Colorless Aurora

blissfully

So far I'm still trying to accept a situation that forces me to change, where life at that time has become a memory and there's no way I can get it back, if you think of one way to become someone new in this life is to accept everything and walk in a new life, put it together and create all the good memories I can tell you in the future.

And so far I've met all kinds of people and all their life stories tell me a little bit about people who never think right and do what he thinks is pleasing to him, Noe.

I had never seen him seriously living that narrow life, but on one hand I could imagine how far Noe looked in his life, I could still see him sitting next to me after school was over, on top of the tree trunk that was washed up on this beach, I asked Noe a little.

"Nah Noe what are you going to do after this High School ." Ask him, I,

He looked at the beach and answered.

"Let's see, maybe I'll find work, live a simple life, build a family and grow old peacefully ." Answer from him,

It's simple, but I can't deny it, because I myself think so, if for more than 11 years I was with this tacky guy didn't know himself, ' he said, the two of us may already be like close friends who are irreplaceable.

"Don't you want to do something more important in your life." I asked back, though,

Her smile did not come off even as she answered what I asked.

"what do you mean ?."

"Ride and fight monsters."

"you know I'm not a Kamen rider, but this is the life I have and I just hope everything goes as usual and nothing changes, yeah that's it ." Answer with a smile,

All the same, he was the same, and I was the same, hoping that everything I was living did not change, but circumstances forced me to change my life if I wanted to live my new life.

"So what do you want to keep being like this ."

Noe stood up and walked a few steps.

I watched him as he said..."We just expect happiness to always come and not want to change, this is my happiness, but people will change when they go with the flow of life, whether they want to or not, we will do it anyway because we will be eliminated if we do not follow it, "Yes a wise word from a good friend of mine.

Somehow I was a little surprised when I heard that from him, he who I had always seen as someone who acted arbitrarily, he said, but only by hearing those words did I realize he was the one looking far ahead,

"I don't think you can think either, my friend ." I was surprised to see him speak wisely.

"For all this time you thought I was what I was ." His voice was surprised, too,

"At least not far from humans ." Answer from me,

He was a little annoyed by the folded look on his face and I saw him with a smile, he was my friend, my friend from long ago and until now,

After a brief conversation with Noe on the shore, I decided to go home and see Rea, but when I got to the front of the house, all I saw was Nagisa's face, she looked confused, looking left and right was like looking for something, but he ran towards me after seeing me coming,

"Sir, madam Rea, that's Rea ." Nagisa said nervously,

"Relax Nagisa, calm down, what happened ." I asked him if I saw it like this,

"Quickly, just go with sister ." Pull me up hard, though,

I followed him, slowly entering the house, like I was stalking something, moving with my heart, barely making even the slightest sound of footsteps,

"What we do Nagisa ." Ask me from behind his back to hide.

Nagisa resentfully turned around and hinted at me to remain silent,

"I feel like I'm being fooled by my own sister ." I muttered that I felt strange to myself.

Deliberately his elbow hit me in the stomach, it was very felt up to the heart, but I slowly saw Rea who was sitting facing the window, the face looked sad I could see there was something hidden, all the feelings spilling from the fragile container in the heart, with those tiny lips muttering something, she said, a humming song that I had never heard even in the music player I had, I walked closer even though Nagisa pulled me to stop,

"What are you thinking, Miss ." I said arriving, arriving,

And to her surprise she wiped away the tears that had already dripped down her cheeks, hiding something behind a fake smile as she looked at me,

"Ah is not what ." Answer,

He smiled, it was so tight when I saw him, it was so hard for Rea, he didn't let go of the sadness, the big liar who lied to himself and it was so sickening for me to see,

"Why are you hiding your problem "Ask me to him who still shows me that smile,

"What?, I'm not hiding anything ." Answer with a smile,

He was still hiding that sadness, he should have realized, I could read what he was feeling, even though he just fell silent and shut his mouth, I knew what it meant, he said,

"If you just hide your problems, then it will only be a burden in your life ." I said without smiling one bit,

"Truly you can see what I'm thinking ." He said that changed the look on his face,

Although the smile showed something else, but I could see it from all my points of view, about the way his hands clenched, the shape of his smile, the look on his face, the tone of his speech and the aura within him, yes I can feel the difference from the usual thing when I see Rea's figure.

"Because I can feel everything you feel, I don't want you to drown in your own grief ." I said I saw the face of sorrow she showed,

"Yes, we are like the same, I can feel your problems, problems about living life and fixing what is broken ." Said Rea who knew what my problem was,

"And I can feel your troubles, feelings of being wasted and desires disappearing from this world ." I said I knew the meaning of her tears,

He stood up from his seat, walking with a looking hand, I welcomed the hand, which then a hug from him coiled around my body,

"I want to be happy, but why doesn't anyone understand what I hope for, "Said she by burrowing her face into my arms.