Damar For Kinanti

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Winda was even confused about how to behave with his younger brother.

Seeing the marks of blows on Yoga's face all the anger sentences that He had prepared suddenly disappeared.

" God.." complained Winda while holding his head that is not dizzy.

" Why are you like this?" ask Winda to his sister.

While Yoga just silence while compressing his face.

The man sat on his bed staring out the window.

" Is this what you mean that you still love your ex and can't forget it?" ask Winda when he doesn't get an answer.

" Speak! I'm your big brother!" resolutely, Winda, his patience is running out.

" Oh. I guess my younger brother is Mas Damar." replied Yoga slowly, still not turning towards Vinda.

" Yoga!!"

" Don't yell at me mbak, at least show me a little affection"

the word Yoga makes Winda speechless, he is indeed more one-sided on Damar all this time,

and everyone knows, because Winda feels sorry for Damar,

damar's life was filled with difficulties, and,

it is not as easy as his life and life Yoga that never even get a single blow from their parents.

" I love you in my own way.You should understand that." Vinda's voice was calmer.

" Find any woman, do not disturb Kinanti anymore.mbak please.." added Winda, he said,

" mister begging me?" Yoga turned his head towards his older sister, his gaze cynical.

" bury your past inside, open a new leaf.. before Damar realizes this..?"

" well..it's easy to talk, just like the feeling of mas Damar is the most important in the world.."

Winda was fixated, he was like he did not know his sister, how could such a sentence be thrown from the mouth of Yoga.

" This is not you.. realize.. This is not true to continue..?" persuade Winda,

" not true? so what does mbak think is right? give up and get out of here, let them be happy while I'm stranded and down on my own?

forgot to? I endured my own pain all this time, I endured for the sake of my son..

but what I got, though,

now to look at the person I love is already a disgrace and a sin?!"

" because that woman is your brother's wife Lee..? a lot of women out there, trying to open your heart?"

" no!" yoga stood in front of the Vinda.

" You never understood how I felt, you used to be like this to me..

indifferent, and assume I've always been able to overcome everything myself..?!"

Winda closed his face for a moment, he was really confused how else, and should in what way resuscitate Yoga.

" I don't know how to understand anymore, but obviously, don't show up in front of Kinanti for now,

I'll find a solution to all this.."

" Huh.. solution.I guess the solution between us is just to go, one of us has to go, one of us has to go,

and I'm definitely gonna choose me to go, right?"

" Shut your mouth Yoga?! I'm tired of your bullshit! I don't want anyone to leave! I don't know if it's you, I don't know if it's Damar! because it's holding yourself back! in order not to complicate matters?!" resolute Winda, he really said out loud to Yoga.

" Are you really going to fight over a woman with your own brother?" the sound of the winda is lower now.

" I know, love is complicated, it's not easy to erase feelings..

I feel the same way as you..

but I had no choice but to live it..

so please, hardy Yog..? stand up to all this??" the sound of the Vinda is really begging right now.

Yoga is silent,

" I want you all to be happy..

I even want to see you fall in love again and build a new home..?" winda.

" I love Kinanti mbak, look at me. I can't see how big that feeling is..

if I could overcome my own feelings, I wouldn't be tormented like this..

I left it because I had to, not because of my will..

so understand me if I can't let go now mbak" voice Yoga softly, he also reassured Winda of his feelings.

" You want to take it..? or intentionally wanting to be second without Damar's knowledge?" Winda really really did not believe what his sister said, he was like a man who was willing to throw away his pride now.

" I will do anything, as long as I can stay beside him, even if I have to share with Mas Damar.."

say Yoga with a depressed tone.

Winda was stunned, he was really unable to speak now.

The Yoga sentence left him out of words.

Joseph walked past the chair and closet made of old teak wood.

He carried with him a stack of notes in his right hand.

Go into his study and put the pile of notes on the table.

" Yen?! tell dad I'm going first, look at the raw materials!" yusuf said aloud to his workers.

" See the raw materials where is mas? afraid later, Mr. Sis asked,

will I get angry?" the worker approached.

" Just tell the factory Kinanti's husband..!" yusuf then walked out of the furniture store.

Some days Joseph's heart was not at peace, he had to speak to Kinanti again.

Kaila walked slowly, her steps hesitating.

" Where is Kinan Yuk?" kaila asked Yuk who was cleaning the kitchen.

" It's in my room, a headache he said." replied the Yuk.

Hearing that Kaila walked slowly into Kinanti's room,

he found Kinanti lying down.

" Mom? it hurt?" tanya Kinanti approached,

" uh.. La. not just a little dizzy.." Answer Kinanti got up slowly and sat down, Kinanti's face looked lethargic.

" Don't get up, just go to sleep." said Kaila,

" it's okay, it's been a lot of lying since then.it's time to wake up.." replied Kinanti lirih.

" What's the matter La?" ask Kinanti later,

Kaila did not immediately answer, he seemed to think before speaking.

" Is that true? I want to hear it directly from you, ma'am...?"

" about?"

" i'm Yoga.."

Kinanti let out a long sigh, then smiled soberly.

" What do you want to hear..?" ask Kinanti later,

" Is there really a connection with Yoga?" kaila's face was worried.

Kinanti nodded, though,

Kaila looked shocked and in disbelief,

" Did you still love him?" kaila asked after a long silence.

" Yoga?" ask Kinanti, please,

Kaila nodded, though,

" He's just part of the past" replied Kinanti calmly.

" Why did this happen?"

" hew..." Kinanti threw out a heavy breath,

" Mom also does not know.if you know that the Damar brothers with Yoga may mbak will think again to get married, not because I am not heavy on mas Damar..

but I'm afraid something like this happens.."

clear Kinanti.

" When do you know?"

" About a month or two after my wedding..

I delivered the cake to Bagas at that time,

and it looks like Yoga, who's always been hiding, was caught off guard by me.."

" it's worth it.." muttered Kaila heard by Kinanti,

" deserve what?"

" at the wedding reception, a healthy Yoga mas was suddenly sick and confined himself to the room." said Kaila, who was in a state of health,

" can't you??"

Kaila nodded, though,

" and after that he was out of town for a week, after that I rarely saw him..

and I saw him a lot again after I saw him drive you home to your mother's house.."

" Yes, I'm sorry, for being dishonest, but I'm afraid to talk to Damar.."

Kaila touched Kinanti's hand.

" Does Yoga still expect you?" ask kaila, please,

" I don't know, ask him yourself.."

Kaila let out a long sigh, her heart fretting..

he actually knew, but he just wanted to make sure to Kinanti.

" If true mbak is the woman who left the Yoga mas first..

then none of this will be easy, either,

now I can see clearly..

how hard love is.."

" I wish I could coexist with Yoga as a brother..

and that's what has to happen, though,

I don't want to let Damar down..

his sacrifice for me was not playing..

although I also just found out, that Yoga left me for some reason..

but let it pass, then let it pass,

time cannot be turned..

I love Mas Damar now,

mas Damar is an amazing person for me..

it feels like my chest is claustrophobic when I imagine something bad happening to it..

trust me, I want everything to be okay..

I want Yoga to be happy too.."

" everyone wishes to be the same, but the feeling is excruciating..

if only our family did not think about property..

maybe the life of Yoga mas and Mbak Winda will go as they please.."

" mr Winda?" tanya Kinanti frowned her forehead.

" Yes. mbak Winda is also the same as mas Yoga mbak,

mbak Winda was also forced to leave the man he loved and marry mas Yudi..

mbak Kinan tau kan, mas Yudi has a large business and sugarcane fields with hectares..

compared with the lover of Mbak Winda who is the son of a laborer,

of course, parents mbak Winda prefer mas Yudi..

maybe even Kinan knows her?"

" me? it can't be.."

" He went to college with great difficulty, and became a teacher..

he taught in the same Elementary School as mbak if not wrong.."

" really??!" Kinanti raised both of her eyebrows in disbelief.

" yes, his name is David.." Kaila nodded, though,

" wow.. sir David? that 6th grade teacher?!"

" Maybe mbak, I only know his name.. David.."

" God.." - Kinanti was completely dumbfounded.

" Now my mother is left.she is also like that. try to match me with the person she thinks deserves me.." Kaila sayu's,

" Then you want to?"

" no, the last time Mas Damar made me talk to mom.."

" then?"

" of course you're angry, but you have a fear of Damar..

mas Damar has a strong position as the head of the family,

I'll have to rethink if I'm willing to go against her decision.."

" That's why I don't have anything this can marry your mas.."

"If I could I'd like to be like Mas Damar..

married to the person I love, even though I had to leave the house and follow my husband who had nothing.."

hearing the words of Kaila Kinanti smiled,

" nduk. don't think carelessly, be careful of every man..

love is okay, but it must be rational..

life is not just love, it is,

there is patience and hard work and sacrifice..

not all men are capable of doing that..

so then..

be careful to give your heart." advice Kinanti while stroking Kaila's head.