Colorless Aurora

Colorless Aurora
Northern lights



My sister stood up, in a sailor school dress she had worn, a white shirt with her blue skirt. I saw it differently, really was she my sister who used to cry behind the door because her doll was broken.


Somewhat like hearing the same footsteps as three years ago, the smell of a tangled teddy bear, the white dress and the sound of laughter from it, out of nowhere these memories. I remember and forget it, what I see now I will remember, I don't know.


"Nagisa, help your sister ." Said I was calling Nagisa.


"Don't expect, who told you to sleep with your mom, alone here, so fight, before you're late for school ." Nagisa said with a mocking face.


It turns out that he's still annoying, I can't move, this woman's hug is very strong, it's definitely going to be troublesome.


"Sorry, miss sorry ." I called out with a slight shake of his body.


He didn't wake up, got louder and even strangled me.


"I gave up, I gave up, "Shouted me and he finally woke up and let go of his hand, although still in a semi-conscious state by suddenly hitting me so hard.


"Is it morning, "Said by rubbing his sleepy eyes.


Like a child who does not want to get up to school, he moves, his hands feel like looking, holding my hands and lifting them, opening and palpating my palms, his hands are so smooth to wipe, small and white.


"Yohan." He shouted in surprise.


He was surprised and what I heard was that he called my name, I didn't hear him wrong, even the way he said it I can still remember. His voice was startled, like finding something from behind my palm and he looked confused.


"Since when do you know my name, miss ." I said trying to stand up.


"Ah, that ..that, yes last night Nagisa told you your name ." He answered with a confused face.


I did not think so much and it is actually a little strange if until now I did not introduce myself well, yes I remember the words of my sister last night,


'don't be like a freak who doesn't introduce himself '


Yeah, I don't want to be like that of course and sooner or later he'll know too, even if it feels like a little awkward thing.


Seeing her surprised was like knowing exactly what she was feeling, if we can give a little example of this is what if a small animal like a cockroach exploring our feet simultaneously surprised and say 'cockroach' because we already know what it looks like and feels like to be explored by that ludicrous little foot.


“Let's” I said inwardly.


"I'm gonna take Miss home, so hurry up and wash your face and get your hair done." I said I could move my body.


"Ununderstood, roger, execute ."


I drove her to the bathroom, gave her my towel and let her tidy up herself. A little I was still curious about his surprise earlier, did he and I ever meet. But I don't remember ever knowing each other.


Rea who hesitantly hesitates to open the door, if I see things for eighteen years and above then I cannot allow it, that is, but trying to keep it open and what it looks like is a comb stuck in the hair making it tangle.


"Why do I think that I should be watching you ." I said with a little murmuring.


"Yes, may, take it easy, surely I will provide a decent home in the outer courtyard ." The lady said with a laugh.


"Don't, following Nagisa's joke, "I said with a slight annoyance.


"Sorry ." He was silent and smiling.


She was a troublesome woman even though I did like her smile, a strong woman who smiled with her heart, not caring about the endless darkness of the night behind those eyes.


"Well, Miss what do you want to see Aurora ." I said I was waiting for him behind the door.


He who washes his face, stops to hear what I say.


"No, "The answer.


"Why?, don't you miss that sky ." I said with a little surprise.


"Yes you may be right, but that's why I'm afraid to see it, "The answer continues to confuse me.


"You lady are so strange, "I said with a head shake.


She smiled, walked towards me, tried to find something for her to hold, stepped up to her wishes, I directed my hand to catch her hand, gave a towel to dry the messy wet hair.


"Thank you ." The lady said with a smile.


I didn't reply to her, I pulled her hand out of the room, walked her in my footsteps and something I first saw, but I felt like I remembered what was coiling around her neck, 'Northern lights ' yes it's gravity writing for the meaning of light from the north. None other than the aurora of the northern hemisphere.


I noticed it, the locket was very familiar to me, but it was the first time I saw it around Miss Rea's neck.


"Is the locket yours, miss ." Ask me to pay attention.


"Yes, this is a precious thing for me ." He answered by holding the locket tightly.


She held it tightly, smiled and the tighter the grip on my hand, I felt something holding back for me to say, her hand trembling.


Her smile missed something, the reason was so deep, I wanted to understand why she was so guarding her pendant, it was so precious. But why does it remind me of something I can't remember.