Damar For Kinanti

Take me too..

" Keep talking?! don't shut! please Ji!" pinta the young man in a loud voice, his breathing puffing, his face, hands and feet were covered with wounds.

With the rest of his strength the young man carried his friend on his back, he was determined, leaving both home together, nothing more important than that.

" I'm not leaving you! we go home together! I'll take you home to your mother! did you hear that?!

so open your eyes, and answer me?!" firmly the young man.

He walked half-running with a load on his back, his legs were a little limp in because he would fall several times.

Without any illumination he penetrated the dense forest, breaking through the grass grass that was almost as tall as himself.

" Ji? Aji?" call the man, but his friend does not answer.

" Don't sleep Ji?! in front of already visible field, maybe we are getting closer to the right direction?!" saying continues.

Between his steps were tears falling, his heart was in pain,

Sesal feeling tubi.

Why should Aji fall into a steep river, then,

why not just himself, then,

if he was not lazy to wake up and not let this beginner Aji looking for water himself might not be like this.

" We're going home! we'll go home I promise you!" firmly the young man again wiped away his tears quickly so that Aji would not see him.

He kept walking, accompanied by the strange sound of birds.

" Srakk! srakk! srakk!" the sound of thatch being hit by the young man to make way.

After an hour of walking arrived the young man's steps stopped.

His body stiffened instantly.

" No." he said softly,

" don't..??" he said again,

he just realized, since then Aji did not answer, even hissing pain was not, and increasingly felt his back as heavy.

He touched Aji's hand on his shoulder.

Chilly,

The young man's face was deathly pale, realizing something.

With a quick movement he lowered Aji from his back, put his friend's body on the grass.

"Ji? Aji?" the young man called out to his friend whose eyes were closed.

" Don't be like this?! answer me?! open your eyes. Please just move your mouth a little?!" the young man slapped his friend's cheek several times, hoping that he would wake up.

" don't? I promised you I'd take you home, I'd apologize to your mother..

don't be like this?! Aji..!!!" the young man shouted loudly in front of Aji who had not reacted to anything.

His face was pale blue, his eyes were still tightly closed despite being slapped many times by his friend,

" Don't go like this. Don't leave me like this?!!" the young man shouted, his voice disappearing between the dark of the night and the trees.

" Akh!" there was a pain in his piercing chest,

tightness, tightness, it feels hard to breathe.

" Aji.." he fell beside his friend's body, his voice slashing.

His body had survived walking for days, without eating, perhaps this was the final limit of his body strength.

" Aji's.. Aji.." call him out of energy, his body can't be moved anymore.

Her tears were melting uncontrollably from the corner of her eyes, there was an incredible pain that she could not describe.

"Bring me too." he said with a heartbreaking pain.

" Take me too. I don't want to live if you're no longer in this world." his voice whispered in the ground covered with reeds and thorny plants around him.

" Hu. hu.hu..hu..!" Wailing, he cried as it became.

" She.hu.hu..hu..hu.." She cried for a long time, until..

" Hu. hu.hukkk!" his throat was choked, his chest back tight as it felt in the press of a kilo of weight.

" Hukk! hukk!" he's having trouble breathing.

" Damar?! Damar?!" Winda shook Damar's body.

" Wake Dam! Dammar!" Winda asked the workers to help him sit Damar's body.

" Sir..?" said Damar when he felt he was better.

The man was crying in his sleep.

" I told you, sleep at home! what if there's what? who will hear your voice while the engine sounds like this!" Winda was angry, angry.

Already 3 times he found Damar like that while sleeping.

And Winda knew it was true, it was due to bad things that he had experienced.

" I love you, Lee. You're my sister, I don't want anything bad to happen to you.." she added later in a more subtle, half-pleasing tone.

Winda's eyes glass, he really felt sorry for Damar, Winda felt the burden on Damar was too heavy..

his life was like no less, but Winda knew Damar's feelings were never calm and suffered.

" Go back to your psychiatrist." - Willa, orders,

" There's no point. There I'm crazy to take drugs continue.." muttered Damar still limp, he sat down while leaning on the sofa, he leaned on the sofa, on his cheeks even still looks melted tears that began to dry up.

" I'm tired.I want to sleep, but even in sleep I can't rest.." lamented Damar in a raucous voice.

The tears melted again from the corner of his eye.

" Oh, lee..." Winda hugged his sister, his heart nelongso saw Damar like that.

" Don't work anymore, go home?"

Damar was silent,

his sight was momentarily empty.

" I want to sleep at Mbah uti's house." he said later,

" Yes. sak karepmu le. which is important km calm.." replied Winda.

He actually feels calm if Damar sleeps at his grandmother's house, incidentally his grandmother's house is not far away, just turning to the back of the house.

It's just that the grandmother's house is surrounded by rice fields, it's because the people still like farming even though they are old and have enough.

" If you feel you sleep better.sleep continue at home mbah Uti, your home thing, let the mbak clean.." said Winda calming.

" I'm afraid the mother is crowded again if I continue to continue at home mbah Uti.." Damar's voice shrieked.

" Lha why? wong is your mbah! mbah us!"

" I'm afraid I thought I would want to seduce the inheritance..

I've been charged with greed.."

" That basic woman is lacking her mind! what dream did your father marry her, which in his mind was just a treasure!

even if you have it all, it's your right!

what are you afraid of?!

let her mouth say anything, you've had enough to struggle for a year outside the house!

enough you've given up!" willa's advice is firm.

He was furious at Damar's stepmother, but he could not do anything because Damar himself decided to be patient with the attitude of his stepmother.

" What I can do as a brother can only fight to help you earn your right..

your happiness. yourself who must seek. ", said Winda,

" My life is destined not to be happy mbak.so it is." said Damar flat.

" Can't you talk like that?! the past is over, don't keep burdening yourself?!

get married, who knows by marrying your suffering is reduced or it can be lost.."

" When it increases?" Damar looked at Winda seriously.

" If you love each other, there will be no such thing as Lee's suffering..

if all the family problems get it, but there is always a way out..

so don't be apathetic.." Winda calms Damar down, though,

" Find me a wife who won't be frightened and leave me who loves to cry and scream in sleep..

wife who will not think me crazy mbak.." Damar's eyes slashed the heart of Winda, he said,

" duh Gusti.." complains Vinda in heart, his heart is really sad.