Damar For Kinanti

mother's affection

Damar left Haikal's house in pent-up rage,

he really wanted to hit the man, but what power..

he can't do it.

Without realizing it the motor drove towards the house of Kinanti.

" Where are you going, ma'am?" ask Damar to mother when he arrived at Kinanti's house.

" Where were you from last night, son?" ask mom,

" from Haikal's house." Damar replied with a restless face.

Mother fell silent, looking at the man who had been considered her own son carefully.

" You're not making a fuss with Haikal, are you, son?" ask me worried,

" no ma'am." replied Damar weakly.

Mother sighed, looking at Damar with pity,

" Come in, sleep here tonight." Mom pulled Damar's arm into the house.

" Put in your bike first." added the mother,

" No ma'am, I just want to see Kinan for a while and then I'll go home." Damar replied.

" Look at your face in the glass, I know you held back your tears so hard not to spill in front of me,

I know what you're holding inside your chest to keep it from blowing out..

therefore obey mother, sleep here. tomorrow morning go home.."

Bows down, mamar,

" Mommy just doesn't calm down. I'm afraid you're falling or bumping into people..?

manut ya le. sleep here." said mom really anxious.

Damar did not answer,

" Put in your bike, then eat first...

after that sleep in the mother's room, the mother will sleep in Kinan's room..

it just so happened that Kinan had already slept from the afternoon, he was a little unwell.."

mother is half pushy.

With a doubtful step Damar followed the words mother, he put his motorbike into the living room,

because this house does not have a garage or special space for vehicles.

He took off his jacket and sat quietly in the living room.

" Are you eating?" ask mom,

" no ma'am. I just want a drink." Damar replied still in an uninspired tone.

" Yes, I made you some warm tea." said the mother and went into the kitchen.

The restless Damar followed in the footsteps of his mother, but he came to a halt at the door of Kinanti's room.

The mother who saw that again gave a look of understanding,

" look at him for a minute, if it can calm your heart down." said mother gave Damar the courage to open the door to the room Kinanti.

After opening the door,

Damar found the figure of Kinanti who was lying down, her face a little pale, but her sleep was very slumbering.

With a messy feeling in her dare to touch the woman's hair,

" Nan.." Damar's voice shrieked, his finger moved to Kinanti's cheek.

" Married to me, huh..?" damar added with a trembling voice, he endured the turmoil of pain he felt in his chest.

But Kinanti who felt a touch of Damar on her cheek suddenly opened her eyes, sayup he caught the face of Damar.

" Mas.." Kinanti's voice was weak, powerless,

Damar was surprised, he didn't think Kinanti would open her eyes.

But his shock gradually disappeared when he saw Kinanti closing her eyes back slowly.

Apparently Kinanti was half conscious when she opened her eyes earlier, and she was back asleep now.

Damar pulled his hand from Kinanti's cheek slowly, he was afraid that Kinanti would wake up again.

Damar who fell asleep quite late due to anxiety woke up because of the dream dream again.

Even this time he dreamed of running around in the middle of the forest non-stop,

in his dream a wolf carrying Aji's body ran away, so he had to run after him.

" Haaahh.. haaahhh.." her voice regulated her breathing.

every time he dreamed it looked so real, even he felt his fatigue.

He rested himself on the wall of the room while sitting down.

" Even at home I still have bad dreams Ji." she said in a frustrated voice.

Before long he heard a noise in the kitchen,

he took his watch on the table,

" half 4am." he said,

He came out of the mother's room, walked towards the kitchen and found the mother who was cooking water.

" Mom." call Damar to sit in a chair not far from the kitchen.

" do you know, I'm awake, son, you're noisy?" ask mom,

Damar shook his head slowly,

" no. I used to wake up at this hour ma'am." replied Damar.

Seeing a busy mother in the kitchen at dawn reminds her of her late mother.

Although at that time he was still sitting in the 4th grade of SD, but he remembered his mother's figure well,

all his attention and affection.

every morning he will get warm water for a bath, and a uniform that is still warm when in wear because of the ironing again by the mother.

Not to mention the bribe from his mother's hand.

But the warmth was lost when his mother died of illness.

And the warmth was completely lost when his mother's position was replaced by Kaila's mother,

kaila's mother never wanted to understand and understand Damar.

Every day he always bore the blame since living with his stepmother, especially since Kaila was born.

Damar almost every day gets a blow.

" dam? daydreaming what tho le..?" asked mom to throw her daydream.

" Oh.in't mom?" asked Damar while wiping away the tears in the corner of his eyes.

" Don't think that's not le..

soul mate, death, fortune is in the hands of God..

give your best to eat." Mother's advice saw great sorrow in Damar's eyes.

" The water is boiling, take a shower, and then have breakfast and go to work..

I deliberately woke up early so you wouldn't be late for work.."

said mother,

" I don't rush ma'am, I'm not an office man or a civil servant." Damar replied smilingly,

" I take a shower. Don't have breakfast.it's too early.." he added that he was filled with warmth in his heart because of the attitude of his loving mother since the first time he came here with Aji.

Kinanti woke up, she sat in the middle seat holding her head.

" we go to the doctor if we get dizzy." Mother's voice from the kitchen.

" No ma'am.." replied Kinanti still holding her head.

" Why does his head hold hold on?" ask mom to get closer.

" Weird ya ma'am last night mas Damar's dream, Kinan's feeling of seeing the face of mas Damar was very sad." said Kinanti, mother who heard him smile.

" There is no wind no rain, why did the dream come mas Damar..so worry mom, don't don't fall like that time??" kinanti.

" He's fine.. " Absolute Mother,

he put a glass of warm water in front of Kinanti.

Kinanti took the glass filled with water and drank it.

" Warm water is always comfortable in the morning ma'am." said Kinanti,

" of course, let alone the flu." replied the mother.

" Would I call Damar, ma'am?" Kinanti was still worried, though,

" For what?"

" Kinanti is afraid of Damar's distress or why why why..?" kinanti's face was really restless.

again, she smiled, again,

" how did you smile from that moment?"

" lha cute nduk. wong Damar slept here last night,

he even saw you in the room.." Kinanti glared in disbelief,

" seriously ma'am?!" tanyakene,

" Yes, this morning he came home, you haven't woken up yet..

I'm forbidden from waking you up.."

Kinanti fell silent, though,

so last night what he saw was really Damar, and not a dream like he thought..? he said in his heart.

" Damar, what's ma'am saying?" ask Kinanti later.

" He didn't say anything to Mom..

just like you, I'm afraid she's why on the road because it's so late, it's so late,

so mom told him to stay the night.."

obviously mother.