Damar For Kinanti

I always lose

Arriving at home Kinanti looks tired, but after bathing in the kitchen was busy again to prepare dinner.

Damar just glanced at it without commenting.

After Damar's dinner instead of resting, he decided to check on the people in the factory.

Kinanti who knew that her husband was deliberately busy himself did not comment anything.

Kinanti was busy typing the duties of her students when Kaila knocked on the door and knew she was sitting not far from Kinanti.

" Lha? when's entry?" tanya Kinanti was almost aghast.

But Kaila did not answer, her face was so gloomy.

" Lho you know? why?" tanya Kinanti stopped her busy finger.

He pointed his gaze from his laptop to his sister-in-law.

" Joseph the Wicked." said Kaila arrived, arriving,

" Lho? why evil? why then?" kinanti asked in surprise, but Kaila just fell silent while continuing to put on a grim face.

" This is nduk.. Joseph is a cepla ceplos.but he is kind, sometimes a little rude behavior, but he does not mean it like that..

about your car, is he responsible?" obviously Kinanti for knowing Joseph from childhood.

" It's not a car thing.."

" then?"

Kaila shut up again,

" lha.. where do you know the problem if you keep quiet like this?"

" Don't tell Damar?" kaila said slowly.

Kinanti did not reply, but she nodded for sure.

" I'm going to pura courtship with Yusuf mbak, for fear of the secrets of the past mbak and mas Yoga was revealed because Yusuf hit mas Yoga at that time.."

Kinanti nodded, a sign he understood.

" So far he's always jutek, cynical and so on to me. There's no sweetness anyway mbak, lha kok arrived.."

Kaila told all that had happened between her and Joseph to Kinanti,

as detailed and clear as possible.

" It's bad, isn't it? he intentionally wanted to play me..

or don't he want to take revenge on me?"

" what revenge?" Kinanti frowned.

" For what did you do with Yoga??"

Kintai immediately smiled hearing that.

" Yusuf is not so.." said Kinanti,

" About revenge is a stupid thought, you are the brother of Damar, so if he hurts you, what he will face is not Yoga, but Damar..

up until here you understand nduk?"

" understand me, but bad thoughts surround me..

if the word from the beginning knew he was not so fierce, and he was not that hateful to mas Yoga.maybe I would not think this bad to him.."

I smiled again, though,

" Joseph was difficult to approach women, and he was a voter..

so I guess the one he revealed to you was in line with how he felt.."

Kaila silently heard that, she bowed in worry.

" but still, I feel like he's playing me." he said softly.

" Where is it from? Joseph always had such a serious face?"

" He was suddenly flirtatious and aggressive.."

Kinanti laughed at Kaila's words.

" Well, how do you want it?"

" What?"

" Yes Joseph's declaration of love?"

" A. I'm confused?" answer Kaila,

" you know? why confused?? means there's a love dong too??" kinanti Goda,

" ah! mbak, don't you think?!"

" then?"

" I'm still too shocked, so I can't understand my feelings for now." replied Kaila.

" Don't you like to just refuse..?" Kinanti continued to tease.

" Do I want to talk to Joseph?" ask Kinanti, please,

" what's mbak for?"

" The seriousness is.."

Kaila again fell silent and thought.

" He had time to talk about his work..

he said he had bought a piece of land, and was preparing to build a house..

he said he wanted himself and his wife to live independently together without the frills of parents.."

Kinti laughed again hearing that.

" How come you keep laughing?!" Kaila was getting upset.

" Oh, I'm obviously laughing, can Yusuf be so serious to you? when you first met like cats and dogs.."

" Don't be so mbak..?!"

" then?? he's at the stage of talking about it, I don't think he wants to waste time..

she's a year above me, and I think she's at a pretty good age to get married.."

" i'm still in semester two?! crazy what?!" Kaila glares.

And Kinanti could not stop laughing at Kaila's expression.

" Yusuf is not a patient person, but he is also not a reckless person." said Kinanti after letting Kaila long think.

" I am. I really am. My heart is a little moved when she starts to be gentle with me." - Kaila,

" I'm afraid my dreams are cut off because of my inefficiency..

I don't want to disappoint Mas Damar who has spent a lot of money on me..?"

kaila.

" So you're admitting that Yusuf's making you unfocused?"

" Let's just say.it helps you keep a temporary distance, the use of the same to learn each other's feelings..

afraid it's just a cursory interest.." Kinanti said giving input so that Kaila would learn more about her feelings.

" What is it that bothers me..?" tanya Umar also fretted to see the expression of Damar who sometimes looks like a dazed person.

He did not want to sit in his office, instead sitting on a pile of wood that had not been produced.

The cigarette continued to boil, while it was not clear where the direction of view was.

" Go home mas. kasian mbak Kinan if every night in the stay continues.." said Umar ventured.

" I don't know what the problem is, but I memorize it, it's always like this when there are difficult problems..

don't talk..

talk stingy..

I'm used to it. I understand it very well..

but mbak Kinan?, kasian mas.. try to talk about what the question really is..?"

" Be quiet." cut Damar.

" You who are not a husband won't know what it's like..

so shut up.." Damar's voice was calm but full of emphasis, as if Umar would not say much, because Umar really did not know what.

" All right.I'm sorry..

my overtime hours are running out soon..

I went back to the barn to get everything straightened up and went home.."

" Hemm, go home." replied Damar without looking at Umar.

After Umar had gone from before him, Damar could only be bowed.

Until when should he hide this pain of his heart against his wife and his sister.

He wants to be angry, let alone see the two who always pretend to never have a relationship in the past is really great.

Perhaps both of them could become movie stars because of their acting skills.

Damar snorted in annoyance,

in the stamp of his cigarette that is still burning until it goes out.

Surely no one can smoke in the factory, but at a time like this, he himself makes the rules, and he himself violates them.

Had he not been traumatized, he might have run to the mountain to calm himself down.

As Damar walked back to his porch,

the clock on his HP already showed midnight.

With wide steps he entered the house.

Kinanti did not lock the door, however,

and the man went straight to the bathroom to wash his feet and hands.

He took off his shirt because he wanted to replace it with a new one to sleep on.

But he had not yet entered the room, with his chest still bare, and the abdominal muscles that look book-nails, he again walked into the middle room.

His eyes narrowed to see his wife asleep with the laptop still on.

Seeing that Damar held on to both his waist, he could not think, Kinanti could usually sleep in a sitting position like that.

The door was not locked until midnight.

" How about Yoga comes in.." murmured Damar, not the thief he was worried about, even Yoga.

Of course he will not be willing, just imagine it has made ya quite angry.

But Damar tau Yoga was not at home, so his anxiety was soon thrown away.

He walked closer to his wife.

Grabbing her body slowly, and carrying her towards their bedroom.

He couldn't have let his wife sleep there until morning and catch a cold.

Kinanti who felt her body in the lift moved,

she opened her eyes slowly, and found herself in her husband's arms.

Their faces were so close, making Damar's breath felt on Kinanti's forehead.

" I'm sorry mas.." Kinanti's voice shrieked, making Damar's steps stop and looked at the wife who was in his arms.

" You woke up?" ask Damar, please,

" go back to sleep." she said later and walked back to the bed.

" I said I'm sorry..?" the voice of Kinanti again,

rested his head on Damar's warm chest.

Damar felt the movement for the sake of the Kinanti movement, seeing a change in Damar's expression.

" Already, go back to sleep." said Damar while laying Kinanti on the bed.

But Kinanti firmly wrapped her hands around Damar's neck, so Damar had trouble lowering Kinanti.

" What does that mean? told to go to sleep instead..?" said Damar,

" no. I'm tired of being avoided." said Kinanti,

" Who's avoiding you? funny.." replied Damar with Kinanti who was still struggling with him.

" I know you're mad at me.."

" Why should I be angry..?"

Damar tried to smile, and the two looked.

Long enough, so as to be able to evoke a sizzle in the hearts of both.

" It's the only man I love." said Kinanti half-whispering.

His voice was like dancing in Damar's ears, as if deliberately seductive.

" Aren't you like that to me?" added Kinanti makes Damar can no longer hold back.

A sense of heat coursing her body, as well as Kinanti, of course she misses the touch of her husband's soft touch.

" Don't question my love Kinanti.." asserted Damar while laying down Kinanti's body.

But instead of rising up, Damar overrides his wife's body.

Kinanti complained because she felt the physical closeness that Damar was doing.

Kinanti danced Damar's neck easily, as his hands were still coiled there.

" I always lose face to you." lamented Damar could no longer hold back, then immediately snatched his wife's lips.

And not refuse because it was ignored for a few days,

Kinanti even received touch after touch Damar well, even reply aggressively so that Damar drowned.