Colorless Aurora

human captivity is problematic

I woke up with a woman who kept shaking my body.

I can't think right, it's just, I know that woman, she's Sina. Where every Sunday morning he would come and wake me up. Even if you have to use an unnatural way.

For example, like tying a toe with a stone and what I felt after that was a cramping, tingling and aching, as if this leg had been separated from the body, cruel is not it.

"What are you doing in Sina's house ?."  I said with eyes like I didn't want to open.

"Ah you've woken up An." Said Sina who hid something behind his hand.

As for that face of Sina, it looked innocent, like it didn't know anything about what he was going to do to me.

"What sina are you holding ."

"It's nothing, it's just a match and fireworks."Answer it casually.

But I didn't think about what he had planned.

"What do you mean by all that Sina, don't tell me you're gonna wake me up with those fireworks."

"Ah not really ." He dodged when he answered.

"I can't believe you burned my leg yesterday and it's still on fire. " I'm upset to think about what happened last week.

"Hehehehe". He laughed as if there was nothing wrong with him.

I can say that if we were close, around Middle School, Sina moved near my house, she was a tomboy, self-righteous, uncensored, rude, talking woman, stubborn and shameless.

But Sina is a woman who still wants to accompany me, in the face of the sadness of the destruction of the family that I have, he became a loyal and great friend.

"So what do you want ?." I asked him why he came to my house.

"I want you to help me again, all the employees and customers are asking a lot about you ." Sina said, but it doesn't make me happy at all.

Accepting what Sina wants is a little difficult, what else should a maid dress like that, but one reason I have to accept Sina's offer.

"All right." With a little spirit I accepted Sina's offer.

"You rarely accept my request An." Sina seemed happy to hear my answer.

"So maybe I'm bored." I answered by looking for an excuse so that Sina would not think that something could be strange.

But from what I answered, he looked at me elaborately, what was wrong with my words, certainly nothing, but Sina's attitude was wrong.

"No, no, maybe you're sick, go back to sleep, I'll make breakfast and I'll buy you some medicine." Sina said by looking at me strangely, as if something was wrong in my brain.

"I'm not sick ". I was upset to hear Sina's words.

But still she saw me complicated, Sina felt that I was not as usual, maybe I was, because this was the first time I felt excited.

"Look, I have a reason why I accepted your request, because maybe I want to meet the girl." I said with a clear reason.

"Who do you mean ?."

Sina asked and looked suspiciously at me.

I wanted to say the girl's physical limitations, but of course, it would be the same as insulting and luckily I remembered the name she said.

"The Aurora ."

"Ahh Miss Rea, why do you want to meet her An." Sina was still looking at me suspiciously, I was a little confused as to what to answer.

I still can't tell you what's inside my feelings.

"Come." .Answer me by turning my face away.

And after I said an unclear reason, Sina's gaze grew even stranger to seeing me.

"Honestly, ever since you helped me out last week, he's been looking for you, he said he wanted to be served by a male servant whose voice was like a troubled person." Sina said, but it doesn't make me happy, because the lady is like thinking that I'm a troubled human being.

"Why does he want to see me ."I asked a little excitedly.

While Sina shook his head and said, "Come, it's just that I know, that it's you An, because there's no male waitress in the cafe, but still, it's just that, a man who has all sorts of problems, there's only one in this town, which is you." Insincerely sina and increasingly insult me.

"Why are you saying that, I am a rare human being with only one in the world."

Sina smiled and then held back his laughter.

"Of course, look at your eyes, you're like a dead fish walking An." Said Sina and it was very clear if it was an insult.

"hehehe ." I laughed, for there was no way I could hit a woman, certainly a bitter laugh that laughed at myself.

"Here you go, maybe if I were to report to the government that you're the kind of human that's going to go extinct, the government would put you in captivity for troubled humans."The more excited Sina was about insulting me.

"Thank you for your concern Miss Sina .". I lost and stopped the insult.

While Sina laughed more and more when he saw my dying face withstanding the pain of each of his words.

As soon as I changed clothes and Sina waited outside the room, I thought a little about what he said.

Looking at the mirror in the room, put on the face as usual and indeed these eyes like not having the desire to live.

"Yes maybe I've been like a dead man with this body ." I muttered a little hard.

From behind the door Sina heard what I muttered. "No, you're not at all like a dead fish, but you're already a fish that's run out of life, take it easy, I'd rather see you like you are now." Said Sina from behind the door.

"You mean I'm a dead fish."

He was silent and muttered, "Hmmm, maybe ...Hehehe."

"Stop joking around like that Sina ".

In every single one of my problems, I feel better if Sina is near me.

"For me now, you're enjoying your life more, even if it's easy to get bored sometimes, it's better than it used to be." His words are very calm.

"Of course it's a little difficult for me, sometimes I think that I've never seriously enjoyed anything." Reply to me in a calm tone.

"Remember the first time you surfed, I could see from your smile that your life began to rise and shine, as if nature would not let you grieve, I liked that." Sina said and it made me happy a little bit.

Truly Sina was a woman who could never guess her way of thinking, I walked up and opened the door, I startled Sina and said.

"Thank you, Sina."

With my smiling face, but Sina looking at me surprised, Sina's gaze and face reddened, Sina's attitude confused me, and...

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A slap came across my cheek, I didn't understand what he was doing.

"Stupid, put your pants on quickly." Sina said with closed eyes.

I looked down, I realized from above I was wearing clothes, but I forgot my pants.

"Sorry ."

"Stupid, stupid."

He's my best friend, I feel lucky, it turns out that there are still people who continue to pay attention to me when my soul is destroyed in this rotten life.