Colorless Aurora

meaning of face

For a few weeks I was busy with books, books and apologies that I always heard, with a book capitalizing I gave formulas and questions for him to work on.

the time starts from the school entrance hour which is more precisely at 06:30 he was present and waiting for me with his face down on his stool. Somehow she always was, hiding her pretty face behind those thick bangs of black hair, if I was in class earlier as usual.

Maybe it was just me and Rina, until the beginning of the lesson I fell asleep again to wait for the matter I gave in the afternoon and I corrected the morning.

Waiting for it to happen even once can take six hours of subjects and start with an apology.

"I'm sorry, I hesitated this morning to give this answer " said Rina with a lowered head.

Yes, it always starts with an apology, while the problem is the shy, doubtful, pessimistic nature, which is why he is very difficult to put himself in the line of scholarship holders.

"You're thinking too much about what kind of answer you give, it's not wrong to keep counting but if you're always in doubt about your own abilities, don't expect to get first place ." Said I gave him a wise word to get him excited.

Yes I put out a word to make him realize what he has to do, in general he is very well trained to do all the problems that are equivalent to the grade level in this school.

There's no need to even do problem practice with me he can still get perfect grades in each of his subjects, and it gets a 70% percentage of my own opinion and that's 30% is to doubt Rina's hesitation.

Until later he was only able to be ranked second only, after that long word, Rina answered him with a closing sentence.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ." And keep apologizing.

I was just thinking, is this the day to apologize, if so many people have to apologize to me.

the eyes turned to the right bench, looking at Noe's very serious face eating the canteen bread voraciously, he looked at me and said..."What's up ?."

Question words spoken by noe with eyes like having meaning.

'Don't expect me to share my lunch .'

The words that flashed while looking at Noe's face, while the mouth itself was struggling to finish off the rest of the bread as the lesson hour mark had already sounded.

"Nah Noe, I said never chew what we can't swallow." A little advice for Noe.

I mean just don't put too much food in to chew but it took me an extra hour to die and in the end I could already feel someone patting me on the shoulder, getting louder, getting louder.

"What's up ?." Said I saw Noe like a fish coming out of a pond.

Noe didn't say anything, saw her head over heels, I could already guess what to do for now, I laid her on the floor and stepped on her step.

"Oi, you're okay Noe, your face is pale ." I asked with Noe already lying helpless.

Something came out of his mouth yes a lump of bread with a circular and lined toed object, it could be said it was Bolt, I could see it and say... "Are you practicing Noe's martial arts, don't be in your stomach still left behind a screwdriver, pliers and an English key ."

I'm a little curious.

"I'm sorry ." Noe said with the rest of the energy.

I thought, it seems like today is the day of apologizing, I really don't remember anyone celebrating and this is how my life continues.

There was a time when I busied myself just to throw away the boredom inherent in today, remembering what happened for a few days yesterday.

I feel preoccupied by various kinds of energy-draining and mental activities, energy like I have to work harder in doing homework to just clean cooking or washing.

Nagisa is just helping a little more and organizing, while for my mind, in the life that I keep from all problems, now mixed by various kinds of problems.

Even if someone traded the problem, I could already calculate how much profit I would get, unfortunately everyone only knew to save the problem without solving it.

What I did today was see someone running and jumping, a runner in a white shirt and shirt running at 40 kilometers per hour, the jump and the way through each of the barrier sticks was very beautiful.

I myself have a special album for other things besides sky and sea photos, like shooting jumping runners, he said, surfers who are speeding in the wave tunnel or maybe a photo of paragliding that rotates past the white clouds in the blue sky.

At least dozens of photos have various stories that I can not throw away just like that, only for now, I can see the white runner approaching, he said, with bound hair and sunglasses to block out the light, he raised his hand to say hello.

"An, you haven't been here in a long time, "Sina said waving.

"I'm bored and I'm confused for a few days ." I said with a stale base,

Take off his glasses, me and he's seen why he's so familiar with me, he's my childhood friend, Sina, the sadist who always beat me up to just vent anger.

"Aren't you trying to run ." Sina

"Ah, I'm being lazy to do this again ." Answer me who is tired of doing it.

"you always put your feelings first, if you are bored you will immediately leave. "

He was indeed not wrong to speak like that, I smiled facing him and said..."That's how I am ."