Colorless Aurora

heroines

It seemed like what I was doing, had made Lina calmer and by the time we got to the parking lot, the clock was eight and thirty-five minutes away and the sound of the bell at the beginning of the first hour was ringing, we ran without regard to all the teachers who just wanted to enter the examination room, taking place,

"Let's hurry Rina ." Shouted I pulled Rina's hand, though,

"It's An ." He answered with a nervous face,

Finally we arrived at the examination room both of us and at each eye view of the class one like releasing relief to see the hero figure in waiting finally come,

"please go in and prepare all the test requirements ." Said the beautiful teacher who was ready with a question sheet.

The two of us were walking around casually because all I was worried about was that Rina had not come to school for the exam, had disappeared and it was very dramatic.

trying to sit casually on the back bench of the class, looking at the already calm Rina to face the sheet of paper that sets the expectations in a gambling, where she will determine what fate will look like in the future. but with all this hard work, and for me it's a penance, about whether I fight for someone's hope and make it work so I can forgive myself.

when this open question sheet reads all the questions, about science, natural knowledge and all the theories that have been studied, he said, for myself this is all just like repeating a question that I have memorized the answer to, in this gambling we only have a time limit of 90 minutes, the pen will write down the answer and the brain is thinking to give the answer.

of course this is not more difficult, if we have to solve a problem in life, because in life there is no one definite answer to write down,

I lazily looked at the clock that was left for forty-five minutes and it was boring to me, even to follow the step of the second per second in the wall clock there did not load me it was easy to waste time,

"Are you done, Yoan."

The soft voice of the teacher's mother from behind, woke me from the daydream, with her trademark placing a 300-page thick book 'how to cope with troubled students' on the table. I who had been used to staring at the book, I, it was not surprising to just reply to what he said,

"Yes, it seems so, " Reply to me in a lazy tone,

"Have you checked again."

He asked back to me, I casually answered him,

"If anyone has to check again is all the trouble in my life teacher's mother ." Answer me without looking at this teacher's mother,

"If you say it like that, it means you've done everything ." The teacher said softly,

I said it again, though,

"What I haven't done yet may be my problem as well mother ."

Surely I didn't expect to see the teacher angry, just that what I said was like lighting the wick from his emotional cannon.

"Why is your life filled with problems ." Said the Mother Teacher sighing so heavily,

"It may be that because I am alive, the humans in life will continue to have problems, "Said I increasingly make this teacher's mother feel upset,

"Mom doesn't want to hear the wise word from you, because mother herself has a problem ." Of course I understand, too,

I asked a little, "What's the mother's problem, "Ask me by seeing the Mother's teacher.

"Because you live ." He said looking at me sharply.

"Of course if you expect me to die, I can't grant it, and if you kill me it's a criminal act." I answered making him angry,

"That's enough, get out of here." His cry with his hands was ready in the thick book in hand.

because human life will continue to be covered by all problems, it is simple, yes but annoying.

Like this and so on until the second hour of the exam was nearing the end and still I was daydreaming to waste time after all the questions from the Indonesian lesson I had completed half an hour ago,

"Aahh is boring ." I muttered with a heavy breath,

Just a glance I noticed everyone who was still busy with erasers and pencils all of them, Rina was not free from my attention, she was still writing and erasing, silent and thinking back, she said, write again and delete it again.

what a predictable routine, whereas the man next to me looked very confused, maybe he was confused because the eraser had run out to erase all the wrong writing he answered, if it can not be the answer that needs to be changed but his brain must be repaired.

I could see it was hot steam because Noe forced his brain to work so hard it was overloaded,

The sound of a bell ringing which meant that today's exam had finished, saw Noe lying limp with a saying,

"Finally done ." He said he relaxed all his tense muscles.

When he could not move a finger, not even looking at me I asked,

"What's finished ." Seeing Noe lying helpless, he,

"The test hours ." Short answer from him,

her brain was very shallow, she was just waiting for the end of the exam hours, whereas for her answer that she did not think about it. So did Rina, who was not, he was pensively down I had no doubt that he might now be able to get the same value as me, only that his troublesome way of thinking was still visible, I approached to make sure he was okay, just that,

"So can you do your exams ."I went straight to the point of the question, though,

"Anu, sorry, sorry ." That's the answer from him, though,

"Why do you have to apologize." Ask me to come back, please,

"I doubt my answer." Another answer I got, though,

I sighed I saw his troublesome thoughts like this,

"If you doubt like that, why would you answer that, "

"I'm sorry, sorry I shouldn't hesitate, so how's this ." Answer me softly,

Yeah, the pessimism comes out again, it sucks.

"Oh, it's also useless that you think about it, just hope that the answer is all true ." Said I saw him go silent and ..apologize,

"forgive me ."

If I count the number of times he apologized, I might have forgotten the 127th apology he said,

"Well, I forgive you ." I said spontaneously,

I didn't expect more for what he was now doing, just hoping he wouldn't stop for tomorrow and beyond, Rina's road was still long, I just want to see him fight and get the hope he wants,