Damar For Kinanti

I'm sorry

Kinanti opened her eyes, and the surroundings were already dark.

" Huh." lamented when he realized he was left alone in the car.

Kinanti looking for her bag,

there's not, no,

maybe Dinda's already brought him in.

With a movement of heart, Kinanti opened the door of Alfian's car, then exited,

visible lights on the side of the road are already on, including the lights of the house around.

Kinanti allowed the sandal, though,

his legs are still stiff from sleeping while sitting too long.

" Maybe Dinda didn't wake me up..!" grouse Kinanti slowly.

" Have you woken up?!" alfian's voice approached.

" Yes, how?" Kinanti was about to protest, but Alfian cut his sentence.

" Not awakened?" sahut Alfian smiled, saying,

" said Dinda teteh lack of sleep, we do not have the heart to wake up teteh. it looks slumber.." continued Alfian still with a smile full of understanding.

" Yes already.detah just go in, the car wants me to enter the tea garage.."

" oh.. yes yes.. nohun (thank you) yes..?" Kinanti smiled back.

" Oh. nuhun all, learn from where? just been here a week?"

" you know nohun only.sama sabera..

because it's useful if you're shopping for vegetables.."

They both laughed, though,

" Yes, it's late at night." said Alfian,

" yes yes, thanks again.." Kinanti walked into Dinda's rented house.

After opening the door and closing it back Kinanti walked into the bathroom,

from the bathroom, she opened the door to Dinda's room.

" Can you usually not wake me up anyway Din?!" kinanti's voice was swallowed by Dinda's room wall, silent.

There was no one in the room, Kinanti closed the room back, there was no sign of no life in the living room and the living room as well.

" It could usually come out also not saying goodbye," again Kinanti grumbled.

He walked towards the room he occupied this week, the front room whose windows were directly connected to the front street of the house.

Open the door to the room, and turn on the light.

Kinanti who intended to close the door to the room suddenly snapped,

it froze in place.

He felt someone's hands holding him from behind, slowly.

The deg..!

Kinanti was terrified, her body was trembling, her legs were limp.

" Who is this? a thief? a robber?!" batin Kinanti with a body that feels hot cold not because so afraid, he,

He wanted to scream, but he wasn't that brave.

" See. who?" the voice of Kinanti shakes.

There was a distinctive smell that Kinanti was familiar with, tobacco mixed with perfume that softly touched his nose.

" I'm sorry..??" the distinctive sound of Damar in the room.

Making Kinanti's legs limp even more, until the woman almost fell, but Damar held tightly to Kinanti's waist until his body stood up straight again.

" I'm sorry about your outrageous husband Nan..

I'm kapok. I really won't repeat it..

won't leave you again..

whatever anger I'll be.."

hearing Damar's soft voice pleading instead of being pleased, the woman cried instead.

The tears that originally came down slowly were,

the longer it gets full and full.

" nan? no crying?? I can't stand to hear your cries..

please forgive me??" Damar who could not bear to hear the cry never let go hugging Kinanti tighter, on his head dropped on Kinanti's shoulder.

Feeling Kinanti's shoulders shaking violently from crying, Damar twisted his wife's body to face her.

He looked at the woman who was sobbing sobs, that,

his body is getting thinner, though,

his face was not as fresh and beautiful as before.

seeing the condition of his wife, accompanied by the sound of painful cries, Damar's heart was like slashed.

" I'm only 3 weeks away, why are you this good..??? oh...my wife...?!" Damar cried, in his arms, full of emotion and sadness.

" I'm the fool not coming back soon, I'm the fool..?!!" Damar was angry with himself.

But not a single word came out of Kinanti's lips, she just cried and cried, like she had been spitting all her burdens for some time.

Whether sad, whether happy, he did not know, which he obviously just wanted to cry as hard as he could.

Yoga is behind Dinda.

" Where are we going to eat?" ask Yoga.

" In lalapan duck madura sebrang road there" replied Dinda while pointing towards the road, while the highway is so crowded, like there is no gap to cross.

" Lha? far?" Yoga goes a long way.

" A little bit" replied Dinda short.

" Ah, who is near, I am tired of the road far away, where the road is crowded again." Yoga grumbled.

Hearing that Dinda turned around, her face looked annoyed.

" Otherwise for the sake of Kinanti and her husband, I'm lazy to walk with you!" spray Dinda.

" You should understand, besides my house there is no food, you also have to give time for the husband and wife to talk! you want to be a third party keep going?!" Dinda cynical.

we can sit where the cake is while ordering food?" answer Yoga is just as upsetting but more subtle.

Dinda stayed quite a long time beside the highway.

" Tuh, there is padang cuisine. there is also satay. tuh there is also fried chicken.." point Yoga, in the stalls and shops around the University road.

" There you go. Don't go far.." Yoga took a step opposite Dinda.

" I swear to God, you're such a bitch, aren't you?"

" You're a bitch too." Yoga replied.

" Or, we'll just sleep in the hotel tonight?" yoga suddenly turned around.

Dinda glared,

" You mean?!!"

" you're like a dragon that can spout fire at any time..

you said they needed time, though,

so just give it time, please,

maybe they'll be embarrassed if there's both of us..

so we sleep outside, we go home tomorrow morning..

how's it?"

Dinda who was initially angry, suddenly seemed to think.

It is true that they left both husbands and wives,

both of them must have missed too.

Dinda let out a long sigh, feeling that Yoga speech has a point.

" We buy food first, we put it on the terrace and then go back away." said Dinda in a quieter tone.

" But you're the one who sleeps in the hotel, I want to sleep in my friend's house" Dinda continued.

" Yes, when I'm going to the hotel alone?" yoga Protest,

" Well you want?!"

" yoo.. I'm turning your crew. (yes, I'm coming with you.)"

" gosh.. Are you old?!"

" you're old too.. "

" well, don't follow me then."

" I am a guest.. This city is foreign to me, and should you guide me and protect me?"

" Wand you? protecting you?" Dinda sting, as if mocking.

" I leave it here nobody will kidnap you." grumbled Dinda.

" uh! what kind of insult is that? you underestimated me too much.."

" not underestimating, but you don't know yourself,

it's gone!"

" no! good to throw me out?!"

Both of them even fussed on the side of the road, making other pedestrians notice the two of them with strange views.

Damar sat his wife in his lap.

tidied up Kinanti's hair, and wiped away the rest of her tears that had soaked her face.

" I was wrong.I should have asked you to live somewhere else from the beginning." said Damar and hugged his wife again so that Kinanti's head rested on Damar's chest.

" I promise, shortly after we get home, we'll move house..

a comfortable and quiet home..

there will be no one in my family who can bother you." said Damar while peeping his wife's forehead many times.

" Why not talk at all, dear?" damar asked when he realized his wife had not said anything since.

" Have I not been forgiven? don't you want to forgive me.. Nan??" ask Damar expectantly.

Kinanti remained silent, she had no intention of answering, because for her it was still too sick to leave such a thing.

He opens the vengeful type, though,

anger was not kept in his heart,

and yet..

that disappointment still exists..

and that's what made him not want to talk.

" It doesn't matter if you're still angry..

I will show you how deeply I regret for leaving you..

you're my wife Nan, I'll do whatever it takes for you..

although I have to spend my time here." said Damar tightened his embrace.

Kinati remained silent, only able to resign even though Damar hugged her tightly.

He did not refuse, because not only Damar, he was also harboring longing even though he was still covered in disappointment.

On the back of his wife who was in his lap.

Previously small body, now getting smaller, Damar really sad about it.

" Why can it be this straight hemm. I'm so sorry to see you like this.." said Damar peeping again Kinanti's forehead, anxious, sorry, longing.

" At least Nan replied, even if it was just one word, I even missed your voice." said Damar looking at his wife for quite a long time.

Seeing how red his wife's lips were, his heart was moved,

on his face, his wife kissed him slowly,

kiss him with a heart and calm, because he did not want to make the new wife in his meeting was uncomfortable.

Indeed, Damar had tried to refrain from kissing the little lips of Kinanti,

because he felt Kinanti had not fully accepted his presence.

But whatever the power, Damar can never hold himself when adjacent to Kinanti,

moreover. now his miss is already on the tip of the horn.