Damar For Kinanti

not as usual

" Did I do something wrong?" ask Kinanti after convincing himself for days, he could no longer see the attitude of the miserly Damar.

The man smiled, and remained friendly,

but only potluck.

After that night, though,

the next day, the,

by evening Damar was back to sleep in the room together with Kinanti.

Keep providing her arms as a pillow, peeping at Kinanti's forehead and lips.

But the look in his eyes full of wounds could not be hidden.

Of course Damar's heart was so beautiful, though,

the dishonesty of his sister and wife really hurt his mind.

He felt that he did not consider the importance of his feelings and existence.

" wrong? for example?" Damar asked back, though,

he put his cigarette out in the ashtray.

" I don't know, so I asked..

if there is an attitude I am not really angry..

don't keep everything to yourself." said Kinanti as she lowered her gaze, she knew her husband was holding something big in his heart.

Those usually affectionate eyes were dear these few days, though,

it doesn't even shine anymore every time it enters the room and finds Kinanti.

" There's nothing wrong dear." Damar said after suppressing his deep disappointment.

No matter how much she felt, as long as Kinanti did not leave her and did not choose another man, she would hold him back.

He was able to, though he had to swallow this disappointment himself without having to protest at Kinanti.

He could have asked, and asked for an explanation,

but his tongue could not say, let alone imagine the emergence of a big fight.

" Let's calm.I'm just tired, you're not wrong in anything, baby.." Damar smiled, and kissed Kinanti's cheek.

Degs..

" Kiss cheek..?" say Kinanti in heart,

usually her husband kissed her on the forehead, and never kissed her cheek.

But why cheeks now?.

The win grew restless,

"what is this, does Mas Damar know my past with Yoga? is his love beginning to diminish? or even mas Damar thought I and Yoga used to be out of bounds, so he now feels disgusted at me?" batin Kinanti churned.

" No. mas Damar knew clearly that he was the first..

then why, then,

why is the treatment different??" kinanti's mind continued to be turbulent, questions that she could not afford to ask Damar filled her chest.

" Mad to the factory first.Maybe mas will keep an eye on people who are overtime, you know,

production this week is declining..

so if you haven't come home yet, go to bed first..?"

Damar touched Kinanti's head, stroking her for a moment.

Then he quickly took his HP and cigarette on the table.

" Don't forget to drink your fresh milk before going to bed." said Damar reminded, then immediately got up and walked and disappeared behind the door of the house.

Kinanti Quietly in place, it felt as if her entire body was limp.

What happened, his mind kept turning.

her husband was different in attitude, although still friendly and gentle but it looks far different.

" He must have known." - Kinanti complained while closing her eyes, it felt really desperate and frustrated.

Subjected his head, hiding his eyes that began to glass.

" What should I do if mas Damar misunderstands, or even misjudges me..?

I should have talked from the beginning,

but I'm too cowardly..

Unable to think, his body had even just recovered,

but the burden of his mind increased.

Damar who initially intended to go to the factory, suddenly turned, he walked towards the rice fields.

He was curious about the father who was gathered in the middle of the rice field.

" What's wrong, mr. dhe? what is rame rame?" asked Damar closer, was not the twilight almost down, why people even gathered.

" Well?! iki mas Damar. parine is broken (the pad is broken)"

answer one of the fathers there.

Damar looked towards several rice plots.

Sure enough, the rice paddy was damaged by the wind and heavy rain last night.

All the rice plants were in a collapsed position, even the tomatoes and chilies collapsed, uprooted the fruit.

Damar was astonished, it turned out that not only belonged to others, but his and Mbah uti were also damaged.

" I guess last night just rained the wind as usual, not to the point of damaging..

it turns out there was a water shipment from above..?!" He said while staring at the hills, just above the rice fields.

Damar shook his head so shocked and did not believe what he saw, the plant was really damaged.

" Lha kinggih mas. pripun ngeten niki.(lha yes mas.how is this.)" a father chimed in.

The men threw their eyes at the stretched rice field, which was almost entirely broken, with only two plots remaining.

Their expressions were completely withered, though,

hope of a harvest of another month two months is already ruined.

It's possible that people like Damar could survive, though,

but for the smallholder farmers, this kind of thing is like a disaster, and it can get them into trouble.

Because the fields and fields for them are everything, half of the crops can be eaten alone, and half are sold for other needs a day.

Seeing some of the faces of the father even reddened because it was very sad and disappointed, Damar bowed.

His mouth clucked, having to see the sadness before his eyes.

He also lost, does not mean not sad too.

However, Damar has other livelihoods, while the father is mostly elderly...

Damar complained in his heart, he was not comfortable with the face of a disappointed and sad face.

" Papak.. because it is afternoon, njenengan njengan go home first..

let me help you think about the solution later..

now I want to go to the factory first." said Damar.

" Piye tho mas solution.this is no solution, the plant has been damaged mas, a few more days it is definitely starting to rot..?" one of the fathers is frustrated.

" The one that can still be saved is saved sir..

but because it was just afternoon, tomorrow morning just back to the rice field..

also, njenengan wangsul sedoyo. (already, the father went home first.), I help think.." said Damar again gave understanding in a calm and easy to accept way.

" Yes, yes." said some fathers,

Damar tried to smile understandingly, he nodded slowly.

" Tomorrow morning I'll see you here again..?!" said Damar,

and the father nodded,

then one by one the father left with a face still full of disappointment.

Damar continued his move to the factory.

After going into the office for 30 minutes, he came out again,

" Well?! Umar?!" the sound of Damar breaking the silence in building C, the mothers who were gluing plywoodpun simultaneously turned towards the entrance of the building, where Damar stood.

Umar who heard the voice of his boss hurriedly came.

" What's mas?" tanyanya was on standby, there was definitely an order if she was called out in such a loud voice.

" Let's go to my room, let's talk." said Damar with a less pleasant look in view.

These few days his smile was indeed gone, his friendliness too, it caused the workers to become tense.