Damar For Kinanti

Between anger and shame

" Is there a mom?" ask Kinanti to her in-laws who very rarely invite her to talk can even count how many times set foot in the house of Damar and Kinanti.

" Where's Damar?" ask the mother,

" Mas Damar is still bathing, is there anything important ma'am?" ask Kinanti to remain polite.

" Tell her to go home after a shower, Kaila's attitude is strange these days, I can't persuade her,

Kaila kept herself locked up in the room, not going to college, not eating, every time I talked to her she just kept quiet, not nagging as usual." explained the mother, the usually haughty face now looked full of worry.

" Mommy's sick?"

" i don't know, but his face is pale.."

" well, mother came home first, after this me and mas Damar will be there." said Kinanti arrived suddenly also worried.

Without saying anything else, the mother left immediately.

Kinanti walked into the room while stroking her already sizable stomach.

" What the hell is it.." muttered Kinanti, because he actually already knew from his mother that Joseph was also in trouble with his family.

" Daddy?" call Kinanti to her husband who just came out of the bathroom.

" Hmm...?" sahut Damar who only wore a towel.

" Down with clothes, we'll go to Kaila.." Kinanti took the clothes from the closet quickly and immediately handed them to her husband.

Damar looks confused,

" What's the matter?" asked Damar with a frown.

" mother from here, she asked me to see Kaila, she didn't go to college, didn't eat, locked herself in the room, and I told you her face was pale?"

" most noisily with Joseph, it will be. later also improve itself." replied Damar while wearing his clothes.

" dude? she's your sister..? what's wrong with showing your concern?"

" I cared enough about him, until people thought I was spoiling him,

he is no longer a child, he must be able to cope with his own emotions, if all are helped and accompanied when he will grow up.." replied Damar calmly, if all are helped, he walked towards his wife's dresser after she finished getting dressed.

Pick up the comb and start tidying up her hair.

" After all, you can't act at will,

he doesn't want me to interfere in his decisions,

but when the decision is bad, or not going well,

he easily came and told me to take care of everything to fix it." Damar put the comb back on and approached his wife.

In the kiss of his wife's forehead, smiling his hand gently stroked his wife's stomach.

" misability teaches a lot of things, including making humans more mature.."

" Kaila is a woman, not a man like you. She is also never difficult to start small, do not assume everyone can be as mature as you when faced with a difficult situation?

moreover, I heard from Yusuf's mother is also in trouble,

he left the house, even out of his job..

what's wrong with taking Kaila to talk and telling her to eat?"

Damar was silent, seemingly thinking.

" You don't see forget how mom treated you?

he even considers you an unworthy daughter-in-law,

she did not perform her function as a mother properly,

I asked... Has he ever been friendly with us?

even when we're having trouble, he doesn't show up to mediate..

even your stomach is this big she never came here to see you,

just a stale base to say congratulations was not.." said Damar later.

Kinanti looked at her husband with understanding, she knew..

her husband also wants the proper affection of a mother, even if it's just a mother.

" Whatever you've done, it's not our job to judge..

I'm sure one day mom's heart will open and appreciate you more..

our duty is to educate Kaila, so as not to be the same person as the mother." Kinanti's advice to her husband,

" i know.but my feet are reluctant to step into the house" said Damar with a tired look.

At exactly one night, there was the sound of mother knocking on the door loudly.

" Damar!! Damar..!!" the mother's voice sounded half-screaming, mixed in tears.

Damar hurriedly got up, and put on his shirt.

" Mother's voice?" Kinanti tilted her body and woke up slowly.

" Yes, mother's voice?!" damar replied as he walked with quick steps out of the room.

Damar hurriedly took the key and opened the front door.

Seen the figure of a random mother scrambled with tears that are still flowing.

" your sister..? please sister? she's bleeding..?" the middle-aged woman grabbed onto both of Damar's arms, her gaze weakly pleading.

Hearing that Damar did not answer, he put away his mother's hand and immediately ran towards the house which was 10 meters from his house.

His mind is not bad, suicide. Don't Kaila recklessly cut his pulse..! batin Damar is raging, especially what will be done by young people who are heartbroken.

From a distance seen Yoga who also runs in a hurry, he chases Damar.

" Hurry in!" adamant Damar gave way first to Yoga.

Damar was shocked to see Kaila curled up on the floor with blood flowing from his groin.

Yoga immediately grabbed onto Kaila's body, The girl was deathly pale, her tears flowing while occasionally moaning in pain.

As he groaned in pain the blood flowed more from his groin.

Damar froze, his face pale with that much blood.

While Kinanti who knows behind Damar,

" a.. Kaila?!" said the woman was brick.

" Don't look! now home! go home!" damar turned and pushed his wife out of Kaila's room.

Kinanti retreated, he did not return to his house but stood in the living room accompanying the mother who was already weak and could not cry anymore.

" He. miscarried mas.." said Yoga while looking at Damar with the same view as not believing what happened.

Damar did not reply, his expression confused.

" Dude..!" call Yoga to wake up Damar.

" Get the car, we're going to the hospital now?!" Yoga lifts Kaila's body.

Damar and Yoga sat in the IGD waiting chair in blood-soaked clothes.

Yoga in his pajamas, and Damar in his t-shirt and shorts.

Both of them bowed weakly, similarly still digesting what had just happened.

" Joseph, this must have been the work of Joseph, and he had grown tired of living!" muttered Damar refrained from attracting the attention of doctors and nurses who passed by.

" Don't rush to judge the mas, we wait for Kaila to wake up and ask what really happened." said Yoga more calm.

" Who else would it be if not Joseph?!" damar's hands were clenched.

" That's not what I meant,"

" then what?!"

" this is not normal according to my observation, it seems Kaila deliberately carried out the abortion process.."

" You mean Kaila deliberately dropped the contents? not a natural miscarriage? I mean.. Isn't it because the content isn't strong or what?"

Yoga is, however, nodding,

" i'm not a gynecologist, but I can confirm that Kaila doesn't want a baby in her stomach, so she's doing this.."

His face was crimson, between anger and shame for his sister's actions.