Damar For Kinanti

because I'm not willing

Kinanti looked at the man before her with a look of disbelief,

he could usually just pull Kinanti into his arms like this.

His attitude was completely unread by Kinanti.

" What if it's true?" said Damar arrived, he took off his glasses with his right hand and put them in the right pocket of his pants.

It was as if those glasses were going to make it difficult for him the next few minutes.

" what is right? what the hell are you talking about?!" kinanti said she was still trying to escape.

" What if I really want to ruin your wedding plans? what are you gonna do?" damar's voice was full of emphasis, he brought his face closer to Kinanti's ears.

" If I had proposed to you first, would you have accepted me as easily as accepting this man?" damar's breath feels warm in Kinanti's ears.

Kinanti froze, she did not move, she did not move,

he was surprised by Damar's current attitude, he seemed to change,

from an understanding man to a man dominates the Kinanti.

" Is your sanity gone?" ask Kinanti after mastering yourself.

" Tell me, what would you do if I wanted to foil your plans with that man?" ask Damar again, still half whispering.

" It doesn't make any sense? what is the reason? why are you acting like this to me?!" kinanti's voice was also half whispered but demanding, she was afraid that the loud sound would wake her mother up and attract the attention of the neighbors

" Because I'm not willing..

I'm not willing to give up something that I've taken good care of to just anyone!"

Kinanti was silent, she did not know what to say, and clearly, the more she tried to break away, the tighter her embrace became.

" Isn't that too selfish?! you don't even love me, you're just obsessed with your guilt?!"

" I've become a man who doesn't care, whether it's my obsession or my selfishness.."

Damar swiftly snatched away Kinanti's lips,

" Daddy?!" A surprised Kinanti tries to avoid Damar's kiss, but whatever the power of Kinanti, Damar finds his lips again.

the originally rough kiss, slowly became soft, making Kinanti who initially fought back now resigned.

Damar pulled Kinanti's body until the two of them were close, clinging to it without any gaps.

Damar's hand turned to his back, hugging him tightly as if he wanted to swallow the small body.

Damar who felt his body start to untrue and asked for more, decided to stop.

He released the true Kinanti, which had been lost,

Kinanti was stunned to find her originally in the clutches tightly arrived at release.

" Don't marry that man.." Damar said, his gaze begging.

Looking at Kinanti who was silent he could not stand, snatched back the tiny lips.

the kiss this time got a reply from Kinanti, and it made it hard for Damar to stop.

But Damar again must be able to control himself.

He stopped and rested his head on Kinanti's shoulder,

trying to control himself half dead.

While Kinanti, he was surprised by himself, why he actually received and even returned the kiss,

His cheeks were red with great shame.

It felt like digging a hole to hide so Damar could not see his face.

" You're really driving me crazy." murmured Damar.

He raised his head, looking at Kinanti who threw his gaze in the other direction.

returning the direction of Kinanti's view to him.

" Look at me." said Damar softly,

the two looked at, long ago, there were no other words that Damar could say for now,

In his kiss Kinanti forehead, followed by a soft caress on the head.

" I'm sorry.I'm sorry for my insolent behavior towards you.." she hugged Kinanti.

The day changed, as well as what Kinanti felt, he felt himself like a small boat drifting in the sea, and the vast sea was also in it named Damar.

The sea that looks calm but can at any time drown it.

Many times he complained without realizing it until his mother was astonished and curious.

" Why the hell?" asked his mother, Kinanti who was busy growing the vegetable, and,

For several days his mother saw Kinanti often pensive, and her cheeks suddenly met red.

His mother was really surprised.

" Do you have a problem?" ask her mother again,

" No ma'am.." Kinanti shook her head, but her eyes were so troubled.

" Have you met Haikal's parents?" ask Kinan's mother,

" No, ma'am, they're outside his home town.. Haikal has a plan to take me there.."

" Yes, you see what his parents responded, do they accept you? especially now that you're not working.."

Kinanti was silent, he put his knife on the ground.

" Mommy." call Kinanti,

" what is nduk..?"

" h. no.." she then made her mother frown.

" Opo o seh nduk?" asked his mother, very curious,

" no ma'am, "His answer was short and he took the knife again to dig the ground in the small black pot.

And not only was Kinanti's mother, but Haikal was also a little surprised, too,

This usually ketus kinanti suddenly became quiet, so quiet,

even as lazy as talking.

" What the hell else do you think?" haikal asked curiously, he sat in front of Kinanti who was busy preparing the duties of Haikal's nephew.

" No, just a little busy making applications to other school schools.." Answer Kinanti.

" Slowly plan it. Otherwise work is also okay.."

" What am I. The money from the man is not good, he said,

at least I should have my own income even if it's not much.."

Haikal shut up, though,

" Is there anything that Nan is uncomfortable about?" haikal asked again, he felt that there was really something different about Kinanti these few days.

He who usually stares sharply and boldly, now likes to turn his eyes in the other direction.

" If there's a problem tell me. Does anyone bother you maybe?"

" who would dare to bother me.." Answer flat quintessence.

" Eh, yes yes.you are fierce.who dares to bother you." said Haikal while laughing.