Colorless Aurora

karmas

Dusk, waves, coral and the figure of the woman who was among it all. I've always been here. A hundred meters to see the beauty.

There were so many things I could notice, I was afraid to forget and afraid to remember. But behind all this, I still want to see all kinds of beauty from the world.

The light from the cold ground, the rainbow from the moonlight and even the reeds field with its millions of stars. I want to tell you the reason why I chose this path.

Yes .. so that everyone sees the fact that life is not following a circle that always returns to the starting point. I want to show you what a beautiful straight line I make.

About how painful the dead end I found or the intersection that confused me when choosing.

So the life I have is the desire for me to see the happiness of everyone smiling because of me.

At this hour, he had stood up to face his soul towards the twilight, I never tired of feeling the fragrance he had or even looking at the white feet that were walking unmoved.

Getting closer and closer, the one meter beside him was the distance I could reach at the moment. It makes me happy.

I don't know how many pictures I took to see their beauty. It's just, it doesn't bore me, because it never occurred to me.

"Why yesterday you weren't here, miss ." I said I saw it from behind.

"There's a lot going on." Reply to the lady who looks so sad.

Looking at it softly, looking at the black sky from behind those non-luminous eyes was very different, eyes that were too wet, glazed but very slashing.

"What makes you sad, miss, your eyes are different today ." Ask me when I see his face.

He smiled and shed tears, certainly very different tears than usual, more to a heartache, or regret.

"You can see anything, even the pain I have as if it were read by your eyes, "Said him with a smile on his lips.

"Yes, I don't really understand. It's just that, when you show those eyes, it's like your feelings are locked too deep to show ." Answer me who is trying to understand.

Tears were pouring down every red cheek curve of this girl who missed the sky, I don't know what I can help to make it better.

In her tears she said..."Do you know when we know hope is so close, but our hands can't reach it, because we're afraid. "

His voice was like being held back by something.

"Yes I understand, "I understand what he said.

"Who understands, have you ever been more devastated, I don't care what I see, it's just my feelings, the desire to meet my father alone, it's very difficult ."

A little loud he said it and it was very deep. He's in pain, yes, I can feel it. It's just that we're in a different position.

I'm the one who lost someone and ruined everything, but he expects someone and wants to fix it.

While he felt that if only himself was in pain, it was very wrong.

"Yes because I once felt a loss and it destroyed everything, then I can understand what you feel Miss ." Said I was trying to say he wasn't alone.

"You're not alone, miss, I will definitely save you ." Said I convinced him.

Not for me, understanding a feeling is difficult, because we ourselves sometimes cannot understand. What kind of feelings we have.

Until the sky became night, in time for him to leave, he still did not move from his seat that clenched his knees to hide his tears.

"He used to leave like this ." I drew closer to him, shaking the still calm slender body in that kneecap.

"Miss wants to see when you want to cry ."

She didn't answer, I tried to shake her harder, so her face lifted up and said..."I'm sorry, I was asleep, ah it's already night huh ."

It was like forgetting all those problems. At least he had not thought about many things in his sleep for a moment.

"Aren't you home, miss ." I'm still standing next to him.

"Ah, I forgot that Sisui is not home to pick me up, so can you take me home ." Pinta the lady with a gentle smile, maybe this is a little gift I got to take home, yes I can enjoy it.

I slightly understood the direction of his house, though I did not really know where, footsteps were galloping, side by side and his hand was pulling my hand. I was a little nervous, warm hands, even changing the cold atmosphere of the night from the land wind did not make me shiver.

"Do you know what it's like to see the night of your life ." Ask him to break the awkwardness.

"I never thought about it, it's just that it must be so boring ." Answer me as if I understood.

He smiled, I can see him now.

"Yes at least half you're right, it's very boring, but in the dark I'm grateful for not having to see how bad humans are in each nature ." The lady said with a smile.

"You're right, miss, I thought when I didn't want to see things that I didn't want to see, I'd close my eyes, ." I said something that might not be necessary.

"That's what it is like ." Short reply,

He was still smiling, even holding his hand tighter, so I could feel my hand numb.

"So you don't have to be afraid to see ghosts ." Said the lady continuing the conversation.

"Yes that's one of them, "laughing at both of us even though it's not really funny.

In the silence of nature without the sound of vehicles on these streets, or the noise of humans walking each other, made me feel what it would be like to walk with a woman.

"Four years ago, I could still see what the world was like, the different forms of the world, I liked it, but all that kind of scared me, because not everything that looked was beautiful." Said the lady with a little gloom.

"So why are you experiencing this." Asking me and I was like trying to figure it out, even though her little lips didn't seem to tell me why.

"Maybe because this is karma ." The answer is to try to smile,