives at home with Stevi without a clear relationship, makes Elara think if they are not worthy to continue the relationship because Elara does not want if later she will always think negatively about both.
"From now on, I have to forget about Shane. Everything will be fine, just as it was before I knew her," inner Elara tried to convince herself.
Instead of realizing his determination, Elara actually dreamed of being with Shane when he fell asleep.
Shane looked very calm, clasping Elara's hand with his trademark smile.
The man rained down on the top of Elara's head several times with a kiss. Shane's love for his girl is so sincere.
Elara was late with the togetherness, she knew if she loved Shane very much and only the man had ever perched in her heart. There's nothing else.
"Shane, do you know how I feel?" elara asked the man who was looking at her intensely.
"Of course, honey."
"Where do you know?"
"I know because I can read your heart."
"Ish, you big woo! How can you read it? My heart you can't even see" he said.
"I know, because I read it through the window of your heart. People say that the window of the heart is clear through both eyes and I see it in your eyes."
Elara held back the pitch because of Shane's speech. This man is sometimes very good at words, that's why since the meeting in the Forest, Elara has dubbed Shane as a master seducer who is reliable melts the hearts of women, including him of course.
Shane took Elara's hands, then carried them around her neck to let Elara slip there.
Elara, according to him, draped her arms around Shane's neck. "So? How many are you?" the question was ambiguous to the man.
"How many?" Shane slashed the distance, fusing both of their foreheads together in order to come into contact with each other.
"How many women have you wooed like me?"
Shane smiled in the position of his face that was very close to Elara. "All I want is three" he said frankly.
Elara gave a small laugh, she could feel Shane's breath coming down on her skin. "Who?" tanyanya.
"Ela, Lara and Elara" Shane answered, then in the same second he put their lips together in a long, warm kiss.
Elara gasps from her sleep, holding her lips which somehow still feels the warmth of Shane's kiss even though it only happens in a sleeping flower.
Elara became indecisive, given her rejection of the man this afternoon.
"Shane, did I hurt you?" elara asked as if she was talking to the man.
Elara was dumbstruck for quite a while, realizing that she missed him too.
"Shane, I miss you" he muttered.
Elara knows this won't be easy, but she must keep trying to forget Shane as she has been trying.
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