Colorless Aurora

Go away

Sina took a bottle of water that he sipped and wet his hair, yes indeed today is a very hot day, for me of course.

Each extracurricular member whispered to each other when he saw me passing by walking along with sina, for sku himself certainly nothing strange.

This is a normal thing, even in general in my eyes there is nothing strange for me to do.

"Chairman, take it easy everything's fine, so don't worry, have fun ." Someone shouted towards Sina.

Indeed Sina is the chairman of the club extracurricular athletic field running of course, sina reply to the screams of the girl, sina,

"I can't calm down if you think that's what makes me angry ." That scream makes me dizzy.

I saw her behavior and her way of being friendly, it was a little rude, but that was the sign she was serious about being friendly, she was a cheerful woman with a burning spirit.

What he often did to me was entice me to do every scary thing with him, like climbing a tree to just look at the beach and the row of houses from above.

recalling the moment I played together with her in a garden, a tree standing upright 8 meters tall, Sina climbed up he pulled my hand to follow his selfishness.

But the curiosity of my heart asks..“.What is the view above there .”

It was the moment where I saw something other than writing and numbers in the book, standing on the trunk of a large tree and sina standing on top of her peak taking something out from under her clothes, she said, a book I knew, in a variety of different colors, he tore it up.

Smaller and smaller, at that time what I saw was a beauty, between twilight, sea, clouds, waves, heights and flickers of torn paper scattered by sina.

I saw what my mother always looked at, what was behind those eyes was this, freedom and beauty.

He who pointed it out, Sina pulled me out of the shell, with his coercion and rude attitude, even though I felt more alive, even had a spirit of seeking my life's purpose.

We enjoy this hot atmosphere by taking shelter around the field, with a wide variety of large trees covering the afternoon sun. I felt the coolness of the breezy coming to erase all this tiredness of mine.

"An, do you remember that day, the day you decided to separate from your father, wasn't it the same as this afternoon ." Said Sina with arriving.

Sina reminds me back to the events of 2 years ago, it was four months after my mother's death, what I think is she wanted to take me away to study to Tokyo.

at that moment I could feel the hot atmosphere that was so stinging, the hot sun the scent of dry skin and sweat, I could still imagine what it was like, he pulled me and said.

"We'll get out of here, you'll be schooled in Tokyo. "

I refused him, took off his hands, rebelled and went into the room from my mother's gallery, covered in blankets and closed my eyes, hoping that after today everything would go normally.

By then I could tell which was best for me and which was not, behind this locked door, a loud shout said..."Do as you please, if you want to escape from reality then you'll just stand here forever ."

My father's screams echoed throughout the room of the house.

"Sister." Call my sister in such a sad tone.

It was Nagisa's voice calling out, though,

"Sister." Again he shouted.

The louder the call and the farther I listened, I could not open this door, because inside this place had the same scent of warmth as my mother's embrace.

I didn't want to leave it, until the moment the sound disappeared and the car left, I realized that I had been left behind, but this was my choice, I would live the life I chose.

As I walked out, there was only Sina standing looking at me the scorching sun, it was so hot and pungent, I was not strong with the scent of this hot road dust, everything made my heart continue to feel hot, I wash it repeatedly.

There was not a single wet snore that felt cold in my heart.

Sina awakened my daydreams, with a gentle shake shaking his shoulder, I realized, after a few seconds of recalling those bitter memories, yes what I see today is the same as the events of that time, I realized, after a few seconds, I've long forgotten it.

"It's been three years, why don't you make up with your father An ." Sina said by looking at me seriously.

I understood that worrisome remark, but Sina did not understand what came to mind when he remembered it, a sense in which he tried to separate me from something very precious.

"Somehow, there are still many things that make me think twice, "An answer from me with doubt.

It was my answer, Sina saw me, the head he put on the knee of his leg, looked at what I looked at behind these eyes, he smiled, he said, although she is a rude woman who does not know manners, but still she is a woman, a beautiful woman with a spirit of life that continues to flare.

"You think too much An, do you know sometimes following feelings and discarding all logic is the best way to provide comfort in life ."

Hearing the pearl spoken by Sina is something amazing, even I myself do not want to hear such a word from this cursing mouth, I seriously see it, he said, what was clear was that my gaze made his mood uncomfortable and said.

"What a look is that, "Said shouting.