Damar For Kinanti

do you love me?

The atmosphere of the house looks unusual.

Damar stayed more in his study.

Since the afternoon he has been smoking, too,

Kinanti was a little surprised to see her husband, there must be a problem she thought.

" I went to Mbah uti's house first." said Damar when he just came out of his study.

Without waiting for Kinanti Damar's answer, just leave.

A few minutes later, after Damar left,

Winda and Kaila are coming.

" Where is your husband going nduk?" tanya Winda sat on the sofa in the middle room.

" House mbah uti mbak..why mbak?" tanya Kinanti sat down beside Kaila.

Kinanti was a little surprised to see the look on Kaila's face that was not as usual, he looked scared.

" Is there a problem, ma'am?" ask Kinanti, please,

" no nduk.. Are you okay?" ask the Winda back.

" means mbak? I'm fine.. Why?"

Winda and Kaila looked at each other.

" Yes already nduk.lah good if there is nothing.fear Damar angry angry at you.."

" angry? why should I be angry?"

Kinanti.

" no, just a misunderstanding, I guess, and if he's not angry it means he just thinks it's as old as he is..

alhamdulillah then nduk.." said Winda.

" Don't you explain mbak?" Kinanti was curious.

" I won't be able to sleep well if I don't open up what's really the problem..?"

Winda and Kaila looked at each other again.

" I'm sorry, ma'am." said Kaila arrived,

" Mom said no to mbak." continued Kaila.

Kinanti was silent for a moment,

" About me?" kinanti continued asking.

Kaila nodded slowly while bowing her gaze.

" Mommy.mom misunderstood.mom think mas Yoga has feelings for mbak.." said Kaila.

Degs...

Kinanti froze, Kinanti's face turned stiff.

" Mom must be surprised, right? sorry, ma'am? I'm sorry my mother.maybe for being nice to anyone you think that way." said Kaila really felt guilty.

While Kinanti did not answer anything, the look on her face did not change, it remained the same as before.

" Nduk?" call Winda, make Kinanti aware and start to regain control of herself.

There was fear and anxiety that suddenly ambushed him.

" Yeah." replied Kinanti trying to smile.

" Don't think yes nduk.. Yoga is easy to be friendly with anyone..

he must not have any strange thoughts..

it is natural that he is familiar with you, we are not brothers. and Bagas is very sticky with you.." said Winda at length, and Kinanti just nodded slowly.

" Yes already nduk.. rest..we go home first huh?" pamit Winda, he got up from the chair, so did Kaila.

After the two left Kinanti sat down again on the sofa.

His body felt weak,

" how is this." he lamented as he clenched his slightly trembling hands.

But suddenly she remembered her husband,

unfortunately, her husband's attitude was a little strange since he came home to teach, more silence and continued to smoke.

Kinanti immediately got up, she walked into the room to pick up her jacket and flashlight.

With quick steps he immediately walked out of his house.

After locking the door, Kinanti walked through the rice field area,

she will follow her husband, for the sake of his peace of heart.

He might just shut up after knowing something like this.

Kinanti continued to direct her flashlight onto the path before her.

The sound of frogs crowded in the ocean, in dispose of his fear, because he knows snakes can appear and pass at any time.

Arriving in front of the house Mbah uti, Kinanti immediately entered, because Mbah uti was sitting in the living room with a pack dhe Darwis.

" Lho.pulse (fetch ) tho nduk?" ask mbah uti, please,

" Inggih Mbah.." replied Kinanti kissed the hands of Mbah uti and pak dhe Darwis.

" Bojomu dek mburi nduk, in the living diluk padalo, wes kangen yoo..? (your husband is behind son, in a short stay when, already misses ya.??)"

Tempt sir dhe Darwis, and Kinanti just smiled.

He walked straight to the back, though,

of course she found the figure of her husband who was sitting quietly in front of the wasp (fireplace ).

The man with the knowledge of the field was seen enjoying coffee and cigarettes, the atmosphere was calm, very calm,

only the sound of an explosion from burning wood could be heard in Kinanti's ear.

" Mas.." call Kinanti while hugging her husband's shoulder from behind.

" Why are you here alone?" kinanti asked her face closer to her husband.

Damar turned around, immediately commenting on the smile when he found his wife's face.

" When you want to be angry, just angry.I do not like to see the mas silent.it even feels scary." said Kinanti.

" Why should I be angry?" Damar pulled Kinanti and sat his wife in his lap.

" Can I ask Nan?" damar lirih's voice, though,

" of course I can.."

" do you love me?" asked Damar with an unusual look, there was sadness and seriousness in it.

Kinanti's gaze dimmed, he did not expect, the question that had never been thrown, finally ejected as well.

" Do you need to ask that kind of thing? of course I love you. Don't doubt me?" answer Kinanti.

The two look at each other, just as they want to convince.

" Will there be a man who may be more than me?" ask Damar.

" So I mean I can move on to anyone easily later?" Quintessentially asked.

" I'm sorry." said Damar suddenly hugged his wife, the man was angry, was worried, more precisely being frightened.

He was so afraid of losing his wife,

he never worried about other men,

but Yoga, though,

his brother made him very unsettled.

" I'm the one who should apologize.make the mas restless.."

" I'm just afraid of losing you..

it wasn't easy for me to finally marry you..

you know that..?"

Kinanti nodded, and her guilt re-emerged.

" Do you think I'm not afraid of losing you, either?"

" Nobody will take me from your hand.."

" Who said it?"

" i. I told you, I won't waver on any woman!" damar.

" I believe you. " answered Kinanti,

" mas do not need to swear, anyway if the mas to leave me mas who will lose..

why try?

because I've been hard-earned to live my life.. send me college...is not a big loss?"

Damar pinched his wife's nose,

" There is no profit or loss in this, dear..

outside you're my soul mate or not." Damar explained,

" So would you be willing if I was a match with another at that time?"

" Of course not?!" adamant made Kinanti laugh.

" Now, right.. ?"

" Now what? feelings of course develop over time..? you were dating someone else at the time,

when I work hard for you?"

" Well, now what should I do? I don't even know you're struggling like that, if I knew I wouldn't take your money..?"

" not accepting it and making me even more frustrated at not being able to send you well?"

" Don't be so. mas Aji doesn't oblige to any of it.."

" no.. Aji leave you to me..

for me, that was a heavy sentence, at first I just wanted to see you graduate and get married..

but seeing you who seemed disinterested in a man after that heartbreak made my heart move.."

" Tempting someone's future wife for example?" kinanti Goda,

" Hey.I just kissed you.." Damar shy,

" How many times?"

" Hemm. I forgot.." the man was really embarrassed to remember his own behavior.

" Now from the tip of my foot to the end of my hair..

so do not discuss my past shameful behavior." said Damar kissed his wife's lips, and the two chatted for a long time in the kitchen Mbah uti, while warming themselves.