Damar For Kinanti

too quiet and peaceful

The third day Dinda returned to bandung, did not wait for a long time, all the contents in his shop he left to other merchants, and the shop that was like his second home he offered to some merchants.

Dinda has got a buyer but the buyer is asking for some time for payment.

Dinda who really wants to finish everything is willing to wait while visiting the convection of his subscription.

Although Yoga had prohibited him from selling with a wholesale system, but he felt the need to keep a good relationship with the owners of the convection.

Because the price offered is of course much cheaper than the market price at malang.

Good stuff, price sloping.. Dinda can vouch for it.

Although Yoga refused, but little by little Dinda can seduce him, it was planned by Dinda.

It is impossible for him to do business as long as there are no big profits, then what he trades for if only to waste time,

surely he wants to have his own savings to keep watch.

As much as he believes now in Yoga, still he should not be complacent.

Against the will of Yoga bright light is tantamount to making a fuss, therefore he prefers to behave, agreeing to disagree.

And Alvian thing, the man..

Dinda had already met him directly when she had just arrived,

all farewell to Alvian's mother because next month she has decided not to contract the house again and return to the poor for the next.

Of course, the calm Alvian was shocked as shocked as he was.

Especially after Dinda says why,

the man seemed to be unacceptable.

" You're playing me, aren't you? when I asked you out, you didn't want to,

when I wanted to tie you up more seriously because I thought you didn't want to date, you also reasoned that, that,

but look at it now?

suddenly you'll marry another man.." Alvian smiled bitterly.

" It's worth it, usually only a week to go home. now it can be weeks." continued Alvian showed his disappointment.

Dinda could only sit still as Alvian searched for her with a sentence that made her even sadder.

" Is that guy better than me?" alvian asked then after more control of himself.

" You've met him." replied Dinda,

sontak Alvian looked at him,

" the sister of Mas Damar. her husband Kinan, who was here at that time.." continued Dinda.

Alvian looks really in shock, that man, who just appeared.. Could he normally ambush?! isn't it me who's been with you here for years? inner Alvian did not accept.

" He's better-looking than I deserve, and seems more established." Alvian's voice sounded unwilling.

" No. It's not because of that." argued Dinda quietly,

" i am in front of you every day..

we get to know not just two days a day, but why is the man you just showed up with the one you chose?" Alvian threw his gaze in the other direction so upset.

" You're wrong to think I just knew him..

I knew him long before I moved here,

I even knew him when I was in college..

so don't talk like I'm going to fall into the arms of the man I just met..?"

" Just look at me. She's sneering, impolite?!"

" Nobody's attacking, because I don't belong to anyone.."

hearing that Alvian fell silent, still looking unwilling.

" I know, we don't have attachments as a couple, though,

but I thought you knew exactly how I felt?" alvian said,

" Therefore, I have never received a bond from you, it is because I am not yet convinced and always in the shadow of fear..

I don't want to disappoint others because my feelings aren't necessarily true..

you're kind..

I am like this, of course, not worthy of being with a man as sincere as you..

sorry...

not that I was defending myself, still I was guilty of giving you hope even a little..

you may hate me, but I hope you can think wisely so you can accept this well.."

" accept that you choose someone else?"

" remember, I don't belong to anyone Vian, don't look at me like someone who betrayed you.."

" don't you reiterate that, I have no ties and no rights.."

Dinda was not angry, she was sad to hear the words Alvian.

" That guy.does he really love you?" alvian asked later, not looking at Dinda, but her question sounded deep and serious.

" Love.., he did say that he loved me..

but it was not love that made me want to accept him as my husband." replied Dinda as subtly as possible,

" what if not love? the matter? he looks well-off and well-established.."

Dinda smiled hearing that, though,

I'm more trusting of the seriousness and commitment he's offered.."

Alvian just sighed hearing that, he was already unable to say anything.

" I thank you for being such a good friend during my life here.."

hearing Dinda's soft voice it felt like Alvian couldn't help but hug Dinda.

But the woman sitting not far from him never even allowed herself to be touched, both then and now.

" What.. I. can hold you for the first and last time?

friendship hug?" asked Alvian to vent.

Dinda did not answer, he seemed to think for a long time, looking for the right words so that the man who had helped him a lot was not hurt by what he would say.

" I'm sorry.what would people say if I hugged another man, when soon I would get married." replied Dinda slowly, as she said,

" but no one will see you? here bandung, that man will never know?"

Dinda shook her head softly at the word Alvian said,

" i'm sorry again." said Dinda making Alvian really aware now,

that there was no self in Dinda's heart.

This week is going quietly. Yoga looks busy, he seems to want to throw his anxiety because it is far from Dinda.

While Kaila has been leaving for more than a week and home alone from campus.

The girl became speechless and gloomy.

Somehow Damar even felt uncomfortable, because his sister was too calm.

" She's weird. shouldn't you be grateful they're calm and don't make trouble?" kinanti's busy comments make a banana compote jackfruit.

Starting from the morning her husband was cravings for banana jackfruit compote,

though it is very difficult to find jackfruit because it is not so season.

Si yuk had to travel to the market at dawn to get the jackfruit his master wanted.

Kinanti was surprised at the attitude of her husband who was even worried about his family atmosphere that was too calm and peaceful.

" No, don't think strangely, no. Her brother.." said Kinanti giving her husband a bowl of hot compote.

Damar, who had been sitting on the dining table chair, had a fresh look on his face when he saw that the bowl of compote he wanted was already in front of him.

" Thank God." he said as he scooped the jackfruit piece.

" We're moving, aren't we?" tanya Kinanti sat beside Damar.

" So dear, after Yoga is married we look for a good day to move." replied Damar while blowing the still hot compote.

" Is this right I wasn't invited to see the house first?"

" You'll love it, you'll see it all move on.."

" Wah.. wife's opinion really doesn't matter anymore huh?"

" it's not like that, but I've arranged it in such a way..

if there will be something that does not suit your taste, we can change it slowly." said Damar chewed a banana in his mouth.

Joseph actually had no plans to occupy the house that has not been paid off.

But he had no choice, his father's anger really disappointed him.

Joseph arranged his clothes one by one into a simple cupboard that he bought in a hurry.

The housing in Yusuf is medium-sized with two rooms, one kitchen, two bathrooms, one family room and one living room.

after arranging his clothes and goods, Joseph laid himself on the bed that he just put on the floor.

There were no pillows and blankets, because he hadn't bought them.

" Where are you going Suf? where are you going to bring such a big bag?!",

she remembered how sad her mother was when she found out that Joseph had decided to leave home.

While his father just sat quietly with a stiff face, did not comment anything, because he was aware..

joseph decided to leave the house because of him.

" Just leave mom!, she's old! until when are you going to protect and spoil her?!,

let him know the meaning of responsibility and not be careless!" the sound of his father was heard from outside, at that time Joseph had put all his goods into the car.

" This father is more concerned with the progress of the father's business than the feelings of the child?!" his mother's voice disputed his father.

Ah already.. Yusuf did not want to know anymore, without saying goodbye the man immediately drove his car and left.

Joseph looked up at the sky of his room,

at a glance Kaila's face appeared, there was bitter that attacked him,

something that could not be contained flowed through both corners of his eyes.

The usually sturdy man was truly helpless now.

He was disappointed and regretted what he had received.

How can the woman he loves and does not want to hurt his heart to behave so arbitrarily without asking questions and finding out the truth.

even to the point of breaking words easily.

Joseph did not count Kaila's slap, for him it was nothing, but the breaking word that Kaila uttered, was truly heartbreaking.

It was as if what he had been fighting for all this time collapsed in an instant.