Damar For Kinanti

we start from the beginning..

" I told you to go home, get home! I guess I'm the only one who loves you?! while you're not!, our marriage counts for days, but you're still relaxing there, don't you really want to go back and marry me?!!" that's what Yoga said when she called Dinda a few hours ago.

The man sounded angry, he even closed his call just like that without hearing Dinda's reply.

Dinda who was ready to go home the next day so astonished,

" Why the hell..?" muttered Dinda a little annoyed.

He can't keep his promise, that he'll be home soon, but that doesn't mean he won't be home.

Dinda who was informed that the kebaya of the tailor was finished, and there would be no party of course feel relaxed.

He wants to spend a little time, because it is likely that he will be difficult to see the city of Bandung again later on.

" I'm going home tomorrow. Take good care of yourself huh..?" Dinda handed Alvian a black box,

the two were sitting in the living room of Alvian's house.

Alvian took it reluctantly, though,

" You are.." murmured Alvian with glassy eyes.

" I hate to be left like this." the man covered his face with one hand, not wanting Dinda to see how heartbreaking and disappointed she was.

" It's not expensive.. but I guarantee it won't be easily damaged..would I wear it?" dinda said when Alvian had opened the clock.

The clock is black, which Dinda feels will be suitable for use by Alvian.

But Alvian was not happy to see the clock, his heart was very sick.

" I don't want to, I don't want to." said Alvian, taking her hand off her face and looking at Dinda with my love.

" You were on purpose?" ask Alvian,

" intentionally?"

" well, you did this on purpose, you want my heart to hurt every look at your gift?

you even want to put it in my hand,

you are aware no, consciously no?

I am a man who has feelings for you..

can you just act like this and just leave me??"

Dinda's stunned, though,

there was no intention of him wanting to make Alvian continue to remember him and suffer.

He just wanted to give a memory, a small gift, because Alvian had been kind and took care of him sincerely.

" I'm. I really don't mean to.." Dinda opened her voice, her voice sounding clumsy this time.

" I'm sorry Alvian. if I accidentally make your heart hurt again..

we have not promised to act accordingly..

because this kind of talk and attitude will only burden each of us." continued Dinda trying to give understanding back.

" Don't go back, don't marry that man.." Alvian is really begging right now.

Yoga got out of his car, carrying a large plastic bag in both hands.

" This is mbak's order.." Yoga put the plastic bag in the kitchen of his house, there was Winda, Kinanti, the mbak and yuk who were busy wiping the large plate plate and arranging the cake.

Today Winda invited several people to teach at home Yoga.

Before Damar married, Winda also asked several people to teach, just like today.

It is a common thing people in the village do to start a good day, such as the day of birth, and the wedding day.

" Dinda left when did she say?" asked Kinanti to Yoga, the man looked disheveled.

" Don't know, ask yourself, you'll have the number." replied Yoga flatly.

" Lho? how do you answer that?" asked Kinanti astonished, he and Winda looked at.

" Don't neko neko you Yog??!" pelotototu Winda's.

" Neko neko opo?, how am I supposed to say neko neko?" sahut Yoga is still flat.

" Your answer is I'm Lee, not good to hear?! where would anyone say two more days to get married like that?!"

winda Protest.

" Yes also asked my future wife, intention not to get married, why not go home today?

anyway, if he doesn't come tonight, too,

just cancel it." Yoga's eyes look upset this time,

" Cancel? how good are you talking Yog??" now Kinanti protested.

" Control that thought of yours, I know you're angry that Dinda's not coming home, but that doesn't mean you can easily decide something?!" kinanti.

" He must have not sincerely released the man named Alvian, right?

that's why he's been lingering there for so long." said Yoga throw away his face.

Winda and Kinanti looked at each other for a moment and smiled.

" You're still jealous of other men?

while Dinda has chosen to marry you?" tanya Kinanti held back her smile.

" Mbakyu know what it's like." replied Yoga muttered in annoyance.

" What does it feel like?"

" it feels considered not so important, even the wedding day is this close he has not come home, he said,

what the hell is so damning there? all his business is done?

especially if you don't linger with the bachelor neighbor?!"

After saying that Yoga rose,

" Where are you going? don't be like a child, a lot of people are watching your behavior?!" call Winda, but the man just walked away, ignoring Vinda's words.

Kaila opened the room, it was 4x4 meters in size, it was the main room, the largest.

There was only one wooden cabinet with two doors, and one bed was placed on the floor just like that.

The room has two large windows directly opposite the terrace.

Kaila put her bag in the room, then walked back out.

Kaila went back around, she entered the kitchen, she said,

when compared with his home, of course, this kitchen is too small.

next to the kitchen there is a door that connects it with clothesline that is no less small.

There was a clear sound in Joseph's ears, and many times the woman beside him sighed.

" I'm sorry." said Joseph when Kaila had returned to the room and sat on the bed, because the house did not have a table chair and other furniture.

" Why apologize?" Kaila looked at Joseph calmly, though,

" because for now this is all I can give you.."

Hearing that Kaila smiled, though,

" didn't you say it's your own sweat?" kaila asked, and Joseph nodded,

" it's pretty good.I can't necessarily buy my own house." in Joseph's hand.

" But this house is not big for you?"

" I will live wherever you live." replied Kaila,

" are you not sorry?"

" sorry why?"

" our life won't be easy after this.." Yusuf down.

" As long as you're loyal there's nothing I'll regret..

thank you, and forgive me. I'm a fool who's done a cruel thing and disappointed you.."

" That's it.. " Joseph hugged Kaila.

" Let's make that a lesson..

we start all over." continued Joseph.

Kaila returned Joseph's embrace tightly.

" Mas Damar doesn't care about me anymore, so, now you're my only support." said Kaila lirih.

" Don't worry, I'll be looking for a job soon, I've got a diploma and experience..

but you have to be patient, though,

maybe the salary I get elsewhere won't be as much as it was when I was working at my father's.."

Kaila nodded, though,

" i will help you work." said Kaila, making Joseph let go of his embrace and looking at his future wife was good.

" What do you want to do? high School Diploma? you've never been difficult since birth..

not that I underestimated you,

many people are not successful out there, but they go through a process that is not easy and learn continuously from failure..

and yourself.." Joseph stopped his words.

" Just a spoiled child who is not yet an adult..?" kaila smiled, then,

inevitably Joseph nodded, for that was the truth.

" I'm going to study.I'm going to learn to work at home, sell what or what is possible?"

" Sell what?? tell me sometimes you're not friendly, how can you trade..?"

" Why did you shut off my spirit?"

" i don't have the heart.have just been home, let me work. You also just miscarried..

I want you to recover, and get back to learning.."

" study? going to college?"

Joseph nodded, though,

" No. I just stop.." answered Kaila bowed.

" why?? don't believe me if I can??"

" didn't you? look at this house.we don't even have anything yet." replied Kaila sadly staring at the plain white wall.

" We're just the two of us. We buy as necessary..

for the not-so-important, slow down first huh?"

Kaila nodded, though,

" i need a recipe book because I'm not good at cooking." said Kaila was embarrassed, I don't know what he did all this time, all he could do was cook instant noodles and fry eggs.

Now there is regret, though,

what should she cook every morning for her husband?.

Seeing Kaila's angry face, Joseph understood the difficulty of Kaila.

" I eat potluck, never neko neko, never,

so do not worry.learn everything slowly.." hear the words of Joseph Kaila looked so sad.

" I'm sorry, I'm just a burden to you.."

Joseph shook his head,

" you're not a burden, you're my responsibility going forward..

I'll try my hardest..

so keep going to college, and I'll work.."

Kaila fell silent, she looked worried..

his heart wanted to go to college, but seeing Joseph was heartless.

In his breath, he threw his eyes out the window.

" Let's lie down. I'll take a little lunch.." Joseph said and got up.

" We can cook, right?" ask Kaila, please,

" What to cook if there is no food and no stove." said Joseph smiled and pinched the wrath of Kaila's cheeks.