Damar For Kinanti

phone from tyo

Kinanti and Damar stared at each other,

one looked annoyed, the other looked jealous.

" Don't repeat, huh?! I called Mr. Tyo on purpose yesterday because I wanted to ask about the vacancy of the teacher there..!" kinanti said full of frustration.

" You want to teach there again?" the look on Damar's face changed, more agitated than before.

" The plan," replied Kinanti throwing her gaze towards the terrace.

" So you've decided something?" ask Damar expectantly.

" What?"

" what is? jesus Nan... You're making me anxious?!"

Quintessence silence,

" Even silence? explain to me the decision on your relationship with Haikal?" sue Damar.

" Ah. don't know.." replied Kinanti cirih,

" do you know??"

" Tomorrow he just met me, and the results of mother's conversation with his parents did not produce satisfactory results..

they still wish I was married to her son." explains Kinati.

" And then you? how'd you?"

" Oh.. Don't bother me with your question?!, go home..!"

Damar was silent for a moment, instead of getting up because he was kicked out he actually laid himself on the sofa.

" I told you to sleep here." he said calmly.

" Ihh.. ggelunjak?! once allowed to sleep here by mom, you want to sleep here and keep going mas?!"

Kinanti was very upset with the behavior of this man in front of her.

" choose.you let me sleep here, or I'll take you forcibly.." said Damar as he woke up from the fall.

Damar's words full of tranquility made Kinanti stunned.

" Take me off??" ask Kinanti not seriously.

" Don't think I'm just bullshit, I'm holding myself back that looks like it's going to blow this up every time I see you.."

damar said with an unfamiliar look to Kinanti.

Kinanti bowed, that look made her heart restless for a moment.

" I'm still someone's wife-to-be, don't act out of your discretion.go home." said Kinanti more calmly.

" Hey, his sister Aji." Damar's voice turned heavy.

Kinanti unconsciously looked directly at the owner of the voice.

" You've ruined my calculated thinking all along,

you've added to the anxiety and burden my mind is already full of your brother,

you're undermining the order I've been maintaining all along,

you even opened the door that I had firmly closed, though,

the door that no woman has been able to open so wide,

the door that you can pass through and out and about without caring about me. the owner, the,

have you ever thought of me? what am I up to and holding on to all this time?"

Kinanti was really unable to say what, Damar's sentence was so striking his heart,

make him afraid of the sentence that Damar will say next.

Because the sentence is able to bring the feeling of Damar, until it looks so clear to Kinanti.

" Don't add to my burden." said Kinanti after a long silence,

" that's not the answer I want." Damar said,

" i say don't add to the burden of my mind." said Kinanti again,

" so my feelings have been weighing on you all this time?"

again, Kinanti fell silent.

" It's so funny, why is it that only my feelings are weighing on you? while the feelings of the teacher and Haikal never make you feel burdened like this?" ask Damar hurt, please,

" can I speculate? you act like that for two reasons..

either you hate me or you love me, but you don't want to accept that fact..

which one?" Damar observed the look on Kinanti's face without any gaps.

Degs..

Kinanti stunned, though,

the wall he had built so high that Damar could not enter, was now torn down by Damar, torn down by his sharp thoughts and sensibilities.

Kinanti who initially did not know what feelings had arisen when she was close to Damar was like finding answers.

What Damar said was true, though,

there are only two things that could happen to him,

But because of the pain he had felt and his ego was so high, he always tried to run away from that feeling, he said,

he even hurriedly ran at Haikal.

Kinanti clenched her own hands, she fought with her mixed feelings.

But he did not want to lose with Damar who had caught his feelings wet, he had prepared a rebuttal that was ready to be thrown.

But before Kinanti had time to give a statement of resistance, the,

Damar swiftly brought himself closer to Kinanti,

hang his head, though,

approaching the woman's face and snatching Kinanti's lips without the woman dodging.

Kinanti who was shocked of course tried to push Damar's body, but Damar did not want to lose just like that.

Damar keeps kissing..

and kiss Kinanti, until the Kinanti resistance stops.

Damar's slightly rude attitude hurt Kinanti's fragile heart and was filled with the burden of the mind.

So that he could not resist the bulir of tears that just fell from both corners of his eyes.

Damar who saw the tears let go of Kinanti, he distanced his face to see the fragility that was sweeping the woman who was very dear to him.

Kinanti's shoulders shook violently to hold the sobbing for the sake of so that Damar did not see his weak side.

But too late, Damar had seen his weak and fragile figure, as well as the tears flowing profusely.

With mixed feelings Damar held Kinanti into his arms, he was filled with guilt.

" I'm wrong.I'm sorry..??" said Damar stroking the head of Kinanti who was drowning in his chest.

" I only care about myself without thinking about your situation..

and now I'm making you cry." Damar's tone of voice was filled with regret.

He let her cry, Kinanti,

stay in the woman's arms, wanting to give Kinanti a sense of security.

The rude attitude that had been attached to Damar now disappeared somewhere.

Surely he was not a rude man, but because Kinanti always refused and rejected him, making his pride hurt.

He felt slighted and treated, he said.

After Kinanti calmed down a few minutes later, Kinanti began to distance herself from Damar.

He was ashamed to find Damar's clothes wet from his tears.

" It's okay" said Damar tau Kinanti embarrassed by what he had presented in front of Damar.

Kinanti pushed up Damar's chest and tried to break away from Damar's hand.

" why? want to run away from me again?" damar asked filled with calmness, his shady gaze caught a glimpse by Kinanti before his face was subdued back.

" Who wants to run?" answer Kinanti lirih,

" Why are you always trying to get yourself out of my arms?" Damar tightened his embrace again so that Kinanti's body became close back to him.

" It's not worth it..?" Kinanti ventured to raise her face, looking at Damar.

" i'll make it worth it" Damar replied quickly,

" But I'm supposed to protect me?"

" i'm protecting you, don't you feel how tight my arms are?" Damar looked at Kinanti without any gaps.

" This is wrong mas..?!" Kinanti still did not want to give up.

" To you it is wrong, to me it is not." Damar replied calmly, leaving Kinanti out of words.

" Speak on, look for your resistance sentence..

I'll always find a good answer to break it.."

Kinanti frustrated, until he unconsciously bit his lower lip.

The damar who saw it sighed at Kinanti's chin, pecking at the tiny lips with a heart and softer.

Kinanti was stunned to receive that gentle kiss, her eyes clashing with Damar's.

" Don't push me again." said Damar, and once again at the reach of Kinanti's lips.

This time more hearty and gentle, because Damar did not want to find Kinanti tears again.

Kinanti who felt such a gentle attitude was certainly unable to resist.

His strength seemed to be lost, he let Damar just like that.

Damar who felt the bitterness pulled Kinanti's body and lifted her up on her lap.

The two dissolve, Kinanti who was so resigned and finally retaliated also made Damar unable to stop, even his sensitivity was lost, until not realizing someone had stood long enough at the door.

" Ahem..?!" mother's voice rang deliberately so that the two young men realized his presence.

" Mom?" Kinanti surged from Damar's lap, her face crimson with embarrassment.

While Damar, he fixed his sitting position while bowed.

Guilt and shame mixed into one.