Damar For Kinanti

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She sat as quietly as possible in front of her mother.

" Kinanti is out, soon to come home, wait." said the mother.

Damar replied with a nod, his facial features looking tangled, not fresh.

" What else is le.. Why is your face like a person who lacks rest so?" asked mom really pity Damar, he should have felt calm, but why the look of his face was so tangled.

" Be patient with Kinan, he is a little stubborn.You must understand him." mother's advice.

" When is mom..?" asked Damar with a frustrated look.

" Until he can make peace with himself..

what he's doing now is just an unfinished battle with his past fears.."

" But why does he easily accept other men?

yet with me he used all sorts of means to resist??" sue Damar.

I smiled understand,

" Where was the old Damar..?

A calm and patient Damar?" ask mother.

" Mom can't find it now, mother's daughter who makes me so frustrated like this." replied Damar bowed.

" Have not thought about things that do not need to be thought of..

wait here, I have an appointment with Joseph." said the mother,

" where are you going, ma'am?"

" To mother's eldest brother's house..

already, you stay quiet here, and calm your heart..

if you're hungry, there's chicken in the kitchen.."

" I'm not hungry ma'am." replied Damar Iirih.

Mom then went inside, changed her clothes apparently.

Joseph came shortly, though,

his smile was so wide,

" dude..!" he said to Damar, so happy was Joseph's expression that Damar felt uncomfortable.

" I'm sad like this, can she smile that wide..? is she happier Kinan is married to Haikal?!" lamented Damar in heart.

" Healthy mas?" ask Yusuf, please,

" as you can see, it's healthy." Damar replied flatly,

" that's good, it should be healthy..!" Joseph patted Damar's arm.

Forehead Damar wrinkled, what is this happy attitude he thought.

" It's Suf? let's go so that it's not too late..!" said mom took her handbag.

" Yes, come on?!" said Yusuf,

" She, I'm going first with the bulek..?" pamit Yusuf's,

Damar just nodded and smiled as he could.

Joseph and his mother soon set out in pursuit of time, for surely there would be much to talk about with his eldest brother.

Damar sat speechless alone, his eyes dimly staring at the sky of the living room.

Because last night he did not sleep and only fell asleep after dawn, his eyes are now so heavy because the atmosphere is so quiet.

He was closed long enough, until he heard the sound of a stopped car and the sound of an open fence.

" See you tomorrow?!" the sound of Kinanti.

Damar hurriedly got up, he peeked through the window.

" How come you are." said Damar inwardly when he saw Haikal's car.

His heart feels in the squeeze, though,

but somehow Haikal did not enter, he just left.

" It's good that I can hit you if you come in.." Damar grumbled again.

Damar sat down again when he saw Kinanti walking into the house.

" Dude..?" Kinanti did not think there was Damar at home, because in front of there was no motorbike or Damar car.

" Why is there no motorbike or car?" ask Kinanti stuttered a little.

While Damar's views are not at all friendly,

Seeing that, Kinanti was nervous, not as usual.

his hair in a modern bun neatly, do not forget a fresh flower tucked in the middle of the bun, looks very fresh.

Not to mention the red lipstick that makes her lips look more voluminous.

Forehead Damar wrinkled, between enchanted with the beauty of Kinanti and her curiosity.

This rarely dressed woman is actually from where with Haikal, the,

why is she dressed like this? though in front of me never appear as beautiful as this, again Damar grumbled in his heart.

His eyes looked at Kinanti without any loopholes, like a judge who wanted to impose a sentence on a suspect.

" I'm.." Kinanti confused, though,

" I what?" asked Damar to sit quietly in his place.

" I just attended a simple party, a friend's wedding." replied Kinanti.

" Simple party? this red?" Damar stared hard.

" What do you mean, Mom? I'm wearing neat clothes, no open elements at all?" Kinanti was a little annoyed by the red sentence that Damar uttered.

" Well, closed, but the curves of your body are clearly visible to me..

even your red lips, and the rose tucked in your bun are like magnets that attract every male eye to look at you..

then what's the point of a covered shirt.."

Kinanti glared,

" What the hell?! come and take me noisily? have not all your wishes been fulfilled? why are you still acting like this to me?" it's true that Damar pissed off Kinanti.

" Go home! don't ruin my mood that has started to improve..!" firmly Kinanti walked in.

" Oh! so your mood is starting to improve? that's why you're out with Haikal all the way?!" Damar got up, he followed Kinanti's steps.

Kinanti who had just walked into the room and put her bag was shocked to see Damar following her in.

" Get out! I'm going to change clothes! I don't have time to serve your emotions up and down is unclear?!" Kinanti.

The two exchanged glances, like two old enemies who had just met, fierce.

" Can you be like that? you deliberately tested my patience?" damar's voice was restrained, his eyes reddened with restraining emotions.

" What am I like? I didn't do anything to harm you?" kinanti replied, not understanding why the man was so angry.

" You said you didn't do what? whereas for these two days you kept going out with Haikal, even you look this pretty? what do you think my heart is made of?!" snapped Damar ran out of patience.

" You're a tambet, huh mas? which demon possessed you and made you like this?!" Kinanti did not lose, he spoke louder.

" are you coming out or am I going out?" tanya Kinanti was still fierce.

Because seeing Damar did not wiggle finally Kinanti decided she was out.

With a quick step Kinanti passed through Damar and walked towards the door.

But Damar who is not satisfied and feels has not received an answer immediately following the steps of Kinanti.

His level legs allow him to get ahead of Kinanti and close the door quickly.

" I'm not done talking, yet,

do you know that leaving someone who hasn't finished talking to you is disrespectful?" Damar's voice was calm, yet a little frightening.

Damar turned around, locking the door so that Kinanti could not escape out.

But when he turned around that was his eyes hit with a box of ribbed boxes neatly arranged on the wall behind the door.

Damar choked, his chest in pain for a moment.

Disappointed, he looked at Kinanti.

His eyes were no longer filled with anger, but sadness was piling up.

" You.. Why don't you just kill me..?" Damar.

Kinanti was silent, in a daze of confusion.

" What the hell are you, mas?!" ask Kinanti, between angry, confused and clueless.

" What else is it?!" ask Kinanti again.

" i've already received it mas, what else do you want??!" Kintai still asked in confusion.

" You said you accepted it?! you say that without a burden in front of me?!" Damar overflowed again.

At the pull of Kinanti, in her cradle, and then half in throw her to the bed.

" Are you crazy, man?!" peekik Kinanti, he tried to get up but struggled because of his narrow skirt of danger.

" If kissing isn't enough to make you understand and stop, then I can do more than that,

I'm gonna make you see no other man but me..!" Damar knew he was on top of Kinanti.

He held both of Kinanti's wrists firmly.