
Of course not, because I myself have not forgotten all about my family.
"No, I'm the son of my brother's new wife's father ." Answer,
"Oh I just found out, "I really realized it, really,
I myself only saw the little girl who smiled as she looked at me, she laughed and brought herself closer to hug.
"Sister, my name is Tita, and this is Rin ." Introduce her and also the cute little sister,
"Yes, I'm Yoan, just call An, "Reply I introduce myself,
He was more polite than Nagisa, but still I was a little stiff when faced with someone close to arrive, it was like saying 'I am your brother. period.', a compulsion when we can't refuse anything, even if it's just a bargain.
"Yes An's brother, I often talk about brother, "Said the new sister suddenly, and suddenly,
"Ah, don't talk about my father just yet, I'm thinking more about Nagisa right now ." Reply I said something that he might find strange, We were both silent for a moment, I was just playing with the little girl sitting quietly on my lap, while the girl named Tita was just standing in front of me, without saying anything, until a minute later, I restarted the conversation between the two of us,
"So, did Nagisa come out of her room, "Ask me,
Tita who was looking for a place to sit, thought a little about what my question was, she moved the chair that I used to study towards the front and facing me, she moved the chair that I used to study towards, while little Rin was still calmly sitting on my lap,
"About 5am, I heard him walking and stopped at my sister's room door, so..." Said Tita,
"Yes, let him think things through first, so don't you go back to tokyo ." Ask Tita, please,
He was used to looking me in the eye and was not ashamed to answer everything I asked, whereas I was still awkward to face him,
"I've asked permission for the school to come to this place and they've allowed it, so for a few days we're still allowed to stay ." Answer with a smile,
"Ah so, "Reply I don't think too much about it, either,
So far I have been able to understand who she is the woman who came to my house and why she wanted to pick up Nagisa, yes it is very clear my father is still giving his attention to my sister, my brother,
"Thank God, he didn't turn a blind eye to Nagisa." I said a little murmuring, though,
It was my murmur that was not heard by Tita who was sitting in front of me,
"Sister, Rin's hungry."
The little girl Rin spoke, in a cute voice saying hungry and the hand holding the stomach, indeed the little boy was so cute I was sure of that,
"Rin wants to eat what ?."Tita asked Rin and Rin innocently replied,
"What, but same brother An ." Answer in Little Rin,
She even prefers me over her own mother that I'm really happy, but given this, I was a little worried about Nagisa, maybe when I saw her with Rin, Nagisa would definitely feel rivaled, she said,
"Sister, why don't you go to the house in Tokyo ." Tita asked, though,
He was still sitting watching Rin who did not let go of his hand to me, I stood holding him and answered what he was asking,
"Yes, maybe because I still can't leave all the memories in this house, even though when it's all over here, I still don't want to admit it, I want to fix all this ."
"Isn't that too complicated and you're keeping all the opportunities to get to a higher level ." Tita said without thinking about my answer,
I understand what he's thinking, of course if I can guess he still thinks happiness will be gained when he is ranked first,
"Why do I get the highest rank if it can't make me happy, "My answer is with a serious face,
"....."
He did not answer what I said, even tita just silent to respond to what my simple words mean,
It is too complicated for a life to achieve happiness, whereas in my own view a happiness is at least simple for me to understand, like enjoying what I want, yes that is happiness, whereas what we as human beings seek in real happiness, only human beings themselves can answer what happiness is like for them,
Until I saw the calendar in the middle room, yes, a date that goes to memory,
"Yes I forgot, today I have to teach Rina, let it be ." I said arriving, suddenly,
Tita who saw a puzzled face and immediately asked,
"why do you look confused brother."
"Ah no I forgot today I have business ." Answer me with a slight smile,
"Don't you first, you'll have your wound open again ." Reply Tita said with a shout,
I responded to what Tita said and I thought about teaching Rina in my house,
Looking at Nagisa's room that looked so quiet, I started to feel a little restless, started to approach and knock on her bedroom door, she said,
"Hey Nagisa, are you inside ?."
A few seconds I didn't hear an answer from inside, I knocked on the door again, I myself understood he wouldn't answer my call, probably because he was still thinking about his mistake, still not answering, he said, again I knocked and there was no answer,
"Tita, call the police Nagisa's not inside ." Shouted me arriving, arriving,
Yes I pretended, to surprise her and it worked, Nagisa immediately opened her door and said,
"I'm still inside ."
"Yes, thank goodness then, " said I rubbed her hair, saying,
Looking at her reddened eyes and the remaining tears on her cheeks, I wiped them with my palm,
"You did, did not change Nagisa ."
While the girl Rin rubbed Nagisa's cheek and said,
"Mom, don't cry ." He said cutely,
What an adorable Rin she is, Nagisa smiled a little and looked down which was then accompanied by her apology,
"I'm sorry Nagisa sister ."
"Yes, it's okay." Reply with a smile,
Nagisa looked at the bandage that was coiled around my head, and started to make her cry again, she said,
"That's it, now you also have to apologize to Tita."
He nodded, though he might not be able to accept it yet, but I asked him to apologize to Tita, walking to find where Tita was, looking around was not in the dining room or kitchen, until a voice came from the front living room,
"Hello, police sir, hello, hello "Nervous loud noise, nervous,
I ran to stop what the girl was doing, grabbed her phone and immediately said,
"I'm sorry sir, we didn't happen anything, forgive us sir ."
When I hung up on him, he was looking down I saw him in a jolt,
"Why can't you joke, "I said a little confused, I was a little confused,
"So my brother told me to call the police seriously ." He replied with a frown and indeed some percent of me was wrong but still, still,
"Yes, "I said with a heavy breath,
I patted my head, thinking for a while in this house it would feel more crowded than when Nagisa and I were alone, Nagisa walked over towards the two of us, her face embarrassed reddened and said,
"Bak forgive Nagisa, Nagisa's too selfish ." My sister said with shame,
"Yes, it's okay, I also understand why Nagisa prefers to live in this house ." Reply to Tita who is smiling,
Looking at each other and apologizing, this is what a family is like, seeing each other's mistakes and covering up what's wrong, then fixing it together, while from the middle room Rin walked to where the three of us were with hands on her stomach,
"Sister An, Rin is hungry ."
Yes really his faith is an amazing thing in this moment, I ran to carry him, he said,
"Yes, Rin's brother will bribe you ."
While Nagisa immediately looked pouted and said,
"Silver cheats are more attentive with Rin ." Nagisa said with a shout,
"Yes that's right, we both never noticed, "Tita said following Nagisa's words,
I turned around and said with a small body of rin raised,
"If you want to be spoiled, then be small like Rin ."
With joy Rin shouted,
"Yes, Rin won." He said with his face, plain,
little can I understand right now, if we talk about what happiness is like then I can see it inside the dining room with all the family I have right now , by sharing jokes and laughter on the dining table together, a beauty that really makes me happy, he said,