Colorless Aurora

Awakes

Inside this house I feel so bored, even to see an untouched phone, only I use to listen to music with a media player, he said, the loud voice heard through this handset echoed the song with the title "Secondhand saranade, Awake."in each verse there is a line of verses that I like, when Jhon Vasely sang the lyrics 'Say my name, I just want to hear tou, say my name, so I know it's ture' with a loud and soft voice, it means 'say my name, I want to hear you, say my name, until I know it's real .'

Yes, a meaning to convince the heart, that what he wants to listen to is the reality of someone's feelings, maybe a little my feelings very much follow the verse, because no one calls my name wholeheartedly, no one calls my name, I really enjoyed my house like this, in a room of 3 x 4 meters, coolness not because of the weather or the fan that rotates above me, because I did enjoy my situation like this, he said, slightly thinking of someone, the one I was aiming for was Aurora or the one I used to call with Rea, recalling a sense of the handrails back then, it was not a handle out of surprise, but it was due to remembering something, seeing the spinning fan made you dizzy, talking about myself and blaming the fan on me,

"Do you know, you're making me dizzy ." I said cursing at the fan spinning above my head,

There was no answer, watching him keep spinning, I was getting nauseous to follow the direction of the round,

"Don't turn around, stop you, don't you have another job ."

It's stupid of me to follow the fan round and get him to talk,

"What are you brother ." The voice of my brother standing at the door of my room,

I listened to Nagisa's voice calling me, she stood looking strangely at me, maybe she thought I was out of her mind for talking to a living thing that could only spin,

"Do you see it ." Ask me to look at Nagisa with a shy look,

"What do you mean, brother." That answer left me a little relieved, and he still looked strangely at me, with a hand that did not escape the door handle like shock and forgot to let go, she said,

"Ah, it's nothing, what's my sister ." Ask me to change the subject,

"Someone wants to see you ." Answer Nagisa,

Yes for me it is very rare for someone to want to visit here, even to just deliver an invitation letter from school, while at this time my sister says someone is coming here, and my sister is not here,

"Aaa don't joke you're my sister, "Say I'm a little in disbelief, you know,

"If you don't believe me please look at yourself at the door" he replied angrily,

Nagisa left by leaving the door open, feeling very lazy to stand up and look at the wall clock that already showed the time at half-two in the afternoon, yes indeed this is the point where laziness comes to make the body move freely because it is too hot outside this room, while someone is waiting at the door to meet me, he said, maybe one day I will write 'Begging to make an appointment first .' yes maybe it can be planned in the future, while for now inevitably, I had to hurry to see who was standing outside just to meet me,

"Yo, An ."Someone who in so cool style stood waving at me,

Seeing it dazzled by the hot light from outside, was indeed like a great apparition, a beautiful stage effect, with the reflection of the light using a slightly black crystal ball tool,

"Who are you ?" Ask me because it's too glare to see clearly,

"It's me, Noe ." He answered angrily,

"You, what's with your hair, "Task me in surprise,

He with the latest hairstyle, namely plontos, what is with the big change in his head, while yesterday his hair is still growing bushy, with a lot of hair,

"Oh this, so ..." Noe will explain the story, though,

"The long term ." That's what he said

"You better get in first, because I don't want to be blinded by your baldness ." Said I let him into my house,

Stepping in, Noe had prepared a head covering that we usually call a hat, with the hat in the form of a Mexican cowboy style, he said,

"Where's your sister An ." His eyes looked in all directions,

"He was in his room ." I said I made her smile wide,

"Ahhh, so...."

"I won't let my sister get close to you ."

Noe who could have guessed the contents of his mind, grumbled with a face bubbling like a puffer fish,

"Do I need to call you brother-in-law ." Noe said it made me nauseous to hear it, though,

"I don't want to ." I shouted that I refused it,

With Noe approaching like begging to call Nagisa, I will not let my little sister be approached by anyone just yet,

"You guys don't make a noise, I'm on break" said Nagisa who came out of her room, already seen a sleepy face with messy hair and a doll she was holding, walking to scold us both,

"Yes, "Reply, I pulled Noe into my room,

We answered simultaneously and saw Nagisa walking back to her room, yes she was still sleepy, rubbing her silent eyes half-capped,

"Indeed, your sister's really sweet ." Said Noe who was smiling charmed,

"Do you say, don't expect me to get close to you, baldy ."

"Ah, brother-in-law this how ." Noe's call made me shiver, though,

"I don't want to ." Shouts I kept Noe's disgusting face away,

Poking her cheek stroked elus and hugged me, it was disgusting, yes Noe had indeed been my best friend since childhood, including knowing my only sister Nagisa, if she still remembered what Nagisa used to be like, if she still remembered what Nagisa used to be, she was the sister who always followed where her brother went, yes up to the 6th grade of elementary school, but after her graduation or early admission to Junior High, our mother was both gone, maybe it was a blow to both of us, as we both felt at the time, a loss, destruction and collapse of a family, when it had to be forced to separate, he said, I prefer to stay here, even though the money as collateral, keep my father sent but it's like useless, because I myself do not feel anything, the money kept piling up and didn't make me feel satisfied,

"Well, An do you remember, I used to go to your house a lot, when your mother was ." Noe said as he looked at my mother's room,

"Ah, I don't remember, "

"I still remember, one of them was when your mother was sitting next to the window of that room, she was holding a camera, I could remember her ." That's what he said, though,