Colorless Aurora

a rocket to the moon

Tonight I could not sleep, as if my eyes refused to shut, waking up alone when everyone had a beautiful dream.I saw ten o'clock at night and every room seemed so quiet, and every room seemed so lonely, there was not the slightest sound, I felt that the activity this afternoon had made me tired.

It's just, I still can't close my eyes. immediately pick up my jacket and cell phone, walk out to cool my mind.

Around this complex, when bedtime comes, it's very rare for anyone to go out at night, I'm alone, what I think is just to relax and enjoy the atmosphere of the night,

"Hide ." Mumbled,

Opening up the phone and playing music, a song called 'I wanna miss a think', really adds to the cool atmosphere of the night, slowly seeing a supermarket of seven eleven.

"It might be a little better snack ."

Slowly looking around the shop all seemed a little quiet, there were only a few visitors still sitting at the outside table, as I walked in from the front of the cashier greeted me with a smile and a word,

"Nrc ...Sseell's....Sseellammmat expensive." A voice that sounded so nervous.

Somehow I seemed to have heard the voice and the next word made it clearer who the owner of the voice was hesitatingly speaking,

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ."

"Don't talk nervously, you've had two months of work still looking confused." the cashier next door spoke up.

From a distance of about two meters, I knew who the cashier said that the intern, he was Rina and said as usual.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ."

Closer to the cashier, Rina was clearly nervous as I walked over and offered the small meal I had chosen,

"Don't just apologize, please take the receipt ." Me word.

Rina looked at me, she nodded and still looked as shy as ever, even though she would only be embarrassed if she was in the outside environment of the house.

When he was doing his job I asked a little..."Is that how necessary it is for you to work like this, on a typical day you work late at the supermarket and on weekends working at the cafe ." I asked when I saw him working. Rina gave me a receipt for what I bought, looking down she answered what I asked.... "I'm sorry but I just don't want to be more of a burden to dad, and mom who is now sick, it's impossible I just shut up and look at it ." Answer with a down.

I understand what kind of miserable life Rina, so far she never gave up on choosing something, although sometimes doubts arise because of a limitation, but she certainly tried to cover it up.

"Don't be too hard to work, at least take care of your health in a short time and this is the last step if you want to get a scholarship."

I was a little encouraging, what I saw was that he just nodded, covered his face with long bangs, this place did not look crowded, only a few people were still sitting at the front desk of the store, he said,

"Rina what time you come home ." He asked me who was still standing in front of the cashier, when he raised his face, looked at me and replied,

"I'm sorry about 11 ." His reply immediately lowered his face back.

"I'll drive you."

I just feel a little worried about seeing a girl come home this late, and also her house is a little far away to walk alone, she said,

"Not necessary, "

"What's wrong, I'm not doing anything myself ."

Actually, if Lina is a little brave to be confident and not close herself from the surrounding environment, she is a girl who is enough to deserve to be counted on to be a girlfriend by every man.

"I'll wait outside ." Said me walking away, and he nodded slowly without taking out a word to answer.

"there's still half an hour ." I muttered walking away,

In each step I could feel how cold the land wind was blowing towards the open sea.Thank God I was already wearing this jacket, even as a coincidence of a cell phone playing music was heard a song from a local band, the lyrics were the same as I did on the shoreline, my lips muttering the song, a soft voice like being carried away even so, I do not know if this song will be the same as my heart that feels longing for someone.

Enjoying all the beauty that kept spinning made me forget about time, the dark sky, the bright white moon and all the stars overhead. I really enjoy my time in this place.

Without me noticing Rina was already standing behind me, to my surprise, because the aura of Rina's presence was barely felt at all,

"Since when have you been behind ." I was surprised to say it, though,

"Sorry, I'm afraid to bother you An, so I don't dare ." The answer was surprised.

I was a little confused to see Rina, she thought too much about others, she was too kind and very strong with her dreams. If I compare with Rina, I realize with myself, I am a person who is still silent in life, without thinking what the future will be like.

"Come, I'll take you home ." Said I was standing up, though,

He nodded and walked to my left.

Shamefully he asked... "Mmm anu ..sorry I wonder what you're listening to An ."

"Here you go, listen to this song, Like we used to." I said I would enjoy this music.

I attached the handset to his right ear, his face flushed and lowered, he said,

"Beautiful, who sings it ." Rina said without apologizing as usual,

"Ah this is from the band A rocket to the moon ." Answer me, answer me,

"The name is funny, a rocket to the moon." Rina laughed off

"Yes I did not expect from his name like that, this song is very touching, "

It was a very unusual night atmosphere, even he forgot his habit of apologizing .

If someone sees us walking together like this, it will certainly cause a misunderstanding, even though everyone around, already know who I am and they will not accuse me carelessly.

Seeing that Rina was enjoying the music from the mobile phone, I didn't talk much, just walked and accompanied her, without me realizing she asked me, she said,

"An ...An.."

"Ah why ?."

Her face turned red as I approached her, suddenly turning away and not wanting to see.

"Ah no, thank you for driving me, but my house is already gone ." He said with a red face, though,

"I'm sorry then ." I reply to smile,

With a smile he went into his house, I looked a little long at his house, quite simply, even I could call it a 'S3' House Just Relaxing It's Hard, with all her sister's sisters I can tell she's a very great woman,

"It's too late, I'd better go home ." I murmured around, looking around,

In this place it felt a little soothing, with all the coconut trees spreading a lot around me, although quite far from the shore I could still hear the roar of the waves, about three hundred meters, about, I like my place like this, until now I do not feel bored to enjoy it,