Damar For Kinanti

Damar For Kinanti
Yoga



Yoga had just entered his house, he looked tired.


" Dad.." Bagas approaching, please,


" Hey, honey. have you eaten?" tanya Yoga kisses her son's forehead.


" Sampun mas.." sahut mbak mbak who keep Bagas every at work stay by Yoga.


" Did you eat a lot of Nur?"


" A lot of gold, thank God.."


" good.., don't go home first, Nur, I want to fall down. My patients a lot today.. within an hour go home again.." said Yoga.


" Nggih mas, njengan rest first.."


Yoga stroked his son's head, and,


" daddy clean first yes.. handsome Dad played the same mbak Nur yes?" yoga to her son,


" want to go home dhe inda." said his son pulled his pants.


" want to mbak Winda he said mas..?"


" hemm. yes already, take it to Mbak Winda Nur, later let me pick it up.."


" Nggih mas.." answered the mbak Nur and took Bagas out to the house of Winda which was not far from there.


After Yoga was enough to rest he went to his sister's house.


Although they are younger siblings and older siblings, but Mbak Winda is closer to Damar.


Sometimes Yoga felt that the love of Mbak Winda was too great for Damar.


In the past, when he was in school he sometimes envied.why mbak Winda sayang it to Damar.


But when he was growing up, he became aware of why Mbak Winda was like that.


That's because Damar lived in his birth mother from an early age, and he was treated unfairly by his father and stepmother.


The love was given all to little Kaila, and whatever Damar did was always wrong and took a hard blow from his father.


As for himself, Mbak Winda is less concerned about him because he is difficult in nasehati.


Young yoga is too impulsive and likes to take decisions that are regretted later in life, especially matters of his personal life.


In fact, he now lives alone with his son, because he chose the wrong woman.


Though Mbak Winda died defying his short relationship with Bagas' mother, but Yoga still insist.


Since then she has never advised him.


But to Bagas mbak Winda is amazing, he treated Bagas like his last child.


Yoga is grateful with that, sometimes only his mouth is fierce, but actually Mbak Winda still pay attention, although indirectly.


Yoga walked to her sister's house.


The house painted with young ash always looks warm,


in addition to the many flowers that adorn the terrace, the residents of his house also have a warm attitude,


From the beginning of Mbak Winda, mas Yudi. husband of Winda, and two daughters of the daughter of Winda.


it is appropriate if Bagas often asked to sleep there, because the atmosphere of the house was so warm.


Yoga's eyes stared straight ahead, his gaze banged on the white house at the very end.


If the house seemed warm, then the house seemed cold and quiet, just like the owner.


Yoga felt like there was a sign in front of him, "Don't come any closer!".


It was Damar's house, a house that always seemed deserted, because the owner preferred to sleep in the factory.


Yoga sometimes wonder why men work so hard.


He is not a permanent lecturer, but the income of teaching at several universities is certainly enough for his own life.


Even my wife does not have any children, especially children.


seeing his simple and hard-working behavior, one would think he came from an underprivileged family.


" Dad..dad..!" Bagas called his father who was seen walking towards the entrance of the House of Winda.


The calm and handsome man threw a smile at all the residents of the Winda house who were gathered in the living room.


" Let's go home. It's already night.." take Yoga,


" Just leave it here, he was loud. "the sound of Winda kalem while holding Bagas.


" Want to bob here with budhe did you go home with dad??" Yoga sits next to Yudi, the husband of Winda.


" Let's just stay here, om?!" the voice of Winda's biggest child is 14 years old.


Yoga takes a breath, though,


" yes already. but tomorrow wake up in the morning can not cry looking for father yes.dad leave tomorrow morning.."


say Yoga, and Bagas nodded.


" Yes already. I went home first mbak, mas. it was night too.." pamit Yoga but prevented by willa.


" I'll talk later, I want to talk.." Winda got up and put Bagas in Yudi's lap.


" Same sir dhe first yes dear." said Winda to Bagas,


" yes, same sir dhe. take the car yuk mobilan inside.." Yudi got up, and walked in carrying Bagas inside.


" What's wrong, ma'am?" ask Yoga after everyone gets inside,


" it seems serious." continued Yoga.


" You're a doctor. Can't you help Damar?" ask the Sire seriously.


" i'm a general practitioner" replied Yoga with a sigh.


" Take him to your friend or acquaintance..?"


Yoga was silent for a moment,


" I've asked, but mas Damar refused, he said psychiatrists where anywhere is the same.so why far away, so he said. I happen to know his practice outside the city mba.." kelau Yoga.


" i saw him like that again, I was afraid he could not breathe and died while sleeping." said Winda restlessly.


" It's a severe trauma mbak. in addition to treatment he must also have a spirit to heal, he must release his bad memories.."


" Don't try to kill himself again already thank God, I think it's enough, it turns out he still often arrives difficult to breathe in his sleep..


I'm really scared of Yog.."


Yoga thought for a moment,


" perhaps falling in love can reduce her burden.."


" how he wants to fall in love, the woman who had approached him only lasted a month and two months because he was too indifferent." explained Winda,


" where can he move like you when he sees a girl?!" winda ketus.


" Why.m I the one who got scorned?" Yoga wonder, though,


" who wouldn't want to nag if seeing you smart was stupid to choose a woman, you belittle my words and now you're just left by that woman?!" somehow Winda was upset again if he remembered Bagas' mother who had cheated on him with another man and left his toddler son just like that.


" It's past mbak.. don't discuss..?!" yoga Protest.


Winda was silent for a moment.


" You also marry again, but be careful to find the one who loves your child and does not matre!"


Yoga smiled at a glance,


" Where is that now." he said slowly.


" There must be, if you're good at judging.."


Yoga smiled bitterly now,


" There's no crap, but now she won't want to be with me anymore." Yoga's voice deep, Yogic voice,


" why? you're well established and handsome?"


" she's not that kind of woman, just while dating she doesn't want me to pay for this, asking weird like other women don't.."


" Why didn't you marry her?"


" my fault, I was too lulled with a more beautiful and seductive form." Yoga tone full of regret, full of regret, and,


" you betrayed her? with mother bagas?"


" yes. "answered Yoga for a moment.


" Well, if I were that woman, I wouldn't accept you anymore either..!"


" So you're not defending me?"


" what am I doing to defend insolent people and not take advice like you. You are wrong.." Ketus.


Yoga looked at her brother in disbelief,


" don't we be stepbrothers? or am I a pick-up boy? why mbak never stood up for me." Yoga's voice was sad.


" Your mouth could be talking..!"


" Yes already, tomorrow mbak only who find me a wife yes." he said then made Winda speechless, his frustration a little lost hearing that.


" Be careful if you don't obey me later." said Winda later.