Damar For Kinanti

I'm grateful

Damar laid his daughter on the bed.

After covering her he lay down beside his daughter.

Before long I entered the room,

she sat in front of the dressing glass and began to clean her face.

" What is Rakha's name? until Yoga like that?" ask Damar who has not slept.

" Dikira is asleep." said Kinan,

" hemmm.." Damar is waiting for an answer.

" the skin is the same as Yoga, the level is 11-12,

but Rakha was more stout and tall, a mas-like stature,"

" Well, isn't it perfect?" Damar sat up, and,

" Perfect what? he was a female playwright first, so Dinda didn't want to be with him,

Dinda prefers to be best friends,"

" hemm... Is he married?"

" a year ago I heard not yet, but I don't know now." replied Kinanti still focused on cleaning her face.

" Are you sure he didn't bother Dinda?"

" of course it can't be.."

" You mean, baby??" Damar frowned, his forehead,

" If Yoga continues so I do not guarantee, then,

moreover, Rakha is not a person who likes to ignore the difficulties of people he knows well.."

" don't play baby.talk right.."

" right mas.. if Rakha knew Dinda was treated like that, surely he would enter in all kinds of ways.."

Damar shut up, though,

" types are like mas. his social soul and want to interfere high.."

" hemm..you mean??"

" to the person in trouble means..

she used it as an attraction to her college girlfriends.."

" I'm not so. It's only you that I take care of and pay attention to, remember that yeah.." Damar arrived seriously, though,

Kinan smiled hearing that,

" I know, mas even willing even though women who have been paid to marry other men." said Kinan almost finished cleaning his face.

" Who said I would?" Damar got up, he walked over to his wife.

" what is his name if he is not willing?

mas even obeyed the word mother to try the wedding dress with me, but not the bride mas groom..?" Kinanti reminded of that hurtful past.

" I'm not willing, but I'm giving in. As long as you're happy, I'm happy.." Damar grabbed his wife from behind.

" If you knew how much my heart hurt, baby..

if suicide wasn't a sin, maybe I would..

but I thought for a long time, Aji would definitely not like his decision..

however much I love you..

I bore the burden of a promise to Aji, to take care of you..

even though I can't be your escort..

I have to stay by your side as a big brother.." Damar pecked his wife's neck,

" we must be grateful, the sad thing is over..

in the midst of us are also present your beautiful baby..

I am so grateful to the creator..

because even though Aji is no longer there..

he sent a mas to support our family..

comforting mom, driving away mom's unrest..

even making me capable of becoming a scholar under conditions that were impossible for me at the time.." Kinanti clasped her husband's hand that was coiled around her shoulder.

Damar did not answer, his heart was filled with the words his wife said.

" Don't act like yoga..?" said Kinanti arrived, making Damar move beside his wife, so the two looked at him.

" Like Yoga how? have I ever been rude to you or blind jealous?,

how can you equate me with Yoga darling?" the voice of Damar kalem,

" Not equalizing, I hope you don't.." Kinanti gave an understanding,

" hemm. if the case of jealousy is blind, all men must be so. especially if they feel less confident and threatened.."

" threatened?" ask Kinanti, please,

Damar nodded, though,

" threatened by whom? why should I feel insecure?"

" preture stupid, baby?? before marriage I had two rivals.."

Kinta laughed hearing that,

" husses.. Genthis can wake up?!" Damar covered his wife's mouth with his palm.

" I'm so upset with you mas." replied Kinan after Damar's hand away,

" it's bullshit," murmured Damar.

" what nonsense? I honestly like the mas too..

but I'm not confident in myself bearing the wounds of the past.."

" but that's no reason to accept another man's proposal.."

" i just took a decision that I thought was right then,"

" by choosing another man and breaking my heart?"

" i choose someone else who I think is equal to me, and it would be better if I didn't love him..

mas tau's..

I'm so scared of falling in love, I'm afraid of breaking again..

that's why I'm avoiding you.."

" foolish woman?!" Damar pinched his wife's cheek.

" strange and self-torturing thoughts." Damar added.

" If I don't have strong self-defense, maybe at that time I was thinking recklessly." continued Damar again.

" Take me off?"

Damar nodded, though,

" i even thought of impregnating you back then..

that's the last road you'll ever be mine,

but every time I think bad..

aji's shadow always appears..

like reminding..

that something that gets in a bad way won't end well.."

Both of them smile, though,

" I'm sorry, for my stupidity in the past..

now sleep.." Said Kinanti peeping her husband's forehead.

" where are you going?"

" yes sleep mas, but I haven't finished cleaning my face yet.."

" yeah, you guys will clean his face later.." Damar rose up, lifted up his wife's body and carried her out of the room.

" We exercise for a while." whispered Damar friendly, then keep going, and,

and finally put his wife down in the lounge,

where the room is directly opposite to the park beside the house, special Damar for relaxing and playing with his daughter, who,

Damar also made an aquarium measuring two meters by one meter, with a height of one and a half meters,

where various kinds of ornamental fish are clearly seen swimming here and there,

not far from there there is a saung of bamboo, when saturated with work, Damar will sit there while spending a few cigarettes.

" If gendhis wakes up isn't funny..?" the Kinanti protest was placed on a long chair, the chair was located between the house and the garden, not forgetting that Damar gave his wife two large sofa pillows.

the lights dimmed, and the gurgling sound of water from the aquarium made the atmosphere even more romantic for both, although the place was wide open and the night air was a little cold, Damar did not compromise.

" No excuses.. Gendhis never wakes up at night.." Damar whispered in Kinan's ear, then kissed him.

" This is yes.." Kinanti wrapped both her hands around Damar's neck.

" what? what mas?" Damar buried his face in Kinanti's embrace.

" God's a wonderful husband." Kinanti's voice shrank with her eyes closed.