Damar For Kinanti

kaila's cries

Kinanti looked around, she could not find the face she knew.

" Hey mbak?! right here!" a girl sitting next to the window waved at him at Kinanti, the girl's smile so bright.

Kinanti approaching, though,

" sit down." said the girl again smiling sweetly.

After Kinanti sat down shortly a drink came in,

" I've ordered first mbak.this is the best I think.."

" it's okay." replied Kinanti also smiled, but her smile was filled with burden.

" I'm sorry mbak, it's troublesome so I have to come here.."

" all right, as I walk, I also want to find books.."

" Well..how about with me later, there are some books that I need as well.want ya mbak?"

Kinanti was silent for a moment, but nodded afterwards.

" so. what to talk about." asked Kinanti after a while.

" Of course I want to talk about my pathetic mas.."

Kinanti felt bad, but somehow she was willing to obey this girl in front of her to meet.

" What happened to Damar?" ask Kinanti later.

" Can't you cancel your wedding?"

Kinanti was shocked, how dare Damar's sister say this sensitive thing to him.

" I'm sorry if I was presumptuous, but I have to speak frankly..

but I love him." said Kaila with a sad face.

" My mother has always been unfavorable to Mas Damar, but never once did mas Damar ignore me." he added.

" Mas Damar is indeed a good person.You should understand that, let alone live with you." said Kinanti.

" Just this year.."

" meaning?"

" yes we lived close together only a year ago.the rest either mas Damar lived where.which obviously he had never come home many years before.." explained Kaila.

" If you don't die, maybe Mas Damar won't come home.."

" When did you leave the house?" asked Kinanti heartily, he began to be curious.

" Since graduating high school, and just returned a year ago.."

Kinanti fell silent, then where did she get my tuition? ask Kinanti in heart.

Even if his parents send, it must be just for his own needs, then where did he get my tuition?? there was a big question in Kinni's heart.

" What does it really mean to say something like this to me..?" ask Kinanti to Kaila.

" In order to feel sorry for Mas Damar." answered Kaila frankly and innocently.

" Why do I have to pity you? between us there is no relationship like you think.." explains Kinanti.

" He loves you, mother.."

Kinanti was stunned, right plain this Damar sister thought.

" He doesn't love me deck." replied Kinanti calmly but firmly.

" Where do you know that?" Kaila doesn't seem to accept it.

" He's just obsessed with his promise.His responsibility to my late brother..

I hope to understand..

what you think is true, isn't necessarily true.."

Kaila was silent, her face sad.

" No. it's not an obsession.he really loves you. I saw it from his eyes,

please mbak.. ?" kaila's face turned red, her eyes began to glaze over.

" He wouldn't have married if it wasn't you..?!

he has given up a lot in his life, why now mas I have to give up also in matters of the heart..?!"

Kinanti sighed for a moment, then calmed down the almost crying Kaila.

" Listen.don't cry.." Kinanti touched the back of Kaila's hand.

but I can't be a traitor..

I already have a wedding appointment with someone else..

and you know that right..

he had even given up and accepted this well.."

" he gave up again?! mas Damar's a fool..!" Kaila could not help herself, her tears dripping.

" My mom hurt him a lot. And now you hurt him?! you ignored Mas Damar and married someone else, you're evil mbak!" kaila put away Kinanti's hand that touched her and got up, she scattering away leaving Kinanti.

Kinanti was too shocked by Kaila's behavior, so she was stunned for a little while.

" Goddessa.." he complained after controlling himself, on his back to the chair, staring out the window and saw the car passing by and fro.

I don't know what he really wants, he doesn't really know himself, lying if Damar doesn't move his heart, but the shadow of living with a person full of obsession and guilt haunts him.

And it was precisely because Kinanti knew there was a growing sense in her because of Damar that she had to stay away from him..

it was enough that he hung his heart on a man first, and the tip was hurt.

He was afraid of getting married out of love.

It is better to live it with Haikal, because in his heart there is no taste for Haikal, so whatever Haikal does later, it will not hurt his heart.

He just needs to act as a calm wife and serve Haikal well without bringing the feeling of love.

Yoga has just returned from his practice, but he crosses paths with Kaila.

Kaila's eyes look puffy and her face is moody.

" Hey hey. Why nduk?" tanya Yoga blocks Kaila's steps and stares at the girl nicely either.

" Don't bother me, I'm upset." replied the girl.

" You're making a fuss with your mom again?"

" no.."

" then?"

" damar's girlfriend is evil?!"

" you know.try to explain." asked Yoga seriously.

" I talked to him, tried to persuade him. But he insisted on leaving the Damar mas and marrying someone else..?!"

Kaila's inflamed again.

" Wait wait.I don't know if they're dating Kaila..

do not say evil to others as good as if you do not know the problem.." advice Yoga, Yoga, do not know yet,

" did he just ignore Damar?!"

" Everything is for a reason.if they love each other I'm sure they'll understand each other.."

" Pity mas Damar.pity mas.." kaila whines, kaila whines,

" Ouch oh.." Yoga calms the girl while hugging her.

" You're not a high school boy anymore..

if your Damar mas knows you're crying like this he'll be sadder..

not comforting you just add to the burden of his feelings.."

yoga Advice, Yoga,

" There may be a better woman for Mas Damar later.."

" i want him to be happy.my mother and I have been making him unhappy all this time.."

" uh, what are you talking about, of course your mas is part of you.."

" If he is happy why he left the house first, of course he did to avoid me. avoid mother who always ketus on mas Damar, is not it mas Yog?!"

Yoga is silent, that is true..

Damar left because he was treated unfairly,

Yoga even often witnesses the many blows and insults that Damar received during his father's life.

And Kaila's mother, instead of calming, he even more burning the anger of Mr. Damar so that the blow occurred almost every day.

" You don't cry anymore, Mas Damar loves you. Believe me that.." said Yoga patted Kaila on the back to stop crying.