Damar For Kinanti

anything to do with you is torture..

Damar was driving quietly, although he occasionally let out a heavy sigh.

With a calm night atmosphere, and a smooth way to drive Damar, of course, Kinanti can hear the heavy breath of Damar clearly.

Kinanti bowed, and Damar remained silent while watching the road.

" Pause a minute, okay..?" said Damar arrived, he marginalized his car to the shoulder of the road.

Damar chose to stop in front of an empty store.

Of course, it is now 9 pm, so of course many shops are starting to close.

" it's okay, right? I'd like to smoke for a while." said Damar immediately opened the car door and walked towards the store's head, he did not wait for Kinanti to answer or even ask what they stopped for in this place.

He sat in a long wooden chair that might be deliberately prepared by the store owner for the buyer.

Kinanti was in the car,

he only noticed Damar who started burning cigarettes and smoking them.

Now Kinanti who sighed heavily looked at Damar's restless expression.

Every now and then, Kinanti saw Damar lowering his head,

I don't know what he really saw, though,

asphalt yet? I don't know anything else.

I don't know how many minutes passed, which clearly Damar had spent a cigarette.

He stared at the car for a long time, then got up.

" We'll eat first, okay..?" damar said when he got into the car, there was a smell of tobacco that was rippling around Damar.

" Is he hungry?" ask Kinanti, please,

" no. but I want to take you out to eat." replied Damar, actually he still wants to be with Kinanti longer.

He leaned his back on the car seat, then smiled faintly.

" It felt like I didn't want to take you home" he said staring straight out the window of his car.

Kinanti was silent, the atmosphere became silent for a moment.

" Didn't I promise..?" kinanti said trying her best to not get carried away.

Damar was silent,

like feeling stuffy even though it had turned on the Ac, Damar immediately opened the window wide.

" I shouldn't have taken you to that place earlier." she said,

"i thought I'd be okay..

in fact, I don't.." he added.

Kinanti was still frozen, this situation did not make him comfortable, whether what he had to say to comfort Damar, his heart was also full of feelings that he did not consider right.

" What I have to do, so that you'll be okay..

of course you have to remember that I'm someone's future wife.."

kinanti's voice was a little hoarse.

" You who are now will not be able to comfort me in any way..

for now anything to do with you is excruciating..

even if you're sitting as still as you are right now beside me, it's excruciating.."

Kinanti looked at Damar with a frown, frowning,

" How can you say as if I was deliberately torturing you??"

" of course, you've even been torturing me since we left.." Damar threw his gaze out the window again.

" You deliberately scratched your hair whose fragrance spread where it was..

then sit this close to me, isn't that torment too.." Damar smiled cynically, his heart had been pounding uncontrollably since the beginning of their departure, but Damar tried as calmly as possible in front of Kinanti, so that Kinanti felt comfortable near him.

" Can you love Haikal?" asked Damar suddenly changed the topic.

He remained in the car with Kinanti, and turned off the car engine that had been turned on earlier.

" That's not something we should discuss, human feelings cannot be described with one or two sentences,

so don't ever ask me about that kind of thing again.."

Damar was silent, he again sighed.

" Do I have to get married too?" damar's sentence that arrived made Kinanti unable to hide her expression of surprise.

Both are looking, though,

" do I have to get married too?" ask Damar seriously,

" that's your business." replied Kinanti still surprised.

" I said it was a matter of mas, so it's up to mas." replied Kinanti again more clearly.

" If you've said that, it looks like I have to weigh the woman who was introduced to me..

you know it's not..

I'm in pain..

and I need medicine.."

Kinanti's face flushed red, he did not like the term of the drug in the word Damar, then he deliberately said it to make Kinanti uncomfortable or not, which clearly Kinanti did not like.

" The woman is not a drug." said Kinanti, her tone a little cynical,

" If you're sick go to the hospital, don't look for women as an impingement?!"

Damar looked at Kinanti in wonder,

" Why did you get angry? of course women are not medicine, should I not entertain myself with such non-serious sentences?"

" Well, if you're mad at me. Don't sacrifice another woman?, using someone else as an impingement is evil!" firmly Kinanti.

Damar looked at Kinanti, he tried to calm himself down.

" Why are you so misunderstood by me?" Damar's approaching, though,

he pulled Kinanti's arm, so that Kinanti's body leaned towards him.

" If I say wrong I'm sorry?!

my mind's fucked up because of you, and now you're spouting your anger that I don't know where it came from that's as good as me?"

" Mad who always causes misunderstandings between us, mas always triggers me with the sentence mas.." Kinanti stopped, though,

" What is it?" ask Damar, please,

Kinanti was bowed, while Damar kept looking at Kinanti fixedly, despite the slight anger in his eyes.

" I'm holding myself back from kidnapping you, you know that?!" damar.

" You said I'm evil.Where is more evil? me or you?!

you let me look at you with that bridal kebaya,

you also told me to try on your groom's shirt, but I'm not the one sitting next to you..?

who is evil?!" damar's hand firmly gripped onto Kinanti's arm.

" Should you refuse, you shouldn't always say yes when mom or whoever asks for help?"

" I refuse and act like a coward who always dodges, you want me to be like that?

enough times I acted as a coward and lost you!" the two stared at each other, the same in the face of inadmissibility and anger.

" One time understand me, don't be stubborn?,

I saw you grow up a few years ago, though,

do you think this is easy for me? you're in front of me, but I can't have you." Damar's voice dropped, there was a lot of sadness there.

" I really want to take you home to my house.I want to tie you up so you can't meet or even marry that man.."

Kinanti weakened, she could feel disappointment in every sentence of Damar.

" I.." Just wanted to talk, Kinanti,

but Damar had already pulled his body.

Damar who had been holding himself back from the beginning with all his might,

suddenly the collapse of his defense, the,

Kinanti can always break the boundaries.

Grabbing Kinanti's lips quickly, though,

on the deckapnya tight the woman's back so as not to move reject it.

But in fact Kinanti did not refuse at all and returned Damar's kiss.

Realizing that Damar reduced his embrace, the two occasionally let go of his kiss and looked at him for a moment,

set your breath while clashing against each other as if the two cannot be separated for now.

Soon the two kissed each other again.

No compulsion at all,

Kinanti even acted the same, unlike when Damar first kissed her.

Both are like shedding longing that has long been held in order to maintain ethics and self-esteem.

But now such a thing was unthinkable for both of them.

" If you don't push me, I won't be able to stop." Damar's voice shrieked, he whispered in Kinanti's ear between his kisses.