Damar For Kinanti

that's your proposal..

Damar put his bike in the garage.

With a quick step he put his helmet and bag, then immediately walked towards the house mbak Winda.

" Where is your mother?" ask Damar to the eldest daughter of Winda.

" At the house of Mbah great-grandmother." replied the daughter of Winda.

With a quick step Damar walked to the house of his altar utinya, he walked through the rice fields with a heart of heart, because the sky had begun to be filled with orange and ash.

" I'm looking for you?!" damar's voice as he walked closer.

Winda who was sitting next to Mbah uti laughed,

" Well, the longevity of Mbah. which is discussed comes.." said Winda.

Damar did not answer, he immediately sat in an empty chair in front of the Winda.

" How about mbak? what did mom say??" tanya Damar couldn't wait any longer.

" Kinanti's mother's impression is good." replied Winda,

" Then her copy?"

" No one, is going by his name Haikal he said." replied Winda.

Damar was silent at the name of Haikal, there was anger in his eyes that he was holding.

It could have been after that with him Kinanti still coming out with Haikal.

That means they are still continuing their relationship, and they are not canceling their marriage, Damar said in his heart.

Without saying anything else Damar immediately rose, he walked out of the house of his altar just like that, leaving Winda and Mbah uti who were still stunned with an attitude of Damar that they could not understand.

Not finished talking, but Damar went scattering just like that.

" Repot.." Mbah comments to see the behavior of his grandson.

Arriving at home Damar went into the room,

he kicked the innocent silent chair until it hit the wall and then fell on the floor.

He did it to reduce his anger.

He half-deadly restrained himself, if he went to the Kinanti house or Haikal now, it was certain that he would get out of control.

" How can you be, how hard I am." Damar's voice shook with the anger that was overflowing in his chest.

He had hoped for a lot, though,

he hopes to get some good news once he gets home from teaching.

He even dreamed of their marriage.

While Kinanti who had just been driven home by Haikal and Adisty walked into the house with a tired face.

" Where the hell are you from? said a minute?" ask the mother who is sitting in front of the TV.

" There's a little business, ma'am." replied Kinanti,

" Yes already nduk bath. has come before magrib.it is hot water in the pot if you want to take a bath.." said his mother, said,

" After showering and eating there's something I want to talk to you about." said the mother.

Kinanti nodded, though,

He went into his room to clean his face and get a change of clothes.

But how shocked he was when he found his bed filled with goods.

" What is this??" asking himself, he saw a clear box decorated with ribbon ribbons, and inside were various items as well, which made him even more shocked was a box containing a set of jewelry.

" mom?! mommy?!" call Kinanti as she walked out, her face filled with confusion.

" Who's that, ma'am?! who's in Kinan's room?!" tanya Kinanti approached towards her mother with a towel coiled around her neck.

" Battle first. later we will talk." replied his mother calmly.

" Answer first ma'am?, Kinan won't take a shower if you don't answer?!" tuduk Kinanti was curious.

" Is there anything nitip the proposal? how to put it in Kinan's room anyway ma'am?!" Kinanti continued to protest against her mother.

His mother breathed,

" That's your stuff." answered the mother.

" your proposal.." added mother,

Kinanti's face was even stranger now.

" Why did you accept? are Haikal's parents here? didn't you agree with Kinan's decision to annul the marriage to Haikal??" Kinanti's face was agitated and full of questions.

" Not from Haikal.."

" And then??"

" From the family of the man who hugged you in the living room last night." replied the mother with a calm face.

Kinanti's face blushed, mother's words made her ashamed of her actions.

But then he came to terms with the words mother.

" lha...who else?" replied the mother was still relaxed even though the expression of her daughter was not because of it.

" How can this be, ma'am?!" ask Kinanti, please,

" what could this be?" ask his astonished mother now, sometimes he does not understand the mindset of his daughter.

" Why did you accept it??" Kinanti.

" Then after seeing you and Damar like that, you should reject him??" now mom's upset.

" It's not so ma'am, I guess, mother will just talk about our mistakes, and reprimand so that it does not happen again." replied Kinanti bowed.

" Not repeated? no way.." said mother,

" mom doesn't believe me?! that I won't repeat it?" tajut Kinanti's.

" Don't bullshit Nan's mom..?!"

" Mom?!!" Kinanti.

" Damar has to take responsibility for touching you!" firmly mom,

" We're just kissing mom?!"

The mother fell silent, her face implying dissatisfaction towards her daughter's attitude.

" What makes you act so stubborn? though you clearly know there's Damar in your heart?!" ask the mother with a serious look and investigate.

" Mommy, shouldn't we be self-conscious and keep our distance from Mas Damar,

Our family can't keep up with the Damar family..

I don't want to hurt myself with too high a wishful thinking, ma'am..??" Kinanti expressed her unease.

" I don't want to be the subject of ridicule, I don't want any accusations to fall on me later just because our social status is too far away." added Kinanti.

" Surely much I take into account ma'am, I fear ma'am.."

hearing the outpouring of his daughter's heart the mother slightly faded her frustration.

Verily, what Kinanti fears, I fear,

but look how responsible Damar is,

and how wise Winda was this afternoon made him sure,

that his daughter will be treated well.

" Take this well Nan, and believe me, Damar won't let anyone scorn you for that sort of thing..

did you forget, he made you a scholar..

don't doubt how to take care of you." said mother assured Kinanti.

" After all, there's nothing you can do anymore..

mom has accepted this proposal, though,

mother is also tired of Nan with the recent events..

if not now you're married, I'm sure you'd never be married in the future,

because disappointment..

your trust in the relationship is gone,

this is the moment you gave Damar a chance to prove his sincere affection for you..

let her take good care of you as a wife..

be thankful, nduk,

don't miss it just because of your trauma and disbelief.."

Kinanti was silent, wanting to feel like she was crying but she held him back.

It is true, said the mother, that she should be grateful, but fear is greater than gratitude.

Formerly his ex was also the son of enough people, his clothes were always good, his car was always the latest output.

she thinks she's lucky to have a boyfriend like that.

But in reality he only dreamed for a moment.

His ex finally prefers a more beautiful and equal woman.

What can he do with this simple self, besides accepting the fact that it is not worth it for himself if he gets a husband whose economic condition is far above him.

Silence he complains, his heart and mind are really not in line.

And he has not found a way for the two to make peace.

With heavy steps he returned to the room, looking at the box.

happiness and fear come to him simultaneously.

And he doesn't know which is bigger