Damar For Kinanti

I can't forgive you yet

Damar watched the man before him, the man bowed and hid his face.

" We have no problem walking behind you, please continue your journey back.." Wiwit said reading fear Yoga.

Of course, the male was as firm and as tall as Damar, everyone would think several times to offend him.

The look on his face was firm, his appearance was complete for a man.

Damar watched the red-jacketed man's hands and fingers.

" That's the hand of Yoga." Damar said in his heart,

but his mind takes over, that there is no way Yoga, Yoga is not familiar with outdoor activities and exhausting this kind of.

Impossible, and very unlikely this man Yoga, Yoga,

maybe it's just a similarity, though,

such white and smooth hands have many men today who like to care.

Of course, as a Yoga doctor is quite good at caring for his skin, Damar is well aware of it.

Unlike her who only wears lotion.

" Where did you say?" ask Dedy to know that she has mediated.

" We're out of luck." replied Wiwit quickly.

" Yes already then..we first huh?" said Dedy pulled Damar to turn around and walk back.

" What is tarik2?!" Damar was upset that Dedy had pulled his narik.

" You anyway! we're so far behind!" Dedy's more fierce.

Damar just sighed then walked back in front of Dedy.

While Yoga immediately sat down limp when he saw Damar had started walking back.

His blood seemed to be drained, his heart seemed to want to run from his body so afraid of him.

" Drink first.." Wiwit gave Yoga a bottle of water.

" How can you solve a problem if it's this scared?" wiwit said as she shook her head.

The silent yoga did not answer, he drank the water in the small bottle until it ran out.

" Want to sit down or go straight to the road?" ask Wiwit, please,

" Uhukk uhukk..!! uhuukkk..!!" Yoga choked on the water he drank because it was too tense.

" Slowly plan?" wiwit said while patting the chest of Yoga who was sitting down.

Damar's steps stopped, he turned around.

" What else is it? you want to get to Ranu pani at what time if it stops?!" sembur Dedy when he saw Damar stop his steps and suddenly turned around.

" You go down first, don't wait for me." Damar's voice sounded different, the look on his face turned stiff.

Without waiting for an answer from Dedy, Damar walked back to the back, passing the dedy just like that until Dedy was a little pushed and screwed.

Fortunately, Dedy fell to the left and not to the right, because on the right there is no path or trees, but a fairly troublesome descent if mired down.

With great difficulty Dedy got up, pursuing Damar's steps.

" Uhukk! uhukk!!" Yoga patted his own chest.

" I'm choking.." Yoga with a soft voice.

Yoga did not realize that Damar was walking towards him.

About a distance of three meters Damar stopped, Wiwit who realized helped Yoga stand up.

Yoga choked, realizing that Damar was standing not far from him.

" When are you gonna follow me?" damar's voice was distressed.

Yoga who felt that he could not run anymore and seemed to have been caught opening a hat that covered his head.

And it was clearly seen by Damar, that the man in the red jacket who had been behind him and Dedy was Yoga.

" Dad.." Yoga is guilty.

" You didn't even let my life settle down?!" Damar's voice was loud.

Sontak makes Dedy mediate pulling Damar's arm.

But Damar did not wince.

" Hear me. Listen to me first." said Dedy slowly.

" Surely he's been looking for you since last night, but I prevented him from speaking to you before we got off.

this mountain, take control of your anger, let's go down first." added Dedy calming.

" So you compromised with him behind my back?" Damar stared at Dedy.

" It's for your own good.We're not in a good position right now, there's a friend of ours, what would happen if you arrived angry like this in front of so many people?

I'm guarding it all, so I purposely kept your brother's presence a secret..?" obviously Dedy.

" Sister?" damar smiled, smiling,

" what brother wants to take his brother's wife?" damar stared at Yoga with anger.

" I'm not mas?" yoga is bracing itself.

" You didn't?! really true?!

you begged my wife not to forget you, you thought I didn't hear what you said?!" damar tuding.

" Dam?! calm yourself?!" Dedy's trying to quell.

" Calm down you said? how would you feel if you were me?

a man was swaying on your wife's thigh and begging her not to be forgotten,

he was even willing to be number two!

my feelings were shredded by the fact that he was my own brother,

he is even the brother who has understood me the most?!!"

Damar was inflamed, Dedy was actually afraid of Damar's current attitude.

But he is the only one who can prevent bad things that might happen.

" I'm wrong mas.. I'm a sinner.. I'm a coward..?" Yoga walked up to Damar and knelt down.

" you're not tired of kneeling? it was in front of my wife, and now it's in front of me?" Damar sneered with a cynical look.

" I'm like that because I can't accept reality,

forgive me mas..

forgive me, this will never happen again..

if you are not satisfied,

beat me up as much as you can.." Yoga is so relaxing.

" You think my disappointment will disappear if I hit you..?

not relieved, but I'm getting tormented, but,

so get out of my sight before my patience runs out and I get out of control and throw you down!" firmly Damar sharp then turned around.

" Kinanti loves you mas. in her heart there is no me, no me,

because it's..

so I begged him not to forget me..

so this is not his fault." said Yoga.

" Silence!" firmly Damar turned back, his emotions were in ubun ubun.

" I'm holding back because you're blood on me, man,

because your parents during life cared so much about me being treated badly by my own father,

you should have shut up and known yourself,

open up and keep talking and make my chest tight!"

" Just hit me? just hit it. I deserve it. I deserve it,

I'm a loser who disrupts the harmony of your household,

but there is no small desire to destroy or take your wife..

I couldn't help myself being so frustrated when I found out she loved you so much and repeatedly rejected my sweet attitude towards her..

I just want to be next to him..

for God's sake, Kinanti was innocent..

he never gave me a chance..

that's why I was acting impulsively at the time"

Yoga at the feet of Damar.

" Come home.your wife is sick.she looks skinny and shabby..

I am truly sorry for my ego..

because I'm you guys like this..

I'm guilty of, um,

but go home. Your wife suffers without you..?".

Damar's hands clenched, he moved away from Yoga.

His feelings were mixed in disarray, hatred collapsing as he heard his wife's name, even as he heard her condition.

" I've never done anything rude to Kinanti mas..

my lack of kindness to him was only when I was hugging his feet..

the rest of me never dared to, though,

for Bagas' sake I swear." Yoga added with tears that he could no longer bear.

" For my only son's sake I swear..

I regret what I did..

I really regret it.."

The atmosphere of silence was quite long, while Damar whose feelings were mixed between anger and pity closed his eyes.

" Don't make decisions when your emotions are unstable..

let's go downstairs, let's,

then speak well..

You've had enough painful memories with Aji here,

so don't add any more." Dedy's voice was quiet beside Damar.

" Come.master yourself." added Dedy make Damar open his eyes and stare at Yoga dimly.

" I haven't been able to forgive you, so be self-aware not as often as you can show your face in front of me" Damar suppressed his feelings.

True what Dedy said, he did not want to have bad memories again.

Although the word Yoga is enough he can believe that he never touched Kinanti, but the act of Yoga is still too early for him to forgive,

the lack of his teachings is still difficult to forgive by Damar.

Damar was sure right in his wife, although Kinanti had not been honest about her relationship in the past with Yoga, he could not do beyond the limits with Yoga.

He knew right every curve of his wife, Damar checking his wife's body every night.

And if indeed they had done such a thing during courtship, then on the first night of the sanctity of Kinanti would never have been found by Damar.

But in reality Damar became the first for Kinanti,

so he knows right, the principle of his wife can not be underestimated.

It's just that. looking at the behavior of Yoga at that time,

his trust collapsed for a moment, and his anger exploded without his control.

Now comes regret, how could he go from home for weeks like this,

and his heart ached more when he heard that his wife was suffering and sick from waiting for him to come home.

Damar walked back, in front of Dedy, his pace was faster so Dedy a little tired following him.

But at least there is no fight that makes Dedy can think and step more calmly.

Meanwhile, Wiwit petrified Yoga standing, but Yoga did not want to rise, he still sat in the middle of the path, while looking at the figure of Damar who began to move away.

His body is limp, his eyes are soft.

" It seems that the struggle of the mas must be harder." said Wiwit lirih on Yoga.

He is also sad about this.