Damar For Kinanti

Damar where

Damar walked up to the famous love climb among the climbers.

He just wanted to sit and enjoy the sparkle of Ranu Gumbolo from above for a moment.

But it was unexpected that Dedy followed him shortly after Damar sat on the grass.

Dedy throws a packet of Damar's lap beans.

" You're still like you used to be, young and dashing." said Dedy sitting next to Damar.

" You too.." said Damar lightly,

" ah. is that right?! Rian didn't talk like that..?!" Dedy pats Damar on the back while laughing.

" How are you? long time we haven't talked together like this?"

Damar smiled briefly, though,

" as you can see, I'm not as strong as I used to be." Damar replied as he unfastened the bean wrap.

" A. let alone me. You see my stomach now. My hair has also begun to grow gray.."

Damar smiled hearing that, though,

" How old is your daughter?" ask Damar, please,

" 6 years. One is only 3 years old.."

" Who.. glad.. didn't they have a problem leaving you this long?"

" of course it's a problem. let alone his mother, I have to hear him nag for a whole week, just come out with a permit to climb.." Dedy, who was humorous and simple, laughed again.

" You're settling in Sumba now?"

" well, I've been there for 5 years.."

" How's it going there? you're at home?"

" wherever my wife and children are, I will always be at home.."

Damar smiled, though,

" I deliberately took my annual leave to see the faces of your faces that have begun to age..

how's with you?" ask Dedy back.

" What?"

" i heard you became a boss.."

" ah. boss what.it's just a small business that I manage.."

" uh.. at least you're a boss.. Different from me who has to wait a salary once a month..?"

" just the same.the proof is that I still have to teach, right?"

" Well, said Rian, you work not because of lack of money, but because you love to teach.."

Damar smiled, though,

" don't listen to that Rian.."

Damar began chewing his nuts.

" Do you have a baby?" ask Dedy heart, heart,

" i haven't been married for a year.."

" is that right??" Dedy doesn't believe me,

" i heard your wife is Aji's sister? is true?" Dedy was still careful with the question.

Damar nodded, and Susana arrived silent for a moment.

" You happy?" dedy asked after a long silence.

The wind suddenly blew a little hard slapping their cheeks, the grass beside them also carried by the wind to and fro, dancing without caring about Damar's feelings.

" I love him, of course." said Damar with straight eyes staring at ranu gumbolo.

" Then all is well, thank God." said Dedy smiling.

" Yes." replied Damar in a soft voice.

" There's an anxiety that's weighing on you. That's why I asked if everything was okay.." Dedy looked at Damar seriously.

" you were very sensitive a long time ago, and it didn't change.."

Damar smiled as he looked at Dedy.

" We've had a hard time together.if I don't move around..

I will visit you often..

I'm sorry." said Dedy, holding onto Damar's back for a moment.

" You know. You've always kept your own problems..

you are actively helping others with their difficulties..

but when you're tough, you don't even let anyone take the trouble with you..

try to be a little more open..

because not everyone is able to understand your feelings." added Dedy.

Damar nodded, though,

" Are you following this reunion to escape your troubles?"

Damar stuck, how did Dedy know?

not even Rian would know..? thought Damar.

" That's just my guess? I see it from your attitude..

that's it, isn't it?"

Damar threw his gaze at the grass.

" What's your problem, brother, let's solve it together." asked Dedy as he put his hand on Damar's shoulder.

A frustrated Kinanti submitted a request to resign herself to the principal.

He couldn't hold on, the longer Damar didn't come home,

rumors will spread where.

He can't be the talk, though,

he will also not be able to answer if someone asks.

Although all families have closed this problem well, but the absence of Damar every day can cause questions for many.

two days, she waited, thinking that her husband was just venting his emotions, and that he would be home soon.

It's been two weeks, even more..

the campus is on semester break, where Kinanti will look for him.

" Damar iki nangdi (where) tho nduk??" mbah Uti's voice walked in led by Winda.

" Damar out of town mbah.ja." replied Winda while blinked his eyes towards Kinanti.

" Ngapusis..! ordinary pump..!" spray the mbah on the Winda.

And when he arrived at the Mbah in the living room of Kinanti, the mbah sat down.

" Sakjane bojomu nangdi?( where exactly is your husband?) speaking of. mbah iki kangen. (this mbah misses.)"

the question is directly on Kinanti who looks thinner and lethargic.

" Who are you..?!" The Mbah was surprised to see the changes that existed in Kinanti.

" Winda! nangdi your sister?! answer me honestly!" Winda who was sitting beside Mbah immediately sighed.

" Exit the city Mbah. wes in kandani kok (already in beritau kok). tomorrow the day after tomorrow also go home. Mbah iki kok ngeyel in kandani putunee..(this Mbah kok insistent in beritau his grandson.)" replace Winda who blabbering.

" Lha iki Kinanti o..? (is this why..?) loro (sick ) tho nduk??" ask the worried.

" Mboten Mbah. (no mbah.) just woke up. so it looks lethargic.." Kinnanti tried to smile.

How not to be lethargic, she was abandoned by her husband who was in a state of anger and disappointment towards her.

Let alone sleep.Eating is not appetizing.

Because the last time before going Damar had time to expel either Yoga or Kinanti.

So Kinanti always thought that maybe her husband would not come home again because he was home.

Logically, even though this is all a misunderstanding, no husband will want to live one roof with a wife who has betrayed him with his own brother.

Damar must be sick of seeing his face.

Had to go, Damar came home.

And what if after you go home everything will improve?

or divorce will happen.

Kinanti drowned, he really drowned imagining that.

" Hukk..!" Kinanti suddenly got up from the chair while covering her mouth with her palm.

" Nduk??" call the Mbah and Vinda together,

but ignored, Kinanti hurriedly walked away towards the bathroom.

" Yo yo?! your sister iku loro nda?! (do you?! your sister's sick?!)" said the Mbah half-angry at Winda.

" Which path do you want?" asked the man who had been used to accompany the novice climbers showed maps.

" It looks like the closest track to the overlap huh?" tanya Yoga observes.

" want probolinggo monggo, overlapping monggo.."

Yoga was silent for a moment,

" Just take a ride.. Can we leave tonight?" tanya Yoga with high enthusiasm, she wanted to leave as soon as possible.

" We leave at dawn, at 3 or 4 am, so we can arrive at ranu pane before noon.."

" Yes already.. I'll just come along. Then where can I rent equipment or the need to climb?"

" Have you ever climbed at all?"

Yoga shakes,

" I have never climbed a mountain in my life, so I need help" explained Yoga with a very serious look.