Damar For Kinanti

keep walkin..

There are many things that cannot be forced..

because man lives by his destiny..

God determines the outcome of all human effort..

if fate can't be changed..

then fate can be changed with sincere effort and prayer..

do not continue to lament or complain..

if we don't keep going, how can we know what will welcome us in front..

Yusuf was pensive in his room, thinking about what Raji said day by day.

" Eat lee.." his mother's voice from behind the door,

Joseph had been quiet for a few days, no one knew..

even Kaila, though,

what really gripped the man's heart.

" Lee... Let's eat le..??" his mother's voice called again, but because it did not also get the authorization, the older brother of Kinanti's mother went into his son's room.

Finding her son sitting on the bed leaning against the wall, she approached and sat not far from him.

" why? what's weighing on your mind, son?" the mother's voice was soft.

Yusuf shook his head while smiling.

" What is because of our compulsion? your girlfriend won't come here??" asked the mother to see the sadness in her son's eyes.

" Daddy?!" Kaila walked in a hurry following the steps of Damar who was walking towards the rice field.

" Daddy?!!" call Kaila harder to slow down.

And sure enough, Damar slowed down and stopped his pace.

" Opo seh La?" Damar turned to look at his sister.

" Want to talk for a second?"

" what are you doing here, talking at home, later?!" Damar.

" No way, if there is a Kinan mom at home, I'm afraid..?"

" want to chat what the hell do you wear to your mom?!"

Kaila shut up, man,

" Yes, talk there..!" Damar continued his steps, towards the bamboo gazebo made potluck by the farmers to shelter in the rain and lunch when the heat.

When the two had arrived and sat down, Kaila began to convey all her anxiety.

" then why did you refuse Joseph's invitation?" ask Damar while burning his cigarette.

" I'm embarrassed mas.. mas know, all this time I just from dating?"

" so you're saying you're not serious about Joseph?" Damar smokes his cigarette, while Kaila is busy justifying her hair that slaps her face gently in the wind.

" Not at first." answered Kaila a little awkwardly,

" then?"

" i think I. I really am. dear. to Joseph now.." replied Kaila severedly, he was also afraid of mispronouncing her brother.

" Why then would you refuse to come to her house if you were already feeling affectionate? you're not sure if Joseph really loves you or not?"

" I know she loves me, I'm also glad she wants to introduce me to her parents.."

Damar sighed hearing his sister's words.

" Are you scared of me or mom?" tanya Damar arrived, making Kaila shocked.

" I. I. am actually like this mas.." Kaila's voice hesitated, hesitating,

" Mommy introduced me to her friend's son, I have no intention of getting close in any form to him,

but yesterday he came to college..

I refused it subtly, but Joseph found us talking..

I think he misunderstood.."

kaila.

" Is he angry?"

" not angry, but he kept quiet with me.."

" It's good that you refused her invitation to come home, and then she found you talking to the man she introduced..

if so Joseph maybe I will retreat at that time." Damar's tone as insinuating of Kaila's unequivocal attitude,

Kaila was down to hear that.

" La, break up with Yusuf." continued Damar lightly and casually.

Kaila was wide-eyed, she didn't expect Damar to say that.

He expects an advice that contains calm and strength for him, not even a word of breaking.

Kaila continued to stare at Damar fretfully, expecting good words to follow,

but Damar said nothing more, he continued to smoke quietly, it made Kaila frustrated and began to bite his finger.

About fifteen minutes both of them were silent with Kaila who looked awkward because her brother said,

seen Yoga from a distance walking towards Damar and Kaila who were looking so serious.

" Am I interrupting?" tanya Yoga when she was in front of Damar who had a tired face.

Yoga glanced at Kaila for a moment, then back at Damar.

" Anu mas. aq there will be an event in the area near Dinda's house.." Yoga is a little clumsy,

" then?"

" may I come by Dinda's house??" tanya Yoga with a hopeful face.

" Don't make trouble, said Kinanti you always make a fuss with her, after a week she's staying here."

" If I can't talk to him here, he'll stick to Kinan, uh..! mbak yu..?"

" i told you to find a wife, not to find a woman for you to flirt with or play with." Damar said in a flat tone.

As good as it feels, Kaila and Yoga alike make him think in the midst of the calm he has felt.

" If you let me not play..?" the two stared at each other, and Damar's gaze was very serious.

" I'll just go.." as Kaila arrived, the girl got up with a sour face and just passed by.

" Why is he? mas iraki?" ask Joseph ,

" the two of you are no longer Kindergarten children, you should understand what is good and not for yourself,

it's there, if you want to go, just leave, but don't make trouble,

I'm warning you, no small problem can bother my wife."

" I know, you mean I've got a road letter?" Yoga gave her a big smile.

Damar shuddered at it, though,

" jeez. there!"

hearing that of course Yoga turned around and left with quick steps leaving Damar who was still sitting in that simple gazebo.

The man smoked his cigarette, and threw his gaze at the expanse of rice that was carried by the wind to and fro.

" People are busy talking about love, but the soul mate does not look at it all." he murmured softly while enjoying the wind.

Yoga carried Bagas and handed him over to Winda.

" I wanted to take her, but I'm afraid she'll come home at night.."

" Where are you going?" tanya Winda held the drowsy-looking Bagas.

" I'm going to mbak. don't ask where.."

" you know? you mean why don't you ask me where?!"

" Wes tho mbak. sing important my intention is good.." Yoga smiled then kissed Winda's cheek, he looked so excited, not as usual.

" Would you like to meet a girl?" ask Winda as if he understood,

" your sister is trying this..

mas Damar and Kinanti knew him.."

Winda breathed a heavy sigh,

" Be careful if you play Yog..?!"

Yoga shook his head for sure, then kissed his son's cheek,

" Pawn wants to have a mama?" ask her slowly to Bagas,

" Want papah.." replied the boy innocently while nodding, making the hearts of the Vinda Nelangsa see it.

" Go away, if you've said that to your son, don't disappoint him." said Winda kalem.

" I'm not sure I'll take it easy, but I'll try..

she is an independent and simple woman, hardworking and strong in principle.."

Winda nodded, though,

" go on. be careful on the road.." Vinda's support accompanies Yoga steps, as does her son, who wants the figure of a mother.

With a calm step the white man came out of the house and immediately walked towards his car.

From a distance he accidentally saw the figure of Kinanti who was walking out of the house, he wore a negligee as usual with hair that was clamped back, and with a stomach that had begun to bulge.

Maybe she'll catch up with her husband in the rice field.

Yoga silent silent smile of relief, he was grateful for his unreasonable feelings every time he saw the figure of Kinanti was gone.

It turns out that true, what he felt all this time was just a mere sense of disbelief and obsession,

because when he had accepted the fact that the past could not be repeated, and Kinanti was already happy with Damar, sincerity and serenity had enveloped his heart.

There was no more rumbling and unnatural turmoil that he felt when he saw Damar holding Kinanti in front of him.

Thank goodness, Inner Yoga, it is time to open a new page, there is a female figure that attracts his attention, and began to fill the wishful thinking of Yoga.

Yoga does not want to be late again, or to be embarrassed that is not clear, he must take quick steps.

There was a waste in his heart when he picked up Dinda from the airport when the day, he felt annoyed when some bright male eyes brightly saw Dinda with interest, he said,

I don't know, that annoyance just popped up.

After thinking for a few days, he finally decided,

will meet Dinda to explore her own feelings.

Not only did he dive into his feelings, but he felt that there was no other person as good as Dinda in his mind.

After a long time with his thoughts, Yoga finally decided to get into his car immediately, and immediately set off,

he is really reckless now, no one can prevent his intention to meet the woman who had been against him for a long time.