Damar For Kinanti

I can't sleep

Yoga parked his car in the garage, man,

" We've come down.." Yoga went down, and Dinda followed.

Kaila was the last to go down.

With a doubtful step Dinda entered into a house that was quite large and nice, it was,

it is like the earth and the sky compared to the house of Dinda.

" Take me to Kinanti's house..?" dinda's voice hesitated.

" No, mas Damar and Kinanti are resting.. Kinanti was also pregnant.I was afraid she was shocked to see you this blind morning..

calm down.." said Yoga standing in front of Dinda while still carrying travel for Dinda.

" Just sleep in my place?" kaila's voice was relaxed, though,

" no, there's your mother who's gonna make a fuss, you don't take that into account?" Yoga glared a little at Kaila.

" Yes yes.sleep here only.there are two empty rooms.." Kaila supports the word Yoga.

" But it doesn't feel right, if anyone sees how?" Dinda fretting.

" There will be no noise here, you see for yourself our family home is separated from the villagers..

suppose someone saw why?

they wouldn't dare to comment.."

" that's right, yes, rest here mbak.." again Kaila supports the word Yoga.

" Already, believe me, there will be nothing." said Yoga assured.

" Have I come home yet, don't you forget?!" pamit Kaila while reminding her of Yoga promises.

" Iyo iyo.. wes ngalih o. (yes yes. go there.)" said Yoga.

" Eh.. used up sweet as you throw away." said Kaila as it passed.

Seeing Kaila go Yoga instantly locked the door, while Dinda was still glued to her place since earlier, she looked puzzled.

" What are you thinking, let me take you to your room.." Yoga grabbed Dinda's wrist and pulled her slowly.

Dinda who was confused was of course following the steps of Yoga like a child who was being led.

" Where is your son?" tanya Dinda arrived, arrived,

" he sleeps in my mother's house.The house that fits next to me is not far away.."

dinda's steps stopped, though,

" why?" tanya yoga turned around, still with her hands pulling on Dinda's wrists.

" Ki..we're both here? or is there something else?" dinda asked with a strange feeling.

Yoga smiled briefly, reading what Dinda was worried about.

" We're just the two of us. Why? are you now afraid of me?"

" I'm just sleeping in Kinanti?"

" i told you to sleep here, I won't pounce on you while you're sleeping.."

Dinda's face met with red, she was embarrassed, she could be alone in a house this big, with Yoga again.

" Where is more dangerous? me or your ex-husband?" tanya Yoga is calm,

Dinda was silent, she did not want to answer.

" Come.." Yoga pulls Dinda again, and takes her to one of the empty rooms.

" I'm sorry, I just put up a makeshift bed sheet. There is no preparation, which works here also only until 6 o'clock..

I hope your sleep will stay well.." Yoga put Dinda's travel on the table, right next to the bed.

" the bathroom is there" Yoga pointed to the door in the room, at the end.

Dinda looked up, isn't this room as big as the living room in her house.

Again Dinda is made to think deeply, she and Yoga are so far apart, it is really impossible for this relationship to happen.

" Rest.. or are you hungry?"

Dinda shook her head, though,

" yes already. food is in the kitchen and refrigerator.look for it yourself. I mean. consider it your own home.."

Dinda nodded, though,

" Yes already.if there is anything knock on the door of my room the front one.." said Yoga then kissed Dinda's forehead quickly so that the woman could not avoid.

" I'll protect you, don't fear anything.." Yoga then came out of the room.

Dinda touched his chest while sitting on the edge of the bed.

" God.." lamented slowly, his heartbeat swirled, from earlier he held himself back.

Yoga Yang had changed his clothes with pajamas, and had been lying down since then was unable to close his eyes.

He went back and forth on the bed, unsettled.

" Oh!" the man got up, it was four and a half in the morning, but his eyes were not also closed, fortunately tomorrow his schedule at the Clinic noon, if it could not be dangerous, he said, how can he accept a patient with a tangled face and lack of sleep.

With heavy steps Yoga came out of the room, and sat down on the sofa of the living room, looking at the door of the room that Dinda occupied.

I can usually myself. Now I know what it's like to be a mas Damar every day.Inner, still keep staring at the door of the room for twenty minutes.

" Ceklekk.." there was a sound of the door opening, and it was Dinda's room door.

Both are the same staring, who was in front of the door stunned, who was sitting staring at the door was stunned.

" Where are you going?" tanya Yoga quickly after escaping from her excitement.

" Want to take a drink. I'm thirsty." replied Dinda a little embarrassed, she felt like she was turning away, let alone Yoga looking at her like that.

" Sit here. Let me get you.." said Yoga bediri quickly then immediately to the kitchen.

He returned with a cup of warm water.

Put the cup on the table right in front of the sofa Dinda was sitting on.

" Warm water.the heat is a little cold.." Yoga is not far from Dinda.

" I can actually take it myself, but, thank you." said Dinda, then drank the water in the cup.

Yoga opened the curtains in the middle room, showing the rice fields are still dark, the sky is also still dark even before dawn.

" I went to the room first." said Dinda got up, but Yoga pulled her back to sit down.

" If I can't just sleep here, I can't sleep either." said yoga to the woman in the nightgown, but in a shorts suit, makes Dinda look fresh and cute like a kid.

" I can't close my eyes, I don't know..

luckily I'm in the afternoon tomorrow..

you're not sleeping either, are you?

let's just talk while we wait for dawn." Yoga's voice half begged.

At first Dinda did not answer, but shortly afterwards she nodded.

Of course the heart of Yoga cheered the cheer seeing that nod.

" Do we need to get food in the kitchen?" tanya Yoga, please,

" Are you hungry?"

The two looked at each other, Yoga felt melted to see this woman so close to him, could not bear to hold and kiss her.

" Okay.don't look at me like that." lamented Yoga dropped his head on Dinda's shoulder.

" It feels like I'm going to melt." said Yoga softly, making Dinda uncomfortable with embarrassment.

" yes, I'll go in then.."

" Don't?!" Yoga prevents the woman for the umpteenth time.

" Can't you. Don't go back to bandung..?"

the question of Yoga made Dinda shocked,

" Why can't I go back to bandung?" ask Dinda, please,

" because it feels like I won't be able to not see you in a long time..

just imagine that my heart hurts.." lamented Yoga,

" you are, don't be weird, you're just carried away and disappointed, so you're acting like this towards me..

we're even so far apart.."

Hearing that Yoga was silent, did not reply as usual.

His gaze looked unpleasant to Dinda.

" Should I just do you realize how I feel?" the voice of Yoga sounded a moment later, a little cynical, visibly angry.

" I don't want us to quarrel, won't we promise to be friends and make peace.." Dinda got up, but this time Yoga didn't pull her back.

Dinda walked straight towards the door, but when her hand touched the door handle, she felt her body lift up quickly.

" Yoga?!" peekik Dinda surprised,

" gtsss..!" Yoga carried Dinda to her room.

Arriving in the room, the woman lay him on the bed and on it.

" Yoga?! conscious Yoga?!" yell Dinda, shouts,

" I'm sober.." The sound of Yoga with its breath tickled Dinda's ears, making her like a hot worm.

Because of the abnormal body response, Dinda tried her hardest to push Yoga from above her body.

But the Yoga that was peeling his neck was not warty.

Dinda energy can not one bit shake the body Yoga.

" Yoga? this isn't true??!"

" it is not, but at least I can keep you from returning to the man." the sound of Yoga shaking held something back, both of them looked on, both of them were hoping to understand even without speaking.

" I'm not crazy so I want to go back to my ex-husband?!" firmly Dinda.

" Oh yeah? and the other one?"

" The other one?"

" the young man who always follows you? Alvian's his name?"

hearing Alvian's name mentioned Dinda was immediately silent.

The tone of voice of Yoga is full of jealousy, jealousy,

" Now you shut up? does that mean you have feelings for her?" the question of yoga is not answered,

it made Yoga upset, with a boost of jealousy, in the kiss of the woman who was under his body.

A kiss that has no warmth at all, which there is only a sense of wanting to master and be recognized.

yoga is currently burning with jealous fire.

" I.. I can't breathe..??" dinda's voice had trouble breathing when Yoga let go of her kiss.

Degs..

Yoga suddenly realized that he had been rude, and,

for a while Yoga looked at Dinda's face, stroking her hair and cheeks.

Then she kissed the woman again, with more subtle movements and softer kisses,

yah.. Yoga more pointed to his affection, he began to realize that from then on jealousy made him behave recklessly.

On her trunk Dinda's hair was several times, before she removed her lips from Dinda's lips.

" You? why treat me this way?" Dinda's voice vibrated saving the cries.

" Do I deserve to treat you like this? you said you were gonna protect me hours ago?? but what are you doing now." added Dinda with shaky shoulders.

Yoga as in a slap, oh.. Lordy?? what have I done??! his mind is hard, disappointed in himself, and,

he was shocked to death to realize that he had hurt Dinda.

" I'm sorry? pardon??" Yoga came down from Dinda's body and immediately embraced the woman,

" I'm this way out of jealousy." - Yoga's voice was soft.

" i am not sane when I am jealous. forgive me Din? no crying? no crying??" pinta Yoga's.

The man begged all morning, keeping the woman in his arms.

Now the heavier it feels, the heart of Yoga really does not want to let go of the woman,

of course he was so sorry..

because of her, this morning so many tears Dinda spilled.

" I'm such a jerk.I'm such an insane jealous person..

but at least now you can feel, my feelings for you, really really or not." said Yoga still tightly embraced Dinda.