Colorless Aurora

Destinies

What is destiny, in human speech that explains what destiny is like, they only understand about a journey of life for every human being in the world.life and death, that is a certainty that will happen.

To what extent we live life in various ways, all will end when the breath is no longer blowing, all have calculations, no one millimeter was missed, he said, everything is appropriate and equal to every human being without any manipulation or deception, everything is fair and that is what humans receive from their creators.

Although sometimes they themselves do not understand correctly about how to live, what they have done, until it ends without knowing any reason in their lives.

There are also humans who have worked so hard, but still they can only get success, and also who only work with the origin but a stack of Eiichi Shibusawa picture paper is in the hands.

It is luck that they have, but life does not rest on how much we get treasure in this world.it is all about how much we make use of life from what we get.

It is very beautiful plan of our creator, not to be separated from it all, we are just as a student of the slum school was the same, he said, tell me about what we got after studying for years in class.

There is a movie that says.. "Ten years, even if I don't know what logarithms are, my life will be fine, do you believe me ?."

Yes we believe, logarithms are not a formula to get happiness in life, but the hard work to learn and understand what kind of logarithms that make us know.

No matter what the future may look like, it will continue to be connected from what we did in the past, as we learn so hard to understand various mathematical formulas, it is in the future that we learn about the various forms of life.

Everything is interconnected there is nothing apart from the name of the business, although all of it will return to how we live life in this world.

Therefore I wanted to see how hard Rina tried, the shy woman to change the life that had been entangled by the chain of bindings where her happiness had been held captive by the limitations for her to move.

Even though I still don't see where he is, his stool is still empty and there is no sign that he will enter the test today.

I hope, for him, for what he wants, something so big that he is able to look to the future with his hard work.

I continued to watch every second on the clock of the front wall of the classroom, a feeling so alarming, I even felt tight to exhale this, she said, the same feeling when I entered the room from that room, dark and scary, did not mean haunted or what it was, it was just a fear of remembering that moment, that moment, where the body of the mother I loved lay lifeless, it was fear, the feeling of loss that kept me locked away from the outside world and time went on.

The hours of testing that had begun to make me still hope he came even though with a face full of sweat and worry, I expected that, but the empty bench in the front corner of the class was still empty, until finally there was not even a chance to come to an end, I had failed and this was my failure to save the one great hope embedded in the shy woman's fragile life,

"Nah Noe do you know what happened to Rina ."As I asked, noe's face looked confused and said,

"If I knew what I was asking for ." Reply me

I listened for a moment to what he said,

"So when I came to school, he just came out of the principal's room, his face moody, there seems to be something we don't know ." Noe said with his serious face,

"Yes, he decided to quit school ." Reply I told you the secret I've been hiding until now,

Noe was surprised to hear what I said,

"What's the matter, all of a sudden he decided to go out ."

"Actually I knew before the test, so I tried to encourage him, but he decided what he wanted and his family was the main reason ." Said I told Noe everything.

Even Noe who was not so close to Rina was like being electrocuted by a high voltage to understand all of this, including me, I who had fought until now, risking everything I could do for her, risking everything I could do for her, still destiny says another, he decides and he alone lives his life, even the last wall to fight had collapsed shattering his hopes and here I only saw the rest of the hard work in proof, even every remaining pencil eraser on his desk was left and it was a silent witness to how much he had done his best, I was angry, I was like a loser, he said, which even to save one man I cannot afford.

"I'll go ."

"Where are you An ."

"I want to see how he is ."

"I'm coming with ."

For myself I want to make sure if he's okay, I try to keep him from being like me at least this is the last thing I have to finish, not as a loser running away from the world and locked up in a black box without knowing what a beautiful life is like.

This long journey makes me tired, somehow the road that I used to go through felt so far, what he decided I should not have the right to interfere in his life, he said, I myself am just someone who just passes by and disappears after all this is over, as usual I just follow my desire to finish what I started, not run away like I used to, for now I am strong enough to accept the harsh reality of my own life.