Damar For Kinanti

I'm happy here

" Pack our goods, tomorrow I will give my resignation letter to the factory." Joseph's voice was calm.

" I don't want to go home, don't want to, we're here, I'm happy even though our lives are like this..?" Kaila bowed lethargic.

" Can't, Damar warned me, and I'm guilty of bringing you here..

it's true said Mas Damar,

ever since I was my wife you've been pathetic.." Joseph threw his gaze out the door, looking at the leaves across the wind-blown street.

" It's our struggle, I don't feel miserable life?,

compared to my old life, this feels so far away..

but you taught me to be grateful, life here taught me so many things..

many are more unlucky than we are..

even eating is difficult..

then why should I feel like my life is miserable with you??"

Kaila pulled Joseph's arm, and,

" If we go back to the poor, I'll keep forcing me to leave you..

I don't want to hear that kind of thing anymore?!" kaila then buried her head in her husband's chest.

Yusuf was silent, his face was worried..

" We have disappointed Damar..

I can't let him down anymore." Joseph's voice softly stroked his wife's head.

" We are determined to live a little life to raise your education funds, but mas Damar misinterpreted our simplicity as incompetence..

I should not give you permission to sell, because since busy selling your condition is not fit and sick..

this is all my fault..

as a husband I should be able to provide for everything and not make you suffer by helping me make money.."

" no. I'm not going home, I don't want to. Mom always bothered me, always..

every time you work, he comes home and cheats me..

we're calm here, listen to me... Listen to me??" pinta Kaila with glassy eyes.

Joseph did not answer, in the arms of his wife.

" We're comfortable living here, no need to care about anyone, no matter what we eat and what we wear..

no one commented..

whereas. while living in malang, I was never this relaxed, I had to pay attention to the clothes I wore every time I went out, just because 'it must have been noticed by people',

I can be myself here, and so can you..

aren't we in the right place??"

" right.." Joseph nodded, though,

he's hurt to see you like this..

maybe if I were a big brother, I wouldn't calm down either..

let's just take the middle way..

we go home for a while.. one week only, we talk from heart to heart with mas Damar.. How??" joseph asked his wife.

" Don't be so prejudiced against your husband." Kinan said as he repaired Gendhis's mini ponytail.

" Have.. played the same Bagas yes..?" Kinanti let Gendhis be led by Bagas who is already a first class Elementary now.

" I'm not really prejudiced, but seeing his flabby demeanor, I'm very upset..

I feel like he doesn't look at me as his wife..?!" Dinda opened her voice.

" Don't he still keep feelings for Bagas' biological mother." added Dinda grumbled.

" You don't slur, you know clearly your husband loves you, a Yoga man until you fight for yourself, how valuable do you think you are? can you think he's not looking at you?" Kinanti memgomeli Dinda's.

" Morning morning he came here, looking for mas Damar.maybe so confused your husband." explains Kinanti.

" I can't help but be angry Nan, his ex-wife is really making me hurt, he said as if he wanted to establish closeness with Bagas, even though he wanted to take Bagas from me?! although it's only been two years that I've been living with him, but I can't, can't if I have to hand Bagas over to him.."

" It's not that easy taking Bagas Din.." Quieting, calming,

" it would be easy if Yoga continued to be flaccid..!" dinda's tone is rising.

" He was confused, not flabby.Your husband was not the angry type Din, he was a thinker..

you've been married for two years, should you understand Yoga better?"

" How can I understand seeing his tenderness to his ex-wife?!"

" ah.. I became curious..what was Bagas' birth mother like..?"

" of course prettier than me Nan, gracefully luxurious white clean..! what am I the matured one..!" sahut Dinda was still upset.

" Is there a smell of jealousy?"

" i'm crazy if I'm not jealous, what if you're not me??!"

" ahh. I don't want to imagine being you..

if Mas Damar wasn't strict, maybe I could be jealous all the time..

fortunately, Damar was always firm and kept his distance from everyone.."

" Nahh.that's what I said keep the wife feeling.be firm and keep your distance..!" sahut Dinda's.

Kinanti sighed,

" Repot too. because she's Bagas' mother.maybe that's what makes Yoga worried..

he doesn't want to be judged by being assertive.." Kinanti tried to cool Dinda's heart which was filled with frustration at Yoga.

" Come on. Let's just eat, we'll talk about it again, then,

pity the child. It is time to eat.." invite Kinanti.