Damar For Kinanti

ex-lover

Damar stopped in front of one of the houses in the residential area.

He got off his bike and observed the house number.

The house number was the same one Haikal told him on the phone.

" Excuse me?" Damar knocked on the gate with his motor key.

" Yes, my mas?!" Haikal rushed out and opened the fence, apparently he was also waiting for Damar.

" Please enter the mas." said Haikal,

and the two went inside the house, sitting together in Haikal's living room.

" I made you drink, mas.." Haikal's up, haikal,

" no need.. have sat down." said Damar, making Haikal undo his intentions and sit back.

" I'm not good, there are guests who are not in suguhi drink.."

" Just go ahead. I need to be with you." said Damar,

" Wah.. whereas tomorrow my plan is to go to Mas Damar's house with Kinan, street..?"

" Just go ahead. but we'll talk first" Damar's face is really serious.

" What's the matter, until you get here looking for me..?" tanya Haikal also started to get serious.

Damar was silent for a moment, stringing the right words so that everything could be completed properly.

" I'm sorry about before..

not that I want to interfere in your affairs, but anything related to Kinan I deserve to know.."

" yes, mas? what's that about? marriage problems at the office?" haikal asked, thinking that Damar would ask.

" No." replied Damar as calmly as possible.

" May I know what you've been doing in Surabaya for some time?"

Degs..

Haikal fell silent, he suddenly fell down and threw his gaze in another direction.

The atmosphere was silent for a moment, Damar deliberately gave room for Haikal.

" I had a little business there, but now God willing it's done.." Haikal answered, returning his gaze to Damar.

Damar's eyebrows shot up, though,

" What business should I know?"

again Damar's speech was like a blow to Haikal.

" What do you mean?" Haikal tried to smile,

Damar confirmed the location of his seat, then looked at Haikal with a view that tried to understand.

" I saw you in that hospital." said Damar, making Haikal look at him.

" I've seen you twice..

when you push the wheelchair, and when you get out of the hospital in the morning.."

" your?! how's it?" Haikal fell silent again, he ran out of words to his surprise.

" I didn't accidentally. You know my driver had an accident in Surabaya, and was treated there, you know,

do you think I'm following you? what's for.."

Haikal bit his lower lip.

" Help me, please?! keep this a secret from Kinanti..?!" haikal's Pinta to Damar, anxiety he can't cover anymore.

" I can explain mas.. can I explain?!" haikal.

Damar let out a long breath, he went awry..

if he is silent, he is afraid that in the future this will happen again, but if he speaks, he is afraid of being misunderstood and damaging people's relationships.

" I have no intention of conveying this to Kinan, therefore I meet you,

wish you were honest with him.."

" No mas?, from Kinan's character.. If he knew, he would definitely break off our relationship..?!"

" No mas, he doesn't need to know, because I've solved this problem.."

haikal convinced Damar.

" Are you sure?"

Haikal nodded, though,

" Hahh." lamented Damar, if only he could hit this man in front of him, it might be better for Damar.

" We separated 8 months ago." said Haikal.

" She was the daughter of a high-ranking official..

and I who rank right now of course never get blessing..

at first I did not give up, but after I heard my lover was even in a match with someone else whose rank was much higher than mine, it felt like my confidence was falling out..

my struggle ran out in the bitterness of reality." Haikal explained by holding back all his painful feelings.

" I decided to break up with him, and move to this city,

I think it's all over well, he's never heard from again..

then..

I overheard the news of Kinanti from Joseph,

That was my first love.."

Damar remained calm hearing it despite the pain that was seeping into his heart.

" I heard that Kinanti was never married and that she had no lover..

at that instant I thought that we would fit in." Haikal added,

" So you made Kinan your impingement?" tanya Damar started to sharpen.

" No mas, Kinan is not an escape from my heartache.. Kinan can always make me forget all the sadness and pain I received..

being next to her made me appreciated..?" haikal hatch.

" Isn't that the same name?"

" different mas.. Please it's different mas..?!"

" hemm. okay, but you still have to be honest, because honestly in my heart I want to beat you up. You can usually lie to Kinan if you have business, even though you take care of other women.."

" But I'm not cheating on you? I didn't mean to do this kind of thing..

he killed himself and his family was looking for me?

if I were you, what would you be like?"

Damar fell silent, his molars tightened restraining the upset.

" It still can't be justified, you should be honest with your future wife!" damar.

" If you could act like this now, doesn't it mean that after marriage you wouldn't be like this again if the girl was looking for you?!" damar said louder.

" I don't care who you are, whatever your strength is. But hurting Kinan is like hurting me!

I've been looking after Kinan since he was a teenager! let alone men, I even put away a stone in the middle of the road so as not to disturb his steps! once I let him hurt a man, for in the future I will not let him again!"

Haikal bowed,

" I'm overreacting.I'm not betraying him, so everything's gonna be fine..

and our marriage will continue in accordance with what has been planned." Haikal said in a weak tone.

" She's my future wife.This marriage we're both decisive..

please understand.."

Damar clenched his hands, holding back his fists as well.

" There's nothing superfluous to me if it's Kinanti's business!

I won't talk to Kinanti, but that doesn't mean you can lie,

I'll wait for the good news from you about your confession to Kinan,

so don't calm down before you finish the tangled thread between yourself and your ex-lover"