Damar For Kinanti
disappointed
His chest was pierced by disappointment and disbelief, not because of his sister and wife's past relationship,
but the pain that Damar felt was more because of the dishonesty of both.
Damar felt that everything would be more acceptable if they were honest from the start.
And if it's just the past, it shouldn't be necessary for everyone to cover it up like this.
Unless one of them is still bound by feelings, or both.
Damar hit his chest, though,
the pain that had never appeared again after he lived with Kinanti began to reappear.
At the beat, again.. and again for the sake of relieving the pain and tightness.
If he could cry, he would cry to let go of his disappointment.
But this great disappointment made his heart feel hard and his tears dry.
Damar is a strong male figure, it is proven by his ability to go through a less pleasant childhood but still be able to grow into a friendly and wise man.
But I don't know, suddenly the shoulder that has been strong feels heavy.
Yoga is his closest relative, his friend tells stories and jokes when he gets tired of the routine.
How could this kind of thing happen..
Damar just kept hitting his chest.
It felt even more depressed when he remembered the story of Yoga to her,
that he still can't forget the ex-lover he left behind,
the woman was Kinanti, his wife.
" How is this, how should I behave." lamented softly.
He rested his head on the shoulder of a work chair in his private room.
His brain was blunt, and his heart just kept taking over, so everything hurt.
Incomparable to jealousy, this anger was actually greater, but half-dead he endured.
Getting angry means making things worse..
anger means making his wife uncomfortable..
getting angry and causing a commotion might cause him to lose his wife in the future..
his disappointment in Damar, could make Kinanti return to the arms of Yoga.
Damar's mind just turned around there, right there,
he's a lecturer, a leader as well although small-scale, but his logic doesn't work so well now.
Fear, disappointment filled him to the brim.
Yoga, which is like a good friend, is now a frightening specter for his household.
"Well, of course... Yoga is as handsome as that, they even like a year of dating..
surely both are difficult to forget. and maybe.." muttered Damar stopped, the thought that made his heart as in the flow of poison is present, continues.
The kinanti who had started to improve walked slowly out of the room.
She had not found her husband back in her room since returning from the city this evening.
" Let your own husband first.." Vinda's voice prevented Kinanti from knocking on Damar's room.
" Something disturbs his mind, it's better to let him calm down first." said Winda.
Kinanti nodded heavily, and walked back to her room.
" OK. 3 months." said Kaila agreed when both of them were sitting in the car and planning to go home, because it's been quite the night.
Joseph smiled faintly, though,
" Do you have a boyfriend? how easy is it to agree?"
" A. I don't think that's important, but we're just pretending, right?"
" You mean if you had a boyfriend you'd be walking with two guys at once?!" Joseph arrived not calm.
" What's why? any problems?" ask Kaila naively, though,
" is that not what we call cheating?" yusuf's voice was upset.
" Even though you think we're a temple, but I don't like it in duakan" Yusuf really grumbled.
" Why are you making a fuss yourself? like you don't have another woman.."
" There is no.?!, the women in my life are only my sister and my mother.." explained Yusuf with a slightly raised tone of voice.
Kaila laughed amusedly hearing that,
" can usually this om om spread the mesh..
although I was still in the second semester, but I understand very well with the type of crocodile like om.." Kaila's voice scorned.
" Oh again, falling in love with me know what you think you'll be? don't blame me if one day you stick to this one.." Joseph started the engine of his car.
With a slightly disturbed feeling he drove his car down the glittering stone city streets.
An hour later the two reached the courtyard of Kaila's house,
" Come in, I'll pick you up. Your car isn't finished today.." said Yusuf.
" What are you unemployed? want to pick me up and there every day?"
" I can pick you up at half 7 in the morning, anyway the direction of my shop and your campus is in..
call me home later, under 4 I can pick you up..
usually I can get out as I like, as long as the reason is related to work or family,
but my boss who is also my father will not accept the reason I went to date..?"
clearly Joseph made Kaila smile.
" No need, let me get Umar. Just work, don't change attention like this in a day. eerie know.."
" Omar? umar admin warehouse at the factory?" joseph asked, remembering the figure of Umar who was younger than himself.
" What is it like to be with other men?" Yusuf muttered again making Kaila laugh amusedly.
" Well, Umar is a confidant of the Damar people, what do I doubt about him?"
" oh.. So our deal was free?
and you'd rather be among Umar?"
The two stared for a moment, and before long Kaila smiled lightly.
" Let Umar take you, and then you pick you up, how?" tawar Kaila's.
" Hemm.yeah ya already.. Come in already night.." Joseph relented.
" You didn't stop by Kinan's mom? the door to his house is still open.."
" Did you meet Damar dong??" Yusuf shook his head.
" I just go home right away." said Joseph really did not want to meet Damar, because he was afraid of misspeaking.
" Sleep here..! your mbak's friend..?!" the Winda order on Kaila that runs new until the porch of his house.
Kaila turned around, looking for the origin of the sound, apparently the willa was standing a few meters away from her.
" Change clothes first, after that I wait at Damar's house, it looks like something is not right with him..?" obviously Winda with a serious face.
Kaila nodded, she knew it was not the time to refuse, if Mbak Winda had a serious expression, then it was serious.
" Kinanti is recovering, and Damar is acting strangely by locking himself in his own room..
should anyone sleep there..?"
" yes, let me just mbak..".
