Colorless Aurora

Occasions

My steps were getting heavier to enter the simple house that seemed empty from the outside, the aura of a void was thick, I had not had time to knock on the door of this house, yet, a 14-year-old boy came out with a gloomy face and the rest of the tears on his cheeks,

"Number two, what's wrong with you ." Asked me to him without knowing the name of his sister Rina's,

"Ah, Brother An, my name is Riza brother, "The answer is,

Yes indeed I don't know what his name is but he is the younger sister of the first Rina,

"What's wrong with all this ." Asked me back when I saw the room of the house looked very quiet,

Seeing that face, Riza did not want to say it, a feeling that was so heavy to say through words,

"Mother is dead ." Answer with weight,

I don't know what to say just pat her on the shoulder and say ...."I'm sorry."

"Ah it's okay, "He said that with a shake, he said,

Now that everything had been answered, what happened with all of this was very influential for Rina herself, she said,

"So where is Rina now ." Ask me to see Riza.

"Mother is still at the funeral ."

Riza who showed me her place and there I could still see the shy girl standing next to the new navel with the wet red ground as well, feeling frightened, agitated and desperate, the feeling of being scared, it was really pointed out by Rina and I could see it from the gate of this cemetery, I walked slowly, got closer and wanted to say something to her, but at a distance of one meter right from where he stood he immediately said,

"Sometimes every human being has a sense of loss, even the spirit of life that has been fought all this time and it's terrifying ."

"Yes I know that, "I answered from behind his back,

All this I have ever felt and it is indeed frightening, I myself can still remember it clearly, he said,

"So far no one has escaped God's plan, no matter how we feel, it would be good if we could accept it, " I said it as if I had faith in him,

It's just that, for now I've been able to recap what I've lost from my own life, and it's something so heavy, it's,

"Yes, you think it's true, I don't understand myself, why this is not fair ." Rina said by wiping her tears,

I accept that, though,

"Do you think all of this is predestined."

Yeah, that's what you gotta do

And in front of you I see you crying, I can't wipe away those tears with anything, except with your own hands,

"Cry, cry hard, for now you don't have to think about anything else, you just have to cry until the world knows how sad you are ." Shouted me from behind his body,

"I don't know, is this true, even to myself, ...."

"But, after you cry, then remember the future is still waiting for you here, right in front of you, strengthen your soul, show your spirit, all this is not over ." I said out loud, though,

I saw all those tears, all flowing with sadness, about loss and also suffering, but after this all that is before you is one thing for sure to make himself stronger,

No need to think too long when the answer has been found in the fist, my steps are strong when pulling it, at least I believe he is impossible to give up, because this is not over, time is still running, at least I believe, I don't know how long I'm sure an opportunity will come when we alone make it and for the second time I draw this delicate hand, taking it away to meet the future, although the face still looks confused but let it be because all this is not over, moving quickly, no matter what, a worn out motorcycle that bears a silent witness to the journey of two humans who risked his hope, he said, he'll be able to and I'm sure of it,

"Come on, hurry up ." Shouted me waiting for this girl to ride for me to take her,

"Why?, "His face looked confused,

Of course, at this school he decided to quit and I didn't accept that, I took him to the principal's room, he said,

"Excuse me, sir ." Seeing the headmaster was as calm as not being surprised to see me,

"Ah, you're An, I've been waiting for you both ." He answered with a calm face,

I asked myself, for what he was waiting for us, I myself did not decide to meet him, he said,

"No need for you to ask, I've heard the story from Noe, if Rina was hit by a disaster that must make her not enter for the exam ." The principal said with a serious look,

Lina was confused, because maybe she decided to drop out of school, but..

"I'm sorry, I didn't give you my resignation." Said Rina with a face that was still confused,

"What letter, son, I have not received any letters since ." The principal said calmly, though,

"But ...."

"Ah maybe the letter was carried to the trash and it's already on fire, so don't you think about it ." Cut the principal's words calmly, though,

Lina's face smiled with an unstoppable cry from her eyes,

"So how can we start the test ." Head pack lifting paper sheet,

With complete confidence, Rina answered him,

"Yes, sure, sorry I'm late ." Said Lina with a smile and tears,

As long as I see what is called a miracle, I want to give her a little happiness,

"And this Rina, there's a letter for you ." The principal said, giving the letter,

Opening it and reading it, the tears were dripping with a rush, those tears of happiness that he shed as he felt his life had just begun to come back,

All of this is about opportunity, whether it be fate or fate, when an effort and hard work is at stake, the creator did not sleep to listen to the prayers of his servants who tried and Rina already got the answer, I believe destiny is always fair to all humans. including for a friend who may now be walking home with his helmet, he said,