Damar For Kinanti

pity your wife

" Damar in takoni sek (ask first)?!" said one member.

" Opo takon? (ask what?)" damar replied as he walked towards the crowd of his friends who were resting.

They all reached the post ranu pani 15 minutes ahead of Damar and Dedy.

It happened because Damar stopped long enough to meet Yoga in watu rejeng.

Not to mention Damar had to wait for Dedy who seemed to have sucked and could not walk as fast as before.

" dam? how about arjuno welirang ora? iki ben in the data? (take to arjuna welirang no, this let in the data?) just 3 days Dam, turning yo? (come with ya?)" ask one of the alumni.

" No, he went straight home!" sela Dedy walked behind Damar, his breathing was not careless.

" Jeez Ded.. Win him regular exercise, your breath is Wednesday..?!" rian protests.

" Wes? tenan iki ora?! ( already? isn't this coming?!)"

" Tennan! ojok nimble!" Dedy is loud.

From afar you can see Yoga and Wiwit walking towards the licensing post as well.

The two walked past the group of Damar into the post.

Before long the two of them came out, Yoga hesitantly approached towards Damar.

" I'm waiting for you, if you don't want to go home with me, it's okay..

but I'll follow the mas from behind..

I promised the house guy,

will take you home." said Yoga in a soft voice so as not to be heard by a friend of Damar.

Damar quietly did not answer, he walked away.

But Yoga did not give up, he followed the steps of Damar who walked towards the empty hall.

His steps stopped there, though,

" i told you not to show yourself." Damar's voice was cold.

" I'm sorry, I just want to make sure that you're going straight home." replied Yoga, the man's face looked shabby and pale.

Damar knew his brother was exhausted.

" Aren't you supposed to be happy if I don't come home?" Damar is still cynical.

" That's not true mas.as hate and as regretful as mas with me now, of course mas do not forget how I appreciate the presence of mas in our family..

that won't change until anytime..

and..

for now the most important thing is not this..

but go see your sick wife..?" Yoga dared to look at Damar.

He tried undaunted, along the way Wiwit injected him with sentences that were able to suppress his courage to appear.

" I told you, you can beat me to satisfaction, now, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, whenever you want..

but please..

I'm getting home..

pity your wife." said Yoga with a tone full of confidence and did not tremble again like when in watu rejeng.

" Aren't you on your knees anymore?" Damar again sting.

Yoga like not knowing the usual Damar, what disappointment makes his attitude sarcastic and annoying.

Yoga hopes it is only temporary, and tries to understand it.

" I've done it mas, all the sentences of my request have also been expressed, I have said,

it all depends on you, now,

because it's no longer the self-worth we're talking about..

but Kinanti,

your innocent wife is waiting for you in her miserable condition..

he just keeps blaming himself for not coming back?!" Yoga continued to stare at Damar, and the two exchanged a moment's glance.

Until finally Damar throw his gaze towards ranu pani.

" Does anyone accept his suspicions?"

" what do you mean?" the phrase Yoga began to attract the attention of Damar, the tall man saw Yoga again with a still cynical but also curious view.

" This is what I didn't learn, about how deeply women feel..

mas only know how to work and store assets mas well,"

" So you're the smartest thing about women's feelings?!" damar's eyes widened in anger.

" I'm not saying I'm the one who understands women the most,

but at least I learned from my old mistakes,

why I was abandoned by Bagas' mother,

it was because I gave him less attention and did not understand what he wanted.

I never listen to his opinion and just follow what I think is true, but not everything I think is true and worth doing.

He eventually turned and left me tired..

he was tired because I didn't give him the love he deserved.

some people can wait a long time, though,

there are those who don't..

just like us, men are sometimes impatient, right?,

I don't want that to happen to you?!".

Damar froze with a stunned expression.

A few sentences of Yoga made him think arrived.

A look of anxiety began to appear on his face.

" It's enough of me to ever let Kinanti down, enough of me to ever get her hurt..

mas don't be..

don't be a jerk like me?!,

just imagine how much his heart ached right now,

his life was disturbed by me who had already made an inner wound in the past,

and now her husband did not believe..but instead rebuked her, accused her harshly and abandoned her..?!"

Damar was silent, his eyes were starting to fill and blush.

" I didn't leave him." Damar's voice trembled.

" I never wanted to leave him." he added shakyly.

" Why then when the anger has disappeared and never returned?"

" My disappointment with you is too great.."

" disappointed, but in reality nothing has happened between me and your wife in the present,

even in her past when she was my lover,

he was so heart-wrenching to take care of himself,

she is not the kind of woman who gives up everything just for love!

so now if you don't want to go home soon,

don't blame anyone if he thinks badly of you and ends up tired!"

Damar again mute, like giving Yoga a chance to continue to talk and change Damar's thinking.

" What would a wife think if she left home angry and didn't come home after a few weeks?"

Damar was still silent, his eyes were fixed somewhere.

" What if he misunderstands and draws his own conclusions?

that mas who was angry and did not come home this met another woman?

what if these two more weeks, bad thoughts about mas poison his mind??

what kind of attitude would you take if you had already touched another woman??"

Damar's face flushed red, his heart suddenly riled.

" Silence!" firmly Damar loudly without staring at Yoga.

" Let's go home!" he was still angry, through him Yoga just like that.

Wiwit drives with care, he keeps following the jeep that Damar drives from behind.

Every now and then he glanced at Yoga who closed his eyes, the white man looked lousy,

but the unease faded slightly from his face.

Not like they first met, though,

maybe the conversation ended well..

inner Wiwit.

" Thank you." said Yoga suddenly opened his eyes.

" Lho? kira sleeping mas.." Wiwit was a bit shocked.

" Just close my eyes doesn't mean I'm sleeping." replied Yoga fixed his sitting position.

" Thanks to you, I have the courage to express my opinion, even though the risk is that I could be beaten.."

yoga said as he opened a packet of candy and ate it.

" But the truth is not being hit, is it?" Wiwit smiled, though,

" Well, he seemed to be holding himself back from hitting me." said Yoga.

" He's a loving person..

there is no hatred in the eyes of the Damar mas, even though he said cynical and rude..

so then..

sorry, sorry, sorry.."

" let's just say, I won't be offended." said Yoga, throwing his gaze at the surrounding trees.

" Don't hurt him again.His body is gallant, but his heart is easily hurt.pity me..?"

wiwit.

" You are right.he is the most compassionate among us." said Yoga cirih.