Colorless Aurora

Ayah

Hearing in that harsh tone gave me a bit of goosebumps, as it might have been a long time since I felt this kind of suppressive aura, even Nagisa who ran over stopped in the middle of the road and fell silent in fear when she saw her figure, the father who was tall and thickly muscular stood up like he was challenging me,

"Dad ...."Nagisa muttered his name,

I who had seen him since I really did not think that face was getting older even when I last saw it, he said,

"When will you crouch down and look at your father like that, quickly stand up ." Said Father in his loud tone,

"Ah sorry ."

When I stood up I took a picture of his face, seeing the result was a picture of an old man with thick bewok and gray hair of course,

"Come in, An, Nagisa, Tita, and also Rea your mother's been waiting in the living room ." The father said as he walked into the house,

"He's Ryu's uncle", Rea answered him with familiarity,

A little bit of everything I understood after I got to this place was a question,

That is, what all the events related to the proximity of Rea is a mere coincidence or maybe it has been a fate for us to meet, but so far because I never believed in his name 'coincidence' because everything in this world follows the flow of life for its own reasons, including my meeting with Rea which is indeed a destiny, he said, at least this needs a more detailed explanation from everyone to find a conclusion from this all, he said,

But still, my father still looks firm, the old face is still scary even though he is still at the number 41 maybe and with the wrinkles I feel that as I remember he was not this old, he was not this old, I followed her steps from behind, the little thing I told her,

"Does father feel old ." I said I saw how hard he looked at me,

"What kind of question is An, of course every human being will continue to grow old and change his life from strong to weak, because we are human, just accept it ." My father replied with such a firm attitude,

"At least, I don't expect an answer as long as it's dad, "

Yes, after I said it, my father loudly put his shoes on my feet that only use sandals, it really hurt to tell me about what it was like, what it felt like,

"You are also still alone when you say unnecessary things ." Said Dad in such a loud tone,

"Yes it's very similar to father ." I said it spontaneously,

I understand a little that my father is not the type of person who can easily express everything emotionally but rather in the direction of words or actions, I really like a reflection of himself, he said, when I entered the two women who were talking directly looked at me, at least one of them I already knew, the mother of Rea, aunt Tina who accidentally came to meet with all of us, while the other one I can already guess she is the wife of my father, looks maybe 8 years younger than my father's age, including her face which is still said to be beautiful, although still more beautiful my own mother of course,

"Ah you have come, "Aunty Tina welcomes us,

He walked over and included a new mother who might already know Nagisa better than me, Nagisa who was standing beside me whispered,

"That's Yuri's mother, our mother now, sister ." Nagisa said in a whisper,

"Yes, I can tell that ." I whispered to Nagisa,

I politely approached and the one who became my new mother immediately hugged me, somehow I felt like I was being embraced more by an older woman than me, and I don't like that myself,

"Well, sweet you An, more handsome than the one in the photo ." My new mother said happily,

Tita and Rin came they both including Nagisa who was beside me started to pull me, Nagisa said, saying,

"Don't take my brother ."

Tita answered him a little louder and included when pulling me,

"Now An's brother is also my brother ."

Rin started acting, though,

"Sister An, got Rin ."

It is very cute what Rin said but still I am still troubled if I have to deal with the situation like now.

"You're a mother's son, so An is also a mother's son ." My mother said happily,

I don't know what's going on, I feel like it's been like an insignificant item here,

"Sorry before that, if you continue to fuss over this, I'm already dead suffocated ." I said with tightness,

I tried to save myself, but still no one cared about it, until where it came from, a strong pull took me out of the crowd of my family who were very enthusiastic about welcoming me into this new life,

"You've all had enough, don't be like a child, of course except for Rin, "Shouted Tina loudly stopping the matter, you know,

"Thank God I'm safe, thank you aunt ."

But the reason why I saved my life is another reason why I should remain vigilant even if I have seen that sneaky smile,

He started the commotion again and in the end I was the one who had to try to stop all this,

"That's enough, if it's still like this I'll go ." I shouted threateningly,

Yes with the threat everything became calmer, including for me alone can breathe a sigh of relief without anything stuck in my sight,

"An, An, what happened, "Said Rea who was walking and looking for something to hold onto, I immediately caught her hand and made her walk after me, but the gaze of everyone in this place scared me,

"Maybe I've entered the house wrong, Rea, "Said I whispered into his ear,

"But there's no mama here, so it's not wrong An ."

"Indeed it is not wrong for the social status of the family, but it is wrong if I assume my life will be comfortable in this family ." I whispered back to his ear,

"A so ." Answer it briefly,

I didn't expect Rea to know about it and after that fell silent without saying anything, only, I also had better shut up and try to pretend not to know about all of this,

"Dad didn't do anything for this ." I looked at the father who was sitting quietly,

I just saw no smile or anything just say...."Please don't fuss, it's not good for the neighbors ." Said the Father.

"Even here the neighbor was very far away Dad, "Shouted me because my own father didn't understand anything,

"Then let nothing break ." The father looked for another reason, though,

"That's not a good reason Dad ." I drown hearing it, though,

And in the end I really want to forget this 15-minute incident and maybe it will be imprinted later in the dark memories of my life,

As things calmed down and returned to the original position, I began to face the real problem, everyone sat quietly at the guest table and my father looked at me with a sharp gaze.

"Father, for the incident three years ago, when I refused to go with dad, I apologize for my own selfishness ." I said with all the things I remember all this time,

He stood up, walked closer to me, which he then said...."I understand how you felt back then and you've been through it all by yourself, I don't blame you, but now you have to make up for it, "The answer from the father with a strong look.

"I will accept what I have to do ." Answer I strongly accept everything,

With that hand, I rubbed my head, looking at me without even smiling,

"And about the scholarship for Rina, Noe and Sina, I've taken care of it, so it's no problem anymore ." My father said to everything I do,

I've been asking for a scholarship on behalf of the company my father went to and now I'm going to start my new life again,

"All the companies that are now, I'll leave it to you after you graduate from Harvard University."

Everyone in the room was surprised to hear what my father had said, but this was not sudden, because when I asked for all the scholarships for my friend, my friend, I was granted these terms and I agreed to them,

"Why didn't sister tell Nagisa the same ." Shouted Nagisa

Nagisa was like rebelling after hearing what my father and I said, not even Nagisa, Tita and Rea were like that,

"This is my choice, what to pay after you receive it ." Said I answered Nagisa's scream,

"It's not fair why you have to sacrifice for someone else, while for your own sister like you don't get anything ." Shouting back Nagisa with anger,

"Nagisa, this is your choice, don't say unnecessary things ." I screamed a little, making nagisa speechless to listen to him,

"It's not fair, dad, "

I rubbed his head, the tears were dripping and I cleaned with my hands,

"It's only my sister's four years, not forever, so far you only understand what it's like to live life alone, no matter what others say, but after meeting everyone, they fought for their lives, it opened the eyes of big brother, big brother wanted to fight for their sake all, they were fighting for their lives, give what can be given and receive a happiness that can be remembered by all of them that, brother lives and they become friends for brother ."

Little things to make everyone understand and for the answers I want to hear,

"Dad, tell me the truth why I feel Rea is different ." Asking my father about all this,

My dad started thinking, maybe trying to remember where to tell me the beginning of the story I wanted to hear from all this,

"So Rea was the child who got the donor liver from Hana, "The father replied calmly, saying,

That little word made me remember about a little girl I had seen in the hospital hallway bench when my mother was in the care of her,