Colorless Aurora

Colorless Aurora
Yells out



The day had turned dark, dusk was no longer visible to show its light on this day, inside the house I had thought to immediately enjoy the food cooked by Nagisa, because I spent too much time on the beach, I have forgotten my hunger,


But after being close to home, all the hunger began to crashing until I thought nothing but to make my stomach full first,


Slowly I opened the door, a voice rang out,


"Yes, Nagisa will be home later, "She is receiving a phone call from a cell phone.


Seeing her so seriously I don't want to disturb what she's talking about.


"Well, dad after this final school exam ."


When Nagisa saw me she was surprised, because I was preparing all the necessities for dinner tonight,


"Dad, there's Brother Yoan ....Yes, ok" said Nagisa who was kind of annoyed by Dad's attitude,


Yeah, like you're still mad to talk about me, even though the truth is that I accepted everything without having to bargain.


"It's from dad ?." Ask me with a flat expression,


"Yes ." Nagisa answered him with a little gloom, though,


Nagisa came up and stood before me,


"Here you go, don't think about it, brother sure everything's gonna be okay ." I said with a smile, though,


I rubbed Nagisa's head, but her gloomy face was clear...."Why is dad like that with brother ." Ask Nagisa,


I went back to preparing all the necessities for the meal and answered the questions from Nagisa,


"Yes it was wrong brother first, brother can not accept the death of mother and refused to leave this house, father was not wrong at that time, he only thought about what our fate would be like, he just thought about what our fate would be, if you have to live in a state where he can't leave his two children and now you're aware of all that ."


Nagisa was silent to see me smile, yes this smile is just a lie so that she does not think bad things about father, yes,


"And also nagisa, brother has promised if later brother will explain everything to father and apologize with all this happened all along ." I continue to explain.


Nagisa nodded, as if she herself did not want to see me continue to think about this,


"Oh, let's eat first ."


"M." Mmm." Nagisa nodded and sat down to eat together.


She's the sister I love so much, I even do all this so she looks calmer and doesn't think about unnecessary things, even this is how I've felt more than enough,


"You are so beautiful Nagisa ." I said arriving, suddenly,


Nagisa coughed as she put in her food,


"You're okay nagisa, don't rush ." Ask me to see Nagisa,


Her face turned red, as she was indeed my very beautiful sister, even with a shy face.


The night continued and what happened last day kept me awake, eyes that could not be closed to forget all the problems of the night, he said,


"Just trouble." I was a little upset, though,


I felt useless at the thought of all this, just rolling over and twisting around, looking for a comfortable position for me to rest in, but the fan spinning above me made me even more unable to calm down to just rest,


Surely I feel a little crazy to say my complaint by blaming the fan that has nothing wrong .


"It sucks that I can't solve this problem ."


For a moment I looked at the hour that had passed from eleven o'clock in the evening, because I was too bored I decided to enjoy the night air a little, go out and calm my mind for a moment, feeling the wind that was not as usual.


Or maybe because I was too anxious to think about all these problems and make me confused, of course I very rarely think about excessive things.


From quite a distance away, I could already hear the roar of the waves on the beach there, because the atmosphere was already quiet, there was not a single sound other than the insects of the night, the cats are wailing each other asking for mating, or the birds that accompany their coops tonight.


I feel a sense of uneasiness, maybe this is the only thing that can calm the mind. I was pensive, just trying to calm down in this place, the sound of nature enveloping along with the cold that came slowly, time continued to move like leaving me in this corner,


"Aaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggghhhh"


I heard the sound of someone screaming loudly on this beach, the sound I recognized, breaking the silence of the night, the roar of the waves could not beat how strong he shouted those emotions, she said, I knew who was shouting that, he who was standing at the left end of the beach, on a large reef, in the shadow with his hands raised I could tell who had that slender body, that was, no more than 170 centimeters tall he stood, I heard his screams, filled with emotion and sadness.


All that was mixed up, I approached because I knew it was him, I could understand from this darkness only the light of the street lamp to illuminate the shoreline, the shadow did not move, I could understand, just stand with his hands still raised, though,


"Thee ." Shout me, yell me,


I mentioned the name that came to mind as I walked closer to the reef at the end of it,


"Rome ....Rrrrreeeeaaa." Back to my screams, man,


Strongly I screamed at him, he knew it was me, his body was spinning like looking, I ran closer, closer, closer,


"An, An, Yoaaaannnnn."


He walks, but his steps are wrong, he will fall in a few steps, I have to be quick, he said,


"Rea, don't move ." I said with a run, though,


My voice was hit by the sound of a big wave coming across the reef,


"An, where are you, Yoan ."


His voice was loud, soon I arrived, stayed a few meters to catch him and it turned out that Rea's next step fell, even though the direction where it fell was sand, but with a height of about two meters it will be able to make him injured, he said,


"Reeeeeaaa ."


I caught it and fell overrun by Rea's body, but I was still lucky because of the falling direction I took away from the sharp coral on my left,


"You're stupid what ." Shouts I scolded him,


He twisted his body and occupied my stomach, the small palm rubbed my face,


"An, An, yoan ." Keep calling my name, though,


He smiled, tears from his face were dripping down my face, he did not take his hand out of his face and I said as I held that hand.


"Wherever you go, miss, "Task I'm happy to see her, please,


"I ....I ... want to see you ." Answer the girl who is still sitting on my stomach.