Damar For Kinanti

don't go where

Yoga sat down beside Dinda with a stifling sense of regret.

He realized that what he had done was right to hurt his wife,

he was so rude because he was ridden with anger that blinded him.

Now the rest of the sigh Adinda heard by her ears was so stifling her heart.

The woman was lying on her back to Yoga, her shoulders shaking.

Yoga wanted to apologize, but somehow his tongue was so twisted, and it was difficult to get out of his mouth.

Wanting to hug Dinda, but also expressed his desire, he was afraid that Dinda would reject him again.

Yoga frustrated, he got up from his seat, picked up the t-shirt that was under his feet,

wearing it, then immediately walked out of the room, leaving Dinda still crying.

Damar and Kinanti were having lunch with Joseph and Kaila when Dinda arrived to call Kinanti.

" You why Din??" tanya Kinanti was worried when she heard Dinda's voice hoarse.

" You're home?" ask Dinda from behind the phone.

" Of course, I'm always home.Say what's up?" Seeing the look of his wife's anxious, Damar put his spoon.

" I. I can't stand it here.., I just want to go.." cried Dinda spilled.

The next day Kinanti came to meet Adinda, but she talked first with Vinda.

Winda did not say much, because he seemed to be confused to see his younger brother and sister-in-law.

Winda just told me what he knew,

About Dinda being slapped by Vania, and Rakha coming and brightly expecting Dinda.

" Tell me, what really holds your heart?" tanya Kinanti sat next to Dinda who looked unwell and her eyes were unusually swollen.

" I want to just go.." Dinda's voice was hoarse, her face kept bowing,

" go don't solve the problem?"

" no, but at least I'm calm..".

Kinanti fell silent, seeing Dinda like this really made her sad, she said,

the woman before him was indeed strong.

However, when he has started to fall in love and give his heart completely to someone,

it will be weaker than the usual woman,

he is easily discouraged and depressed.

" You're keeping Yoga?" ask Kinanti slowly,

he memorized Dinda's attitude when he could still be angry, then it was still trivial..

the anger will disappear soon,

but when he was unable to get angry and even silent, it was a sign that Dinda was really disappointed.

Dinda was silent, not answering, not answering,

but without even answering Kinan knew, that there was no good communication between Yoga and Dinda.

Yoga that is less sensitive and less assertive,

while Dinda is firm but crybaby, and wants to be understood without him having to explain.

" You know, right? in the past, I was often anxious about Yoga, he was less sensitive and less assertive..

but he's loyal.."

" faithful?" Dinda looked at Kinan, though,

" you forgot she left you??" dinda's eyes are red, man,

" he did leave me, but for some reason.." Kinanti sighed,

" what if he behaves like that?" dinda asked with tears melting, though,

" what if he returns to his ex-wife for some reason too? for Bagas, for example?"

Kinanti,

he caught Adinda's fear now, the root of Dinda's incomprehensible attitude these few months.

" I'm a disabled woman, I can't give her offspring..

at first I was still sure I could have a normal household,

but ever since his ex-wife who was more than me showed up..

I feel scared every day..

the woman did not just want to take Bagas..

but I want to go back to Yoga too..

he was looking for a gap..??

my eyes are sharp enough to see how to look at Yoga when it comes here.."

Kinanti sighed and embraced Dinda,

" Yoga doesn't like women from the beginning until now." explains Kinanti.

he kept quiet without asking for my opinion,

what does he think of me??

his ex-wife came and was going to take Bagas but he just kept quiet,

he acted as if nothing had happened,

and when I shut up because I was upset..

he blamed me for not helping him find a way out.."

" hemm. well, now I know the source of your heartache.."

" yahh.not apologizing..

he added to my heartache,

he's getting rough.." Dinda wiped away the tears that passed through her cheeks.

" Yoga is rude because of his love for you..

he used to not be..

so now he's turned jealous and impulsive..

maybe it's because of his incredible love.."

" You said something like this just to calm me down." argued Dinda.

" No Din. mas Damar is too..

before the wedding, I was almost raped by her, which is a shame to let you know..

but I need to talk so you know, it's not just Yoga..

it's just..

mas Damar was wiser and stern. It was done mas Damar because he was frustrated with my continued rejection.."

Dinda silently listened to Kinanti.

" There's no meeting. You're scared yourself..

yoga is also its own fear..

you two should be talking, just as reassuring and not hurting each other..?"

" I didn't hurt her Nan???"

" to those who love you, your home torments him...

moreover, Rakha was being aggressive like this..

which husband is not afraid?

not angry?"

" did you know Rakha since college? that's normal, isn't it for us??"

" yes, for us, but for your husband no,

you who used to be very fierce to her, look very friendly to Rakha, even you let Rakha tease you continue..

if Mas Damar had been thrown, maybe Rakha was.."

" I never accepted Rakha and always kept my distance.."

" but you showed your troubled face in front of him..

Rakha will not be able to ignore the look on your restless and sad face.."

the word Kinanti made Dinda speechless.

" Come it.." said Kinanti,

" i'm not in a fight" replied Dinda,

" not fighting but a cold war? same thing.."

" The best thing is that I go,

that way I didn't stop him from going back to his ex-wife, and the three of them can live happily.."

Kinanti closed both her eyes, though,

he thought he would persuade Adinda..

it was after a long conversation..

the woman beside him still wanted to leave.

" Where are you going Din??" tanya Kinan clasped Dinda's hand tightly.

" At first I just wanted to go home, I also wanted to take Bagas..

but..

saw the Yoga treatment on me yesterday..

it feels like I need a longer time and a more distant place." look Dinda tired in the eyes,

" don't go where.. Yoga that now can not be about, he will increasingly rampage and bind you..??" pinta Kinan on Dinda.