Colorless Aurora

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His face was so filled with complicated emotions, maybe half of the sadness was indeed a feeling of longing and the other half was the anger he was craving, I could tell it was from the warm palm of Rea's hand, this,

"Why these few days have I always met women who are crying ." Ask back to myself.

there was no answer from anyone, just seeing Rea continue to sob and let the tears flow, while Rea's hand did not drop for a second to wipe all over my face,

"Miss, if you wipe it too often, then my face can sag ." Said me and he still didn't care what I said, I stopped his hand, held onto Rea tightly and said,

"Why you, I don't usually see you like this." Ask me to come back, please,

He did not answer and I could not force myself to ask Rea who was confused, I tried to stay calm, make Rea sit and I was covered with a jacket I was wearing, looking at the One who was still sobbing, I didn't want to ask anything, we both just kept quiet, his hands looking for my hands, he held them tightly.

when the sound of crying was no longer heard, I saw, the eyes did not emit emptiness but all the things depicted in them, how he showed how sad he was,

"Miss, is something wrong." I tried asking him, though,

"I don't want to talk about it just yet, " she replied with a gloomy face,

Yes I did not force for Rea to tell me every single thing about her, of course at this time knowing how sad she was, I realized it was not easy to make Rea tell me about the matter.

"Well, for now it's better that you sleep in my house with Nagisa ." I said I saw how sad he was,

I pulled her hand and she followed my steps walking home, she was like shivering, her face was limp and not even had the spirit I used to see, her tight grip on the hand made me understand, she was terrified, even as long as I knew him maybe the first time I saw him was complicated.

"Why did all this happen to me ." I muttered in my mind,

I think so, when a problem comes, why does this happen to me, even if it is a little troublesome but let it be, because there must be a way out later on.

Arriving in front of the house I just realized that the door lock was no longer in the pocket, maybe fell because it caught Rea when it fell.

"Aaahhh really sucks ." I felt like I wanted to hit the door in front of me,

My misadventures increased by one more, so inevitably I had to wake Nagisa up, I knocked on the door, and I knocked,

"Nagisa, wake Nagisa sister outside ."

Over and over again, maybe it's been five minutes there's no answer if he wakes up, I knock on the door again,

"Oi nagisa's sister is locked outside, wake Nagisa, "

the most important thing was not to disturb the neighbors because it could be a problem if they saw me together with Rea in the middle of the night like this, but luckily the sound of footsteps could be heard approaching and saying,

"Son, why are you out at night like this ."Nagisa said a little limp, though,

From inside Nagisa turned the door, slowly opening the cute nagisa's face a little sleepy, but not a warm welcome or anything like that I got a hard slap of the hand right on the cheek.

"Why are you bringing home a woman these nights, what are you doing ." Nagisa said with a bit of anger,

After slapping even he would close the door again, but I held back with my feet,

My leg was pinched hard, maybe even numb to hold this door clasp, she said,

"That's right, "Ask Nagisa with a little look out,

"Obviously quickly open the door, my leg might break if you keep pinning it ." I said a little pleading, though,

Nagisa wants to listen to my explanation, otherwise this leg might have broken a bone,

"So is that true ." I asked Nagisa to see me in pain,

"Right, sister didn't lie ."

Nagisa saw Rea's face cursing behind my back, it seemed like Nagisa realized what was happening to her was indeed not a lie, I walked in, Rea still did not let go of my hand, Rea still did not let go of my hand, his nature became different the first time he came to this house.

I still remember what her spirit was like, what kind of smile was on Rea's face and what kind of words she said when my sister spoke, but now she could only fall silent and hide behind me.

will I be able to eliminate that sadness, while releasing the burden in myself or even the problem of Rina alone, I am still not able, really all this becomes more complicated, really,

Not long after, Nagisa made Rea rest in her room, even to let go of my hand in need of a patience, for a moment I accompanied Rea to sleep by sitting next to her.

after he fell asleep, I let go, the face I saw still shed tears, a very deep picture of sadness, even though I still do not know why he became like this, he said,

I went out of the room, saw Nagisa who was sitting at the dining table with a slightly sleepy face, but nagisa asked me,

"Why mbak rea, brother ?."

I pulled out the chair in front of him and sat down to answer the question briefly,

"I don't know either ." That's my answer, though,

Nagisa exhaled so limply and asked again,

"Hmmm, so what are you going to do ."

I was a little dizzy thinking about a few things at this moment and I replied with a slight hesitation,

"Come, but surely you'll make it whatever it takes ."

"Obviously don't push yourself too much, big brother still has problems to solve ."

Nagisa seems to be still thinking about that, yes some of the problems that I face,

"Yes, I know, so you sleep nagisa, there's a test tomorrow, "

"He's brother ."

Seeing him walk a little sleepy, go into his room, I myself may soon sleep because seeing the clock has shown the number of half two nights, yes this is a test that I have to complete, I think, unlike a school exam where every question has an answer, life is full of questions that sometimes have no answer.