Damar For Kinanti

Damar For Kinanti
you're not a replacement for aji..



Damar had just got off the bike, but Kinanti hurriedly came out against him.


Damar retreated, of course shocked because he had never seen Kinanti run like that towards him.


" What's up?" ask Damar Worrying,


" don't go in yet..?" Kinanti blocked his steps.


" why? your behavior is strange." Damar commented,


" Mom will definitely scold you.."


" why?"


" He saw you kissing my hand..?"


unlike Kinanti's anxious face, hearing that Damar was smiling instead.


" It's so relaxing?!" Kinanti pressed her voice to be smaller, though,


" Let me know. After you get married I won't bother you..


I know myself too..


unless you want me to be your concubine." Damar replied with a smile, but it was not a smile of happiness.


" What the hell did you say was mas, do you think I'm a woman who can act like that?, I'm just afraid that you're scolding you, because I've got her anger?!, I'm afraid?!,


what has happened is a mistake.." asserted Kinanti with a voice that is still on tap to sound smoother.


Damar smiled again, again,


" Mommy is angry?? I understand that, no??"


" of course, because when you got married well you didn't want to. And now when you're getting married to someone else you're kissing me instead.." damar said making Kinanti's face reddened.


" If there's something to blame, it's you..


if I scold you that's natural..


you take two men's hearts at once..


while i..


I'm just fighting for my feelings that my mother has known for a long time..


whatever anger mom is with me..


he'll understand it.."


Kinanti looked at Damar in disbelief, how could he be blamed now.


" Why am I wrong? mas pushed himself to me, and I warned him many times..!" Kinanti.


Damar chuckled as he arrived, he touched Kinanti's hair,


" Aren't you too fierce for your small size." said Damar and walked through Kinanti just like that.


" Mom called me here for this cake ma'am?" asked Damar when he was sitting in the living room with his mother, while Kinanti in the kitchen made drinks for Damar.


" Of course, son." replied the mother calmly,


" Thank you ma'am, for always remembering me." Damar replied with a sad smile.


" Listen.even though Kinanti is married to someone else, mother is still your mother.." said Mother, her tone was calm but contained firmness.


" I know how you feel, but it's all been like this." added the mother,


Damar smiled, though,


" I'm sorry Damar ma'am, Damar was selfish for a moment. wanting to have what Damar shouldn't have.."


Bows down, mamar,


mom breathed a heavy sigh, she really loved Damar, if only Kinanti was not stupid, maybe Damar would be her daughter-in-law now.


" I'm not mad at you, because in my eyes you're not innocent..


just remember to stop giving money again,


enough of your help, you,


I won't take anything back from you after Kinanti's wedding.."


said Mother,


" Don't be so ma'am. said I'm still a mother's child..?


why did you behave like this to me?


for Kinan I might stop, though,


but for my mother, I can't,


a boy must be responsible to the end to his mother..


that's what Aji would do, and I'm Aji's replacement,


even though my mother chided me or forbade me to come here..


I will continue to do my duty as a child.."


" Don't make things difficult for yourself Dam." said the powerless mother, her eyes glazed with glass, she suddenly remembered the figure of her son.


Aji used to bring Damar to this house during college holidays, the first friend that Aji invited after entering university, and it turns out the last friend that Aji brought too, as well,


but it turns out that even though Aji does not exist, this place remains the house that Damar visited.


" Your life wasn't easy after Aji left, I know..


that's why I don't want you to suffer because of her sister right now..


you held back your feelings as much as you could without Kinan even realizing it..


the foolish boy, too late to realize everything.." mother bowed down, rubbing something down her cheek quickly, because she did not expect Damar to see it.


" Go away, son, stay away from us..


not because I hate..


but because I love you..


ever since Aji brought you here, I've felt like I have one more son, so don't always think of yourself as Aji's replacement, you're still you.


Damar was speechless, his mouth tightly clenched, he wanted to answer, but he was afraid that his words would add sorrow to motherhood.


The atmosphere was silent for a moment, until the sound of Kinanti talking.


Shortly thereafter Damar found Kinanti who entered the living room with two mugs of drink.


Behind him suddenly appeared Haikal who followed Kinanti's steps, the man looks tangled like a man who had just awoken from his sleep.


" Is there a Damar?" haikal sat next to Damar.


Damar was stunned, he looked at Kinanti sharply, there was a flash of anger in his eyes, how could Haikal come out of Kinanti's room, he said in his heart.


But he was reminded again by the words of his mother, and he immediately lowered his gaze, struggling to control himself.


Maybe Haikal who was sleepy and sitting next to Damar did not realize Damar's view, but mother and Kinanti certainly caught a glance full of anger earlier from Damar.


" It's been a while?" tanya Haikal drank his coffee.


" Not too long ago." replied Damar flatly.


" I want to play to the place, but I haven't had time..


busy because mas.." said Haikal break the silence.


" It's okay..your busy work, right?" ask Damar calmly.


" Yes, but these few days there are things that I have to take care of in my old place of service.."


" Oh. concerning work, of course.."


" Yeah." Haikal answered smiling.


" What about your office's wedding preparations?"


ask Damar again,


" Thank God.. Kinan only needs two more times to the office and the last one to sign..


usually that's the process..


two weeks before H day everything must have settled mas.." explained Haikal, Haikal,


" you must be tired yes I brought to the office several times.but get used to it. someday you will often activities there.." Haikal threw his gaze at Kinanti while smiling.


Kinanti silently did not reply, the mother who was sensitive to the situation began to enter the middle of the conversation.


" It's night, Dam's home..


not that I kicked out. But pity you still have to work tomorrow." said the mother,


Damar smiled and nodded,


" Yes ma'am, I'm a little busy because there are some things outside my expectations." replied Damar,


" Therefore, I beg you first ma'am. his cake I brought.." added Damar then brought two boxes of cookies handmade by his own mother.


" Be careful." said Haikal when Damar got up from his chair.


" Yes." replied Damar,


" i'm saying mom.." Damar kissed mom's hand, then walked past out of the living room.


Haikal also rose up, he would follow Damar out and intended to deliver.


" Where are you going?" ask Kinanti, please,


" Want to take Mas Damar." answered Haikal innocently.


" Take it with yourself. It's already night, would you like to stay here anyway?" said Kinanti,


Haikal smiled hearing that and glanced at mother.


" If you may, but certainly not." said Haikal, said,


" yes I have. I just go home, but remember nan, tomorrow we go to the office yes.at 8 I pick up.." added Haikal before saying goodbye to mother and finally go home.