Damar For Kinanti

I'm like this because I love you

Kinanti tried to let go of herself but could not.

Damar's energy was many times stronger than his.

Damar who is controlled by emotion cannot think wisely, which is in his head just how to make Kinanti his own, turning to him and not giving a gap to other men anymore.

The rough movement of Damar makes the kebaya in Kinanti torn to open the top, the small button snaps apart,

and the bun set from Kinanti's hair was a mess.

Kinanti's lips were swollen from Damar's forced kiss.

Likewise, Kinanti's neck and chest are reddish because of the trail made by Damar's lips.

Damar's hands began to infiltrate, into Kinanti's narrow skirt, fluttering forcefully,

but because the taste of the skirt is very narrow, and the legs of Kinanti always move to complicate, and,

Damar tore it apart without thinking for long.

Kinanti squealed,

but Damar who was blinded by his anger did not care.

" Punish me..?? don't treat me like this.., I promise to obey..??" isak Kinanti, his voice raucous, he hoped to be let go.

But still Damar did not care, his ears were like deaf, he continued to impose his will, as if he wanted to give a sign that the Kinanti was his.

" Why did you propose to me yesterday if today you did this cruel thing to me..." Kinanti was still sobbing, even harder, her heart ached once treated like this by Damar.

Kinanti who was tired because the match was free,

also his tears that did not make Damar stop his actions, began to despair.

When Damar felt that he was pressing down on his body and Kinanti felt pain, Kinanti uttered hateful words at Damar.

" I'm sorry I accepted your proposal..!" kinanti's voice in the middle of her sobs.

" I'm ready to be your wife.This is your reward..!

this is the love that you glorified..?!"

The words that accompanied the screech made Damar stop himself for a moment.

He distanced his body from Kinanti in order to regain his consciousness.

He looked at the woman who was under his body with a view that was difficult to understand.

His face was wet with tears, his eyes full of wounds.

" What did you say?" damar asked with a trembling voice, still holding back the turmoil within him.

" I. I regret accepting your proposal..! you're a bad man! your love is bullshit..!" firmly Kinanti while throwing her face in the other direction, she did not want to see Damar's face for now.

Damar was stunned, when he saw a pile of boxes lined up next to the wall.

" So maybe Willa proposed to you?" asked Damar with a still confused expression.

" That..that's my call? not Haikal?" he asked again, but Kinanti did not answer, she continued to cry.

" Please answer Nan? so I know the real situation??" pinta Damar with a tone of voice filled with anxiety.

" What stupidity have you done? of course that's your proposal!

my relationship with Haikal is over, I've cancelled our marriage..?!" sis Kinanti was full of stifled anger.

Degs..

Damar's body was limp for a moment, the turmoil in him disappeared instantly somewhere.

He got up from the bed and sat down.

But how shocked he was after seeing Kinanti's body which he had treated rudely and haphazardly.

" I'm sorry..?" he said with a red face, angry and ashamed to see his own behavior.

" I'm sorry for my stupidity, Nan. My eyes are blind to jealousy." he said begging for forgiveness, at the hand of Kinanti, kissed and placed on his forehead.

" I'm sorry I sinned. I'm an asshole..

but I'm like this because I love you, too,

my heart cannot see you possessed by another man." he said in a trembling voice.

Fortunately, he stopped just in time, if not, no matter how deep regret he would feel.

This is how he can not forgive himself, especially if he reached to desecrate Kinanti who turned out to have stayed one step longer to be his wife.

" Keep away, get out of my sight..! I don't want to see you now..!" kinanti tangj.

" Punish me Nan..?" pinta Damar's,

" My heart hurts too much to forgive you." Kinanti replied still unwilling to look at Damar's face.

Damar who realized the damage he had caused would not easily get sorry, he slowly let go of Kinanti's hand,

then get out of bed.

" I'm guilty, you can be angry, but don't hate me..

my stupidity is because it is too emotional and does not ask first." said Damar softly, softness that is not in possession while on the body of Kinanti earlier.

" I don't want to lose you. You know exactly how much and how big I feel until something like this can happen..

if you say you don't reject me so many times I won't be this frustrated.." Damar's voice was weak, he wanted Kinanti to know, he said, what happened was also based on Damar's self-confidence because he repeatedly received rejection.

" Don't you go, go and don't appear before me before the wedding day we're decided, if you don't heed my words, I'll run away from you.."

Damar jerked,

" Run?" he said he didn't believe it,

" Well, I'll run away if you still put your ego first and don't care about my feelings..

at least let me calm down before our wedding.." asserted Kinanti with her husky voice.

" I promise I won't touch you if you won't let me and want him, Nan. But I beg you, don't go anywhere?!" pinta Damar's.

" Go. please.." said Kinanti again looking tired.

Damar had no other choice, indeed it was best for now to let Kinanti calm herself down.

With heavy steps he opened the bedroom door and walked out, leaving Kinanti still lying on the bed.

Damar let out a heavy sigh, even very heavy.

Silently he saw the glass in the middle room,

realizing how messy he was, the hair that had been in the pomade was random random random shuffling not clear how the model.

So are his clothes and pants.

" God.." he lamented, covering his face with his palm, he sat down on the floor.

How ashamed he was of himself to see his condition,

guilt rages on, making him realize how badly he treated the woman he loved.

" You've never been this stupid in your life, Damar." lamented again, still covering his face.

What he will say to the mother later, to the Willa later, he should listen to the word Winda first, not just go away angry when he heard the name Haikal mentioned.

In the midst of his inner shock his HP rang out, with a lackluster movement he took out that HP from his pants pocket and received a call.

" Hello mas, I'm in front of the house mbak Kinanti.." Umar's voice sounded.

He came to pick up Damar.